2012 Realizing about Death as A Child

I remember as a kid realizing this point of death, I had heard about it and knew it existed because my friends grandparents or maybe parent or sibling died, so I knew in fact that it was real. I remember thinking to myself 'holy shit' I am going to die one day, I am not going to be alive here in my physical body and be able to do all the fun and cool things that I can do now. Specifically allowing myself to accept this point of death, kind of gave me a shiver within and as the core of my being, because fuck no i didn't want to die.

I never believed much in god or jesus, I didn't much consider death or what would happen after I leave this place because I was not there yet, I was alive. It seemed so unnatural and cruel to have to die and leave this world where all sorts of fun things happened. As a child all we usually focus on is fun, we are quite resilient within bouncing back from suffering or pain in some form be it physical or mental or what ever life may bring.

Now I was quite fortunate because i had a rather healthy childhood, no illnesses or diseases, except the occasional flu or cold, but I was fortunate in I did not have to be in pain throughout my days.  I did consider the suffering of other children, those that I saw sometimes with a bald head and looking very weak within there physical. I did not understand why it was in this world that I was healthy and ok and another child had to get sick and be suffering in this way. What was the point of that, I mean what kind of god allows kids to be born and suffer? It didn't make sense.

I continued on within my life, not really pushing to understand this, as I was constantly told that god had a plan, jesus loves me, we must go to church and not eat meat on fridays during lent,  and all the other catch religious phrases I heard year after year that had no substance to me, it had no relevence, but eventually I woke up and started really investigate this point of what is here and what is really going on within this world. This is where I found desteni. And I realized that all that has been told and believed in has not been the truth, there is countless articles, videos, perspectives, and blogs regarding the statement i just wrote, so suggest to investigate the link and educate yourself within this site and forum.

They just released a new free interview mp3 by a 7 year old boy who died of leukemia (check out this article "there is a cure for cancer" for more perspective on a solution for this dis-ease) and found himself faced with this same realization that something was not right, he was faced with a point of becoming a slave to this idea of god and religion or trusting himself and going to the unknown and what he found there was not what any being could have expected. These interviews are being shared through the inter-dimensional portal (see interview here on what is the inter-dimensional portal) who is a being who can have beings who died talk within her body while she is fully alive and can then move from her body and investigating the dimensions/ 'heaven'. It's quite fascinating all around, so suggest checking the link, and seeing for yourself the potential within what life really is and what humanity has missed, life does not die nor is life undefined or mysterious, it is all here, life is absolute and is within and as all that exist unconditionally supporting to bring us back to ourselves which is the solution to the fuck up in this world, our-SELF.

 If you listened and your looking for more, part three of this series of the History of the portal is here, this one is with a Demon who lived within the earth plane, can't imagine the stuff he experienced and lived through, but again it is quite a story, so check it out and see for yourself.

2012 Realizing about Death as A Child

2012 Porn and Sex...Straight On

Porn and the porn industry is a degradation of the human ability to live within and as equality and oneness as it is a mind fantasy  world that is created through desire by images that aren't real and never can be fulfilled, but engulf the addict within the ever encompassing thrill to fulfill this thirst for more and more stimulation as they lust over the act of sex through mostly dominance and sadistic means as is rapent throughout the porn material.

I watched a documentary last night on the effects that porn has on the behavior of society towards women, this mostly being of the male population and how it creates an effect of objectification of woman that underlying is accepted and allowed within our world and cultures. It's interesting as these points of objectification of human life is seen and known by all as it is all over the place, tv shows, mtv, music videos, movies, magazines, ect., but we as a people accept and allow this to continue really without question. This being impulsed and lived out by showing that women have to dress and look a certain way to be accepted within society, jobs, social events, and other world happenings as well as that men are more powerful/valued as we see with mostly all major leaders in our world being men, job wages discrepancy between men and women, and the basic 'stereotypes' that are held within the two geneders. For example women who are young, attractive, big boobs, and big butt, are more likely to move up then a women who dresses like a granny and who is not seen as sexy based on the desire of the man (usually) who hire the female as he can fantasy and be stimulated through her image. This is never discussed and never openly admitted, but all women know and realize that sex sells and the more sexier you are the more likely you will be able to move towards the goals you set out for yourself in this world = gain more money to survive.

Now this is also a point that the women of this world have to take responsibility for as we walk in these shoes of allowing and accepting to play this role, where we get glammed up and sexified so we can be beautiful and sexy for our men, or to get a man, or to keep men happy, or to get a job. It's a game and we play the role with the perfect picture and the suggestive clothing, but I have realized that it's time to stop and consider what impact this is having on ourselves and our children. Do we understand, and more importantly do we care of the impact of extremely sexually graphic and rather raunchy and demeaning sex videos and images are available to be viewed with the click of a mouse is to the viewers who are watching them, where there is little to no regulation of the internet. What are the implication of a 10, 11, 12 year old boy who are first discovering and realizing themselves as sexual beings, come upon these videos of men demeaning and dominating women that porn perpetuates. Do we as parents and/or adults actually know or realize at all for ourselves what it means to be a human physical being, do we discuss or share what it is to be truly self intimate,  self accepting, and exploring our sexuality within joy and trust with a partner. Why have we not raised any points of understanding to what in the world is going on with the world and this obsession to have sex. And all the while within the way we have been living within our reality, we are only fucking ourselves. Do we have any idea and understanding of what sex is?

Within what is able to be viewed on the internet and what is considered porn, humanity has a long way to go, we have devalued and degraded the sexual act to be a product to just get off on and have no identification to the being that is actual in the film being degraded and abused. The viewers of these images, especially children, end up being programmed by this as they are allowed to view them over and over again, and eventually believe that it is ok to treat women as an object, call them sluts, and see them as a means to meetend, to get a jerk off. This industry in it's entirety is not supporting any being, it is a base for masturbation to images and fantasies that are not real. Real intimacy and sexual expression is with a partner who are open and self honest, in respect of each other, treating each other as equals, and supporting each other to become human beings that do what is best for all within this reality. We as a society within our media and entertainment outlets should be alarmed, I mean these are showing huge red flags flying, that something is seriously not ok with the way we are functioning in this world,  for the sake of the children and our future, stop the absolute disregard for human life, and support a system and a world that respect all life. How we live HERE, is creating the future of our existence, this is not a game here, we are deciding our fate, life is more then a jack off, it is more then a rush. The porn industry is about business, it is more lucrative currently then hollywood productions, so when there is profit involved as within all industries in this current system, we will see nothing is off limits, all is able to be sold and they will do what it takes to make all that can be made, this including the degradation and disregard of human life.

Equal money system will stop all of this by not accepting and allowing any form of industry to profit on human life. Life will be seen and lived equally. We will live by living principles that are real and can be tangibly seen, life is equal and thus within all of what we live, this principle will be upheld. Life is one to all and all life that exist is part of this one thus every being is included and considered. Nothing less then the absolute consideration and respect for the dignity of all life to live in freedom of expression is what the equal money system will fulfill. Money will not define who is able to live in decency and how live a life of hell, humans that accept and allow life to be devalued through accepting money as profit to drive them, will stand at the end of the line and lose their right to equality as they are not willing to give it themselves. This will be a give and receive system, all beings being held responsible for who they are and how they live, and all beings being responsible to live these principles within and as self to thus stand as the utmost potential within the purity of who we are as life beings one and equal. Sex will be part of life and an expression of self, where self will create a stability within accepting who they are and embracing self within intimacy and giving it to another equal and one, to enjoy who we are as living beings in whatever that brings forth....enjoy and investigate the equal money system.

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2012 Porn and Sex...Straight On

2012- There is A CURE for CANCER

Hey, did you realize there is a known, safe, non-invasive treatment to the body, and proven cure to what we know today as Cancer. Once someone hears this word, cancer, it is like a death sentence taking ones breath away knowing the ensuing horror that will come in fighting and overcoming this disease. What we know through the research and visual proof of the effects cancer and the chemical cocktail of treatments that are given is that it effects the body very harshly and makes people very sick.  I have not come into contact with this situation myself, but I have friends and family members that have. 

If you ask 20 random people in your life, "is their a cure for cancer in this world?" 19 out of 20 would say no. Come on we have the breast cancer walk, the walk to cure leukemia, the telethons for the St. Judes Center, and many other profit driven research centers to fund medical institutions and schools to find the cure for one of the most deadliest disease the human race has ever come into contact with. But as you must have already read within my first sentence of this blog and within the title that brought you here, there is a cure for cancer that has already been tested and proven beyond a reasonable doubt that cancer can be cured. Even the most deadliest and lethal of its kind, such as brain-stem cancer, completely cured with no side effects, the person living a healthy and normal life. So what gives with these millions of dollars being funded through charities and donations to the medical world looking for the cure to this disease?

I ask you to watch this documentary for the proof that I just stated to be true and real for you. This is so you are educated on not only that there is in fact a cure for cancer where this treatment alone has in fact cured 1000s of suffers of this dis-ease mostly by private funding, but the reason and facts of why we have never heard of this cure and why the man that found it has been tried a number of times, indicted by the federal government, and unlawfully had records and medical info seized from his private practice, is based on the patent he holds. He is the sole owner and creator of the treatment to cure the cancer in the way he does through pep-tides produced in the human physical body.

There is a reason why chemo and radiation are the only treatments available and authorized by medical insurance to use if you get cancer, and that alternative and non-funded treatments are very minimal and not understood on a wide scale. These 'alternative' treatments are not taken as a serious treatment to invest and investigate by the medical industry because they can not make money. There is another documentary on the benefits of cannabinoids to assist and support the body to cure cancer, but it is not investigated nor funded based on the hemp plant not being able to be patented. Again, they can not make money off of it as it is a natural substance. The health and medical industries are driven by profit, they make money through the medicine given, health care is a big business, if everyone was cured, the  pharmaceutical companies, which make billions annually through the distribution of the medical products, will go under.

Here is the documentary:

Burzynski - Cancer Is Serious Business - BurzynskiMovie.com

About the Film:

Burzynski, the Movie is the story of a medical doctor and Ph.D biochemist named Dr. Stanislaw Burzynski who won the largest, and possibly the most convoluted and intriguing legal battle against the Food & Drug Administration in American history.

His victorious battles with the United States government were centered around Dr. Burzynski's gene-targeted cancer medicines he discovered in the 1970's called Antineoplastons, which have currently completed Phase II FDA-supervised clinical trials in 2009 and could begin the final phase of FDA testing in 2011–barring the ability to raise the required $300 million to fund the final phase of FDA clinical trials.

When Antineoplastons are approved, it will mark the first time in history a single scientist, not a pharmaceutical company, will hold the exclusive patent and distribution rights on a paradigm-shifting medical breakthrough.

Antineoplastons are responsible for curing some of the most incurable forms of terminal cancer. Various cancer survivors are presented in the film who chose these medicines instead of surgery, chemotherapy or radiation - with full disclosure of medical records to support their diagnosis and recovery - as well as systematic (non-anecdotal) FDA-supervised clinical trial data comparing Antineoplastons to other available treatments—which is published within the peer-reviewed medical literature. 

One form of cancer - diffuse, intrinsic, childhood brainstem glioma has never before been cured in any scientifically controlled clinical trial in the history of medicine. Antineoplastons hold the first cures in history - dozens of them. [ANP - PubMed 2003] [ANP - PubMed 2006] [ANP - Cancer Therapy 2007] [Rad & other - PubMed 2008] [Chemo/Rad - PubMed 2005] 

This documentary takes the audience through the treacherous, yet victorious, 14-year journey both Dr. Burzynski and his patients have had to endure in order to obtain FDA-approved clinical trials of Antineoplastons. 

Source: http://burzynskimovie.com/

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Now if you are interested after understanding and seeing the methods and means the big business will go to to stifle and shut down the treatments and cures to one of the leading causes of death in this world, cancer, killing millions and millions men, women, child, and animal alike, one can imagine the potency of the desire to gain more and more profit for these people if they are willing to kill many to make a buck. But there is another way, always there is another way, and that is through truth and empowerment as the truth of yourself, becoming a being who stand in self honesty and changes oneself to support all life and not follow desire and self interest, but walk a different path that will lead to the best world possible through living your words and living by principles.

We as a people have power, we have the ability to stand up and become a being responsible for this world and how it is being created, and we have the power to change by coming together as a group, voicing ourselves and sharing our experiences of living the principles of life which is equality and oneness. Through this coming together and standing up within responsibility of what has been created and be a self willed participant to create a solution best for all, I ask you to research and educate yourself on the equal money system. This system is now in the process of being created and moving into a national platform, Equal Money System is the site for more information. It starts with us, lets stand and change for all who are to come into this world and allow them to live and know that life is what is valued equal and one to all that is here. No more allowing profit and money dictate who live and who die, but money being equal to the value of life and thus creating an equality within everything we do in the outcome of creating the best possible treatments, products, way of life for each being that is born.

EQUAL MONEY SYSTEM  is a system that is based on principled living, where life is supported equally among all and all are supported within everything one would need to live in decency. This by creating a system on principles, which are the equality and oneness of life that permeates and infiltrates every physical fiber that exist within this world. Equal money will give all the same opportunities and ability to live to the utmost potential by giving the best there is to all here. Creating only the best within all we do, and giving the best to all life that is here. Ending wars, charities, and donations alone will free up billions of dollars worldwide, so it is very much possible to do, but it is a stand all must walk.

Give and you shall receive, this the way of this new system and the way to life in peace and true freedom. Visit desteni.org for more on the transformation of self to become a being you are proud of and can be trusted with caring and nurturing life to become the utmost in its expression as you would like to express for yourself. It always starts with self, so we start with self, start the process of becoming a being that matters, that is here, and that live in the interest of all life equal and one to you.  Cures will be a thing of the past, as life will be created and driven within the principle of what is best for all, the possibilities within this principle are endless and will create like a paradise here, heaven on earth, and life will outlive any disease because we cane cure ourselves through living our words.  Start the process at desteni, and be a being that becomes a living example for a new world best for all life.

Sources used in Article:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cannabinoid

http://burzynskimovie.com/

2012- There is A CURE for CANCER