2011 "I want to be perfect" Self Forgiveness

Okay, so - walk the line of self forgiveness - of how the teasing made you think and feel about yourself

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The teasing within myself  made me feel like an alien, like I had something wrong with me and that i was flawed or damaged. This brought a great depression due to the fact that I did not want to be seen as damaged or flawed by others. I did not want to be alone within my world and this specific teasing made me feel like i was alone and this i feared. I feared this because i felt i needed others to show me how to live, become normal, and to be accepted. I used others as a reference point to find out who I am because i didn’t like the way I was within myself = self judgment and I felt  inferior due to others pointing this out with words as a ‘diss’ like ‘retard’. This causing me to be low because I judge these words as bad.

feeling like an alien, there was something wrong with me, I am flawed.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to see myself as an alien and judging this alien reality I was seeing myself within as extremely depressing and believing that there was nothing I could do to get out of it.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to believe that there is nothing I can do to get out of these feelings instead of realizing that I define who I am and can direct myself to be equal and to be physical stopping the feelings. 

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to be depressed for being publicly called out within school as a alien type person who stood out in a bad way based on the stereotypes of the words used that were said to me.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to thus go into a depression within myself as suppression and completely shut down in front of others I see within this point as my ‘abusers’ that where male.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to define life based on pictures and believe/perceive life as better or worse based on what the picture looked like living out this inferior/superior cycle within and as my world as the pictures i saw and defining myself based on the point within the cycle I found myself either being outgoing if was acceptable by myself or suppressive if I saw my self as less then others.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to judge any being in this world based on their picture presentation and have any point of judgement based on the physical capabilities of other beings creating a separation with the expression of life thus continually creating a self judgement of myself in relation too the life I am living as and within never allowing peace and calm within me because there is a constant conflict and struggle within my mind of if I will be ok or not due to the pictures always changing and there always being in influx of good/bad ugly/beautiful play-out over and over continually as i go thru life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting when I was younger to live within the superiority definition of who I was seeing and believing that I was better then those within myself because i was better equipped/capable/picture presentation in the idea of myself as I held in my mind eye then creating a separation in my starting point within meeting others seeing them as superiority/inferior cycle and judging life immediately based on these ideas I held on to.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to seek ot situation where I would be superior so thus I could shine and gain attention from others.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to desire to gain attention from others.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to not see or realize that I was only causing self conflict within myself and physical/mental/verbal abuse within my world as I lived out this superior power game with the other beings in my world becoming like a demon in some case picking on others and abusing others because I saw them as less then me and that I had the ability due to my feeling that I am indeed better based on the outer definitions.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to abuse life in this way seeking out to be the best and thus becoming anger and vengeful if I do not fulfill this point of perfection I am looking to fulfill collaterally causing damage and abuse into my world. 

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to use my anger and rage due to the way I felt about myself within myself of constant self judgment and self sabotage because i was playing this game of love hate based on the pictures I saw missing the reality of the living being within the picture and missing myself as the other where I hurt or abused due to trying to puff my own self because within myself I felt less then others and use those i saw as ‘weak’ as points to see me as strong and be a bully to gain this energy as superior in my world and gain attention.

I  forgive myself for allowing and accepting to become the living manifestation of this weak/strong bully/bullied play-out throughout my life and within myself based on this inner conflict I am having of this acceptance of the ultimate picture of perfection that I am holding onto to thus use as a reference point to define myself and my world from because I fear being vulnerable and being alone within and as my world so thus I go the safe route by using others to define and live out who I am thru pictures in my head as a point of reference to compare in my world and see where I stand.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to become the living manifestation of this weak/strong point within myself that I have accumulated thru timed events within my world that I have accepted and allowed to direct me to divide and try and conquer my world as my ‘flaws’ within myself by projecting onto others and try and gain self satisfaction by the diminishment of others by making them as weak, so I can have a point of comparison to see me and thus externally manifest abuse thru diminishing others within words/deeds so thus I can feel stronger within myself as I see then that this other person is weak based on the definitions I have defined as weak in my head and that I am strong because I don’t have these particular ‘weak’ definitions I am holding onto as the polarity play out continues.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to self sabotage myself by holding onto this point of pictures as who I am, living within this polarity play-out of strong/weak within my world as I do within myself living out a constant never ending cycle of self limitation by judging myself and my world based on an idea in my head of a perfect picture that I am trying to live up to but never being able to because it is not real nor tangible and always activated based on the differences of expression within my world and the obviousness of extremes that can exist and thus I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to not live as one and equal with all life as I see and realize is me here but define myself and separate myself by these pictures in an attempt to validate myself as my ego personality so I can see myself as strong and acceptable because I don’t accept myself here as who I am.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to define myself by this perfect picture within my head as thoughts, ideas, and beliefs of some are better due to the way they look or act and speak and define those as less then based on the way the look, act, or speak and thus dividing and separating myself continually from myself to live as my mind as who I believe myself to be all the while cause abuse within my world as anger, competition, jealousy, and physical pain and abuse as d separation expression and self diminishment throughout time as I have defined myself so much by my outer world never seeing myself for who I am as a being that live and breath as life as all do just like me but within separation that cause conflict.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to harm life based on being jealous and blaming others for this feeling within me of lack and thus go into anger and abuse towards this being who triggered the jealousy because i am not accepting me here and defining myself based on what I apparently see I lack and that others have. 

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to abuse life based on this idea and belief that I lack something and that I am flawed and thus that I am permanently damaged and can never be normal.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting this desire to be normal as the societal norm because I fear humiliation and embarrassment within myself and will compromise myself by living as a system robot as a copy of others based on the fear I am allowing to direct me to not feel these feelings. 

I realize and see all points of life here in all its forms and varieties is indeed me, living, expressing, and breathing as the life that resides and is gifted to us all, I live this oneness, I live this equality, I live this embracement, and I breath this as myself stopping all points of separation thru accumulated self trusted movement til I am here as life as the physical as breath as me.

Watch my vlog, "I want to be Perfect" is a Mind F*ck", where I walk thru my physical process of letting go of this mind f*ck of trying  be 'perfect' only for others and my ego for greater support.

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2011 "I want to be perfect" Self Forgiveness

2011 No more Lostness in an Equal Money System

In an equal money system, lostness of self will be transcended and practically speaking will be no more because one will walk from this lostness one feels within the confines of the mind to life here in REALity where all is known because all is here as you. Life will become trustworthy as each one stand up within self in self honesty and become the living statement of self trust as we live this. When life is able to be trusted, life will become safe and familiar, people will be able to see solutions within what is here to be done and not live within fear and self interest to gain out of survival. This through the desteni process being walked, you will be able to walk out of the illusion of the mind as thoughts, feelings, beliefs, and ideas that are not in fact real because they are not here able to be touched and seen, and walk within and as the physical, simplistic living within the physical reality walking as a physical being in practical common sense for what is best for all and be able to be trusted with whatever it is that you do because you live in self honesty and self forgiveness and have proven through time that you can change and become a being that indeed can be trusted.

In an equal money system, we will facilitate inclusion and unity as what is here as all life because we will be able to trust ourselves and others to do what is best for all, so it's a point of realizing and living this realization that all are here and becoming the living statement as self trust, which is gained through walking yourself from your mind reality to the physical reality here as breath. When self trust is lived and walked as self as a group living for what is best for all in all ways life will become balanced and the possibilities are unconditionally open to develop and establish a true system that will resemble heaven on earth. Trust is what is missing in this current reality and this is what is needed to be learned and understood if we ever want to see a world where we are comfortable and free. Within the equality principle in this system, life will be given freely so they will be no need nor worry. This will be the foundation of equal money system, life here for all to enjoy in equality and unity, lostness being only accepted and allowed if you desire this within yourself as you accept the mind to direct, the choose is up to each one, this to move self out of the lostness of the mind to the physical here as a breath or remain a slave to your fears and thoughts as the illusion within and as the mind of humanity.

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2011 No more Lostness in an Equal Money System

2011 Running Amok will end in an Equal Money System

Running amok will end in an equal money system based on the fact that within this system the base foundation is that humans will learn and understand through self application within a process of self realization how to become in control of ourselves as emotions, feelings, thoughts, words and deeds. This eventually the human will be able to become a completely stable being within and as the physical aligned completely here to what is in the present because self is here as the present, like a breath, I am here, I breath continuously and stable, and direct in common sense awareness. Within this stable presence of self here, we will be able to assess and reason in common sense what the best outcome for all is because we are grounded within the physical as the physical so thus can see the physical reality that is actually going on. No more being in the mind as thoughts and emotions raging us along with ups and downs as the nature that is our world we see today. So it's a point of life, as the human, taking responsibility and stopping the addictions and possessions we have to energy and stimulation to get a high to feel better about ourselves. We accept what is here as ourselves, and walk the solution equal and one as the physical.

The key to this realization is the willingness that is understood through practically living what is called the 'process' in desteni, this encompassing tools such as being honest with self, forgiving your past, and changing to live in equality with all instead of in competition as ego. Many things to be learned and understood within what is called the process of self real-i-zation, so this is a commitment of self dedication and self will to understand self completely of 'how I created me?'and re-creating yourself to become a new being in awareness that was not known or understood before. The simplest of truths will be understood and lived completely automatically and in gratefulness as we start to realize who we really are, which is putting yourself in the shoes of another, this the fundamental principle of life, and this is what has been missed within human history for millenia. Stopping the mind and living here in the physical is what is to be realized and walked if one want to see themselves in a system best for all, in a system of equality, this the only way to equality of self as life has to be physically actually walked as self into and as the physical.

This obviously going to take much time for each being, but this is already being walked by Destonians, so suggest checking out the vast material at desteni and what is being written over the net about these subjects and living principles. This process necessary so we are in control of ourselves and able to direct ourselves no matter what the outside influence is, we will realize that the best outcome for all is here and we will walk it as ourselves. This will eventually through your self application of walking your process one will accumulate self trust and be able to walk this within and as a breath without the mind in control. Yes, we can live without the mind directing us.

This single change of treating all life, not only humans, but every being on this planet with as ourselves equal and one in each breath, we will create heaven on earth, we will create a world where craziness and running amok will cease to exist, where we can walk and talk among beings that we trust without fear or judgement because self has stopped and walked out of these mind patterns to the here of all life as the physical.

Those who are more in an extreme case with the self possessions of the mind will be helped, their will be facilitators, buddies, education, trainers, and a group of life beings that will assist and support to walk with those who need more care in terms of there process, no one will be put aside or rejected. But ultimately it is up to each one individually to change, no one can change for you, you must will it for self otherwise it is not real change and thus not possible to walk here. Life is able to live in peace and harmony through the principles lived of equality and oneness just as it is being lived in the opposite with complete possession and amok activity all over the place we see currently. It's time for humanity to take responsibility for ourselves and each one as well be responsible for who they are and how they live, stopping the possession as our mind creations, and walking the process to align with what is here, life as the physical reality equal and one. Equal money system is a place where this will be in sync with these principles and the process being walked, so suggest support this system of equality if you would like to see a world where heaven on earth is possible and for real being walked. Thanks.

2011 Running Amok will end in an Equal Money System

2011 Vacation Everyday In an Equal Money System = No More Holy days or Holidays

In Equal Money System there will be no holy days nor holidays as this will be seen as not necessary. Everyday will be an enjoyable day as life will be in freedom based on life being lived in equality in all ways and the best system being created by all based on the realization that this is what all want and this can be done, we can live equal and create a system of equality for all here. Holy days and holidays are done in desperation either to appease a 'god' figure in worship or to have a celebration in the stress filled lives we all lead. Also, to consider those with no resources nor money in this current system will not be able to celebrate these holidays because it takes money to have an enjoyable time to do so, so we are limited within the joy we experience in this life based on the money available, this is unnecessary and cruel to say the least of the human race, we have enough to have all living like millionaires, end wars, end corporate greed, end the greed within self, and we can see this as a living reality all comfortable and in joy based on the basic living dignity of all guaranteed.

These holidays and holy days are done in separation of ourselves to gain some sort of satisfaction within self because we feel that we need these once in a while to get out of the suffering and tough lives most of us live day in and day out. These hard lives are due to the struggle for money and keeping money flowing. Where many do not live any joy within there lives based on the resources being so limited, such as not even able to gain enough to feed themselves and their families, 15,000 children a day starve to death, do they live joy or on holiday, absolutely not, they are suffering and die horrible deaths, this is the reality, this is our way of life, death due to fear, self interest, and greed.

Equal money system will be a base support for all so no one will have to struggle and try to stay afloat nor die due to lack of any resources to remain alive, being stable will be a given freely and unconditional within this system for all equal and one to self because we realize all here is in fact me. There is enough resources and common sense will be used in what is needed to practically sustain life and what can be reformed to be more efficient and 'life-friendly' to the world as our earth which is ever giving. Products that are abusive in any way will be done away with and eradicated if not able to be reformed and lived as support in what is best for all, such as products like Styrofoam. This product is not necessary and only pollutes the earth as it is not able to bio-degrade, we will just discontinue making it and use/invent/reform products to be at the utmost in support of all life that will be substituted for what we used Styrofoam for. This will be the principle for all within this system, building support and sustainability for all life here, eventually all will be in sync within this principle and become balanced. Balance and equilibrium need to be brought back to life for us to continue on this planet and literally for us to stay alive.

Holy-days and holidays will be a thing of the past when equal money system is here because all days will be a celebration as heaven on earth will be here within and as ourselves and the life system we created in what is best for all will be great fun for all, so all will literally be free to do what they enjoy, but always considering the best for all outcome within this equation. Everyday will be like a vacation, where we are able to move about in freedom and create what we like to express in, no more struggle, no more masters, no more slaves, just life equal and one in self support in whats best for all through equality being lived through and as a system. Vacation everyday sounds amazing, support and be a vote for Equal money system, it will be here, we must create it and will it ourselves, you matter so make what you do count = support life in equality.

                                         

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2011 Vacation Everyday In an Equal Money System = No More Holy days or Holidays

2011 Equal Money- The Cause to end all Causes

I am pretty sure we are all very sick and tired, and this I mean literally, sick and tired from this current economic/cultural/political system that supports those with money and give no care to those who are on the bottom because they have no money. This current system being based on those who are to win and those who lose. The losers are the majority of life and they are living in sufferable conditions, many sick, many hungry, many tired, many at there wits end, many abused, and we all look for a solution and a reason as to why these conditions continue to exist for so many in a day and age like we are living currently where there is so much.

Now within this current system, we have causes, which are created to ease the burden for those who are on the losing end of this current system, and the winners like to donate to these causes to show they are 'helping' solve these issues and care about the 'misfortune' of others. But within even the last 1000 years, we have not solved any of these issues that exist, they have not only gotten worse and more brutal, but have grown exponentially and in some areas are threatening the extinction of many even including our way of life as we know it. Such causes and charity giving is not a solution, it is a band-aid solution to an open, gushing wound that needs major treatment and serious reform to get it healed effectively.

Unfortunately, humans have always shown and decided to go in the direction of greed and ego, only looking out for self and what self can gain. This mentality has resulted in the half of the world population living with less then 3 dollars a day. How the current system is set up, we are profiteering and gaining from those we are so cunningly pretending to care and help, as we see with the 'causes' that are perpetuated within this world, when we all know that the solution is required to be a systematic revamp addressing everything across the board. It does not take a rocket scientist to see that if we wanted to stop world hunger it could be done over night, the resources and funding are here, the know how and intelligence is here, we have everything here to solve any issue that arises, yet we as humanity chose to disregard our neighbor as ourselves and allow them to go without while some go with, this going to be the fall of man as predicted if we do not wake up and start treating all beings as ourselves because this is what is real and true. We are all one and equal here as life as each living being is part of life and must be respected as such unconditionally within self honesty. As Jesus said, a house divided will always fall, and as he also said ' love your neighbor as yourself and you shall live in the kingdom of heaven'. The earth being heaven as we have made it so because we live loving our neighbor as ourselves. The system to bring about heaven on earth is through the equal money system. But first let me give you an example of what this current system accepts and allows as a current job within this world.

I recently watched a movie called The Workingman's Death (highly suggest watching this film, this is part 1), and one group of slave labors was discussed where they collected sulfur pieces within the volcanoes that produce them and hand carried them to be weighed. This working environment is very dangerous as the gases and sprays coming off this volcano is very hazardous to their health as well as lethal. They are being exposed to these harsh conditions with very little protection and security, carrying up to 100-200 lbs of rock several kilometers away through the mountainous terrain into the city where the weighing stations are. They can do up to three of these trips a day, and make only $5.00 dollars for the back-breaking work for a days pay. This sulfur being created into rubber, bleaching sugar, and other industrial processes, making well over this amount to be able to pay fair wages to these people who risk their lives to be able to put food on the table. This being unacceptable for any being, and is being allowed because it is cheaper and the people are willing because they have no other options. This is what this current system produce. those who are dependent and desperate on the system, where no education or resources have been available to those who have no money, a generational inheritance,  thus no ability to get themselves out of these conditions or the risk death, plain and simple they become a slave to the current system or die. There is no care, no help, and no causes able to help these people within and as this current enslavement system we call the capitalist system. This current system breeds this as it functions within a win/loss gain, but the sick thing is many are losing while fewer and fewer are winning, and they are winning bigger and bigger every year. This current system is a system that has failed no matter the number of causes or charities out there seeking to help, no amount of helping will fix what is fundamentally broken as this capitalist system perpetuates, those who are able to gain over the lose of another. And in stark terms, the reality is more like, those who are able to live over the death of many.

The Equal Money system will be the cause that end all causes because in simplicity this system will be run on one principle and that is what is best for all based on the understanding and practical living by each one that all life is one and equal. The key to making this a system of truth and transparency which will be bred within this system is the process being walked currently by those who are called Destonians, walking the path of self honesty, self forgiveness, and self corrective change to be able to stand among all and walk with in stability to be able to in fact live and solve the problems here in the best way possible for everyone unconditionally. This will eventually solve all the ills of this world because within self honesty and the principle of what is best for all through equality and oneness life will become balanced naturally and an equilibrium will be built and sustained.  What will be a huge factor that is missed and abused within this current system is that life will be equally valued to money rather then money deciding who live and who die. Once equality is established and lived by all as self in fact, life here will become a place of joy where all will want to live. All will be able to express themselves in true freedom and gladness because life will be guaranteed from birth lived to it's fullest and utmost potential as one family in one world through equality supported in the best way possible for every living being that is here and who is to come, this as it should be. Equal Money will bring life as to what it should be, life lived for all in joy and freedom one and equal to self.

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Sources Used in this article:

WorkingMan's Death
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Workingman%27s_Dead

2011 Equal Money- The Cause to end all Causes

2011 Israel-Palestinian Conflict: Will it ever end?

Last night I watched the documentary called Peace, Propaganda, and the Promised Land, which was about the role the media has within the shaping, direction, and outlook within the American perception of the Israel-Palestinian conflict.  I am a product of this American propaganda, and can attest to this media machine, as I have never seen or heard about the full story of this 'conflict' until I researched it myself. This conflict being the occupation by Israel of the Palestinian land as Israel illegally took over this land during the seven day war, and is to this day continually building upon it. This is causing much hardship to the Palestinian people who lived there for over a thousand years.

This documentary is being focused on the US outlets mis-direction of the occupation into the American homes as well as the mis-perception deliberately placed in words and phrases used within media coverage of each action taken by either side to always sway in favor of Israel. This shown with examples within the movie where the US is compared with the English BBC coverage of many incidents and the differences between coverage is displayed. The BBC being more fair and balanced covering both sides of this conflict seen within the footage, where US media blatantly has an agenda within their coverage, almost always favoring Israel position and doing it specifically within stories told.  Within this movie, they use specific examples, which I will discuss what I learned here, but highly suggest watching this for yourself as it is a great depiction of the power and control used by the people in power to stay in power all the while keeping the masses dumbed down specifically with there propaganda pieces meant to steer the masses in a specific direction, in this case, so Israel look's like the victim. This all the while many people are suffering within theses regions day after day, the brunt being those who are Palestinian.

Israel went in 1967 and occupied the lands of the West Bank as well as the Gaza Strip, this being lived as Palestinian territory. They where not approved by the UN, which is required by international law, but they did it anyway and continue to occupy them to this day. Within this occupation in West Bank and Gaza Strip, the lives of the Palestinians are being made unbearable with road checkpoints lasting for hours that restricts them from free movement, and curfews where one can not leave the house without getting accosted and potentially abused by the soldiers standing on guard. You see within the movies full armored tanks roaming the streets as the curfew is being enforced.

Israel has also gone into the lands and created settlements, which is only allocated to the Jewish people while the Palestinians are forced else were many go into refugee camps, and the house that where there are cleared for new development with the Palestine families left with nothing as everything is destroyed. Within these settlements they are all interconnected within a road system where it is only available to the people living in them, they are able to freely move about with no checkpoints or curfew. The settlements are beautiful homes, with lush green grass and swimming pools, while the Palestinians are in refugee camps, homes destroyed, little food and water, and the threat of violence as well as oppression with the huge force of Israel's military in around every corner. This obvious human living violations as one group is being treated not equal to an other group under illegal means is unacceptable. But as seen on American TV, the media is speaking of these settlements calling them 'neighborhoods' to give it an extra charm. To put into perspective the corruption within the US media outlet on this issue, within this movie they speak of a document that went around the media heads saying specifically not to call these settlements, settlements, but 'neighborhoods', this giving it the sense of innocence within what is being done there. This not being close to reality nor fair nor balanced news coverage, which is the point of free press claimed by many of the talking heads on the tube nightly in America, no?

The US allegiance to Israel even with the illegal occupation of another land as well as the brutality that has been bestowed on these people, is based on money, power, control and resources = greed. This being why the media is so biased because the US government et all has a vested interest in the support and continuing funding of the Israel state. Israel within the lands of the West Bank as well as the Gaza strip have taken over the water resources, the air space, and the settlement building has only continued, this all points that US need to have continue to form a base point of support and resources within the Middle East powers that stand, Iran, Saudia Arabia, Egypt, as we see already with their own occupation of Afghanistan and Iraq. The US being the highest supplier of military equipment to Israel and now Israel has the second strongest military behind the US in the world. This with an ever fulfilling army force that stands within Israel as it is done through obligation where their is repercussion if not excused from military duty, man and women, so this military force of Israel and US is a mighty one in terms of the power and resources within the military arsenal as well as man power they currently hold. The US needing this force within the middle east land as they look to gain resources within oil as this is becoming quite a commodity these days as well as other natural resources to have more power and influence in that region and in the world at large.

It's all about money, control, and power within this point of enslavement of people, this can be seen all over the world within many different conflicts we have seen over the years and throughout human history. This causing unbelievable suffering and death within many peoples lives for no real purpose, but to have a few have more then others. The Palestinian and Israelites have been fighting for decades and it will not stop until there is an equality reached or the place gets obliterated by the militarys of this world which is currently spiraling out of control. There will be no real trust nor reliability on any source as we can not even trust ourselves to do what is best for all. This is a walk and a self willed living change in terms of being true and living what is best for all. We cannot continue going on like this going around like bullies to each other pretending that I am 'jewish' and you are 'muslim' so we can not live equally here, we have to destroy and conquer each other because 'god' said so, but it is humans who proliferate death objects and continue to destroy life here.

There is always another way though, this way is the true freedom of man and the true freedom of living life, this is within equality and oneness of all here, seeing life as yourself and willing yourself to get this done. This will be best supported within an equal money system, where all will get equally everything that is needed to live, no occupation will be allowed as no profit nor power over another will be tolerated, and we can walk with those who are trustworthy because they have proven it thru there actions as well as words over time. This self trust and trust within a group built on tools such as self honesty, self forgiveness, common sense, and corrective change. The individuals that make up this new equal money system live by principles within all that they do, to live equality, no point of ego nor personality will suffice as this will be seen as not who I am and thus let go of. Any point of definition will be no longer necessary as we will all see what is here as ourselves and simply live and express as this.  Life will be born from this expression in a new direction that which is truly lived best for each being on this planet, this the only point in this existence that ever matter, so we have a lot of work to do.

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Sources used in this article:

Israeli-occupied territories
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Israeli-occupied_territories

Peace, Propaganda, and the Promised Landhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IXKQzv5gh1c&feature=share

2011 Israel-Palestinian Conflict: Will it ever end?

2011 Learning the Importance of Consistency

Recently within walking my process of self realization as here as physical presence, I have started to see the importance of consistency within what I walk and live as I express myself though-out my day. I have in the past programmed myself to only seek out that which I desire to do, such as watch a movie I like or play sports rather then do the term paper that was due at the end of the week. Riding the wave of self indulgence through doing as little actual physical consistant work as possible necessary to get to a degree where I am self sufficient and self learned. I resisted school greatly because I was rarely stimulated, I was much more of a physical being meaning I like to move around and do stuff, sitting at a desk for 8 hours learning about things that put me to sleep usually based on the repetitive nature of the material, I lost interest quite quickly, it was like a chore getting 'boring work' done throughout the years. (Exploring Educational Development in an EMS to Follow).

Later on in school, I got into drugs, alcohol, and sex, this added to the multitude of sports I played which gave me a constant stream of stimulus and distraction to getting out of doing any real work that took time and patiences to complete, such as school work, this being a recipe for laxness and not doing anything worthwhile in becoming someone I was proud of in terms of creating myself in whatever it is that I was doing. These 'fun' times lay dormant when I walked into the halls at school, so studying and pushing myself to sit down and work has been a struggle for me based on the addiction I have created to things that stimulate me which shows in my patterns throughout my life. Funny as one of my jobs now is a desk job, the work consists of repetitive writing, editing, billing, and other administration duties, which I would label as 'boring' type work. This job though, is a cool point I use to walk consistency within, and to see where I require pushing myself to become more diligent and disciplined within work that require to be done regardless of any self interest desire/need/want. This work being opposite to what I would 'like' to be doing, but necessary to be done to keep the business moving and me stable here as well as all others within the company. So cool points I walk through at work in terms of boredom, getting necessary work done even though there is no reward/stimulant, and working for the best of the group regardless of my emotions, thoughts, feelings about it, stopping those, and pushing to do what is best for all.

Within my process, I have learned and realized that the physical is not just to have fun and play games in, but is required to be diligent within and have patience and consistency within whatever it is that you are doing. If I do not fully engage myself into whatever it is that I am doing, studying the different angles, becoming aware of different perspectives within a number of different resources, or reasoning within myself what the whole 'subject' I am studying is about, I will miss out and my end result will not be the best of my ability. This because I did not put in the full effort and concentration to get the absolute best I could produce in any given expression done as I did not want to do it, this being invalid as it is based in self interest and not self honesty, which is unacceptable when living for the best of all principle

I have been starting to walk and push myself more within this as I have many projects going on where I need to be diligent as well as put the best input in to get the best outcome possible to thus create the best of what is here for all to enjoy, share, and express within as well as the joy of creating myself in all that I do. This I am learning and have proven within my process that I am much more then I 'thought' I was and basically capable of anything that I set myself to accomplish, it takes self will and self consistency, but through the tools shared the path is set and able to be walked to become 'self-perfected'. It's quite a fun walk as well as challenging, but this to get the result of who I have become has been worth all the 'hard' times as well as living wisdom to expand myself more and push myself more to become the best being I can be. Plus, there is much work to be done to have this world be a place worth living in where children can be safe, so these qualities of consistency, becoming the best of our ability through  being diligent and discilpened, and producing worth within and as self is necessary to explore, practice, and push within living life as we do so we can create the best of life here as we walk it as ourselves. Logic is best input in = best input out, 1+1=2.

In an equal money system, this will be more easily able to be lived here as survival will be a thing of the 'past' and we will be stable within our worlds as money no longer will be an issue, life being what matters and lived in equality. This giving us the 'time' and resources to create what we can create through our expressions in full capacity. It will be pretty sweet when the fear of death leaves humanity for ever more, and we walk as who we are here as life, freely expressing and pushing ourselves within self honesty to the best of our abilities with all life in unison and cooperation to see it that all have this ability to express fully in what it is that we all enjoy doing. Expression will be magnificent as we push and will ourselves to create heaven on earth, what comes of this is what dreams are made of, it always starts with self though, so suggest start walking with destonians, read our words, and learn what we speak of when we speak of self honesty, self forgiveness, corrective action, and the equal money system. Links are on the right for more resources and links to destonians and the expressions there of. Enjoy!

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2011 Learning the Importance of Consistency

2011 FAQ Equal Money System- How do we decide what is the standard of basic living?

Here, obviously, the basics within what is needed to live in comfort and dignity for all equally will be established through common sense and what is available that will satisfy the principle of what is best for all. The obvious basic needs will be established such as housing, electricity, running water, healthcare, food, and a monthly credit to sustain your family with these necessities. The credit will be based on the equal money currency and all other items considered luxuries as they are not a necessity, will be bought with labor credits. So there will be two types of currencies we will be working with in an equal money system. These luxuries items being products such as a hiking gear or trips for instance, these would be considered luxury items. The standard for basic needs in living would be everything unconditionally given that sustain a being to live in comfort and ease. No need to have any being struggle or have a point of difficulty in any area of life based on the availability and direction we will have available and allocated where we will give all everything they would or could need to live comfortably. This being a ‘giving’ environment rather then what we see in our current reality as a ‘profiteering’ environment, where we create the principle of ‘love thy neighbor as ourselves’ as a living, breathing system through and as the human everyday lives as we support and express with and as all the life that is here as we would for ourselves.

This point of comfortable living will be where one is able to breath and be at peace in a stable environment for themselves, and all basic needs will always be given equally for all. This being determined based on self honest assessment, no point of greed or ego will be allowed here as all will be able to benefit, and any form of desire for more or better will be either considered and designed for all or disregarded based on the self interest only of the person who generated it. This being unacceptable as this person has separated themselves from the group and indulged in there ego to try and be or have more then there fair share, if this happens to be the case, it will be directed immediately within the principle lived of what is best for all. This point of basic living is to allow everyone the freedom to move and express themselves as they see fit with a basic level of sustainability and sustenance, so they can walk and breath in ease. This bringing an end to the struggle of survival and the drive to make a living to be able to sustain a family and live in general. In an equal money system, life will be guaranteed and the system will be the facilitator of this as money will no more be a driving force, but a medium equal to all that will allow life to flow and prosper as a support system. 

This basic standard will also be consider within what is available in resources and what will be best for the group, so their will be many options as what will be considered basic living standards. I would say a committee would be developed who study and research the basic living standards for all and come up with a layout of what would be best and most cohesive to the community living style, and start designing the living standards from the research results. Our principles always being what is best for all in consideration of all the life that resides on this wondrous planet, and what will be available within the resources here through sustainability and renewability of all goods and services as best we can make it. Many cool and exciting possibilities to come within the implementation and the expansion of our living in an equal money system, the basics will be for the comfort and enjoyment of every being who live in the most dignified possible way we can make it through the principles of oneness and equality free and available to all. 

2011 FAQ Equal Money System- How do we decide what is the standard of basic living?

2011 FAQ- Equal Money System - How will ADHD and ADD be Dealt with in the EMS?

Within an equal money system, children with any 

disorders will be treated within the health care system with any physical remedies needed, but also what will be more understood is the make up of self. How our thoughts, emotions, and patterns within our living day to day life are creating and effecting our physical and mental wellbeing in adverse ways. These disorders will be walked through with the common sense of children learning that there impulsiveness or hyperactivity as seen with ADD/ADHD is able to be controlled through there own self will and transcended to not be effected or moved by this energy any longer through self application within self honesty and self forgiveness. Also, parents will be more readily available to care, prepare, and walk with there child to help develop self and self understanding of the relationship of themselves with all the life around them, which is in oneness and equality. They will see that they can be at peace and not need this point of attention or impulsiveness to live as they seek desire and satisfaction, but be with themselves and be satisfied here stable.

The desires and patterns of satisfaction that is trying to be met through the ADD/ADHD child is based on the need for others to give them what they want because they believe they can not do it themselves, but in fact they will learn that indeed they can do it themselves. These children can indeed direct themselves in the best outcome for themselves as well as all other life here. This will be a process of re-education, reform within working situations for parents, and understanding of self as creator of all that one live in there life and accept this as so. Once we accept ourselves as creator of all that is here within our lives as well as this world, we then will have the ability to change ourselves, because we see the ‘whole’ of the problem and can walk in common sense to solve it. 

Ultimately, the child in this case diagnosed as ADD/ADHD will have to will themselves to walk this point of focus, self control, self discipline, and self stability as they unravel there mind dimensions, release these possessions through self forgiveness, and walk themselves into the freedom of being a being who direct themselves and have no point that direct them. Parents will be more readily available as they will have time on hand to work with all the necessary needs a child will have when walking these rather strong points of mind possession that is experienced with ADD/ADHD, and give practical common sense assistance to the child when it is needed. This being possible due to them not having to make a living to survive in the system because in an equal money system money will not be a survival point any longer. Life will be guaranteed and the parents can be where they are most needed, and what is most important for the sustenance of ourselves, the raising of the children. 

Children will be priority and be taught from the get go that they will be responsible for themselves and how they live, and all diseases and disorders can be walked to a resolution through self will and self application by self realizing that we are the creators of ourselves through how we live, breath, speak, and act towards our world, and thus create who we are within literally each breath we take. This realization being paramount as life will start to walk the self corrective solution to align with all other life here, and live it best for all instead of self interest wants and desires. This will take time and dedication through consistent self application to be an example for the children to come and especially those who are diagnosed with a disorder or disease.

Within time though and alignment to the physical as self here one and equal to all life, disease can and will be cured through and by self with obviously all necessary support for the physical, if necessary, such as medicine, herbs, or certain diets for example, but walking the transcendence within and as self movement. We will look at disorders and disease in a whole new light in an equal money system because much has been latent in this current system to the capacity and capabilities of the human at full potential. Lets walk and live, and become who we all are as life one and equal and explore the breath of life as never before realized in true joy and freedom for all without dis-ease or dis-order. 

2011 FAQ- Equal Money System - How will ADHD and ADD be Dealt with in the EMS?

2011 FAQ Equal Money System -Will there be a special number to call when I’m possessed and in need of assistance?

For possession, I would say that there will be a number if it’s relevant and serve the best outcome of all, this to be determined as we start to establish the specific details of how each community will be set up in terms of services, care, logistics, ect. What will be part of the education system within an equal money system is establishing yourself within self honesty, self forgiveness, and self corrective change to thus be your own assistance as possession is caused and lived out by self, and required by self to take directive action in the moment to release/let go of these possession points in real time. No savior will exist and no being will walk the process for another, all are alone within this point of realizing self as one and equal and letting go of the mind possessions we are currently existing as. This not to say that we are alone within this journey as assistance will be available, but within our own individual processes to stop self as mind, we walk alone. 

In the education system within the equal money system, each one will be assigned a buddy for specific and direct assistance when necessary, and will have access when needed if cases such as possession or any point where one is having difficulty arise and one need further support/perspective. The buddy system will be established with those who have proven themselves trustworthy and able to show themselves as examples through there living that they have walked and have become stable within letting go of their own possessions, and thus can assist others in what they have lived/walked as a point of self realized support. 

These possession experiences we are existing as at the moment are not to be in fear of or create hysteria around, but to simply understand the core/source/origin of where these points are originating from. Here we walk through the tools of self honesty, self forgiveness, self corrective action to release these possessions and become free here as a stable being walking in this physical reality as breath, walking out of the mind possessive state into the reality hear as the physical itself direct. This is what is being walked now by many in the Desteni-I-Process courses. It is a way to gain understanding of self as creator, and how to indeed create self to become one and equal with all the life here and direct in the best outcome for all within your individual world and thus in the greater as all start to walk this. 

Equal money system will facilitate and walk with all within this change of self, creating an environment that will sync with what one is living and walking as self, so thus it will be a world which perpetuate freedom and balance, where here in this current 'survival of the fittest' world as contrast, it perpetuate instability and insanity. So it will be quite a fantastic world we will create as we all start realizing self as what is best for all, and with the EMS we live this as our reality equal and one. A world best for all starts with self, so self will be the assistance and solution within this process to self perfection, but life here one and equal will assist when/if necessary and systems will thus be created to make this possible in the best way that is able to be done for all.

For more on Frequently Asked Questions about the Equal Money System, Books are available. Enjoy!

2011 FAQ Equal Money System -Will there be a special number to call when I’m possessed and in need of assistance?

2011 Falling for a Savior Every-time, but No More say I

I was in the car with my mom today, and we where talking about the world and what is going on, the poor, the inequality, and abuse. We got to a point where we started to disagree on the solution, and she was saying how desteni is not a solution, ect., and eventually I said to her pertaining to her involvement with me and being in desteni, that I do not need her to save me. That's how she looks at it as if I need to be saved by her based on me being her child, and that I can't see what I am doing. Within this point, it was interesting because throughout my life, I have always looked towards something or someone to come and save me, and now here it hit me, I am getting exactly what I asked for. My mom has been a point of difficulty based on her adamant stand that she disagrees with desteni and me in it within her reasoning that she has to save her child from this 'cult', but this I have to walk thru and continue to stay stable and state who I am no matter what is here. I am walking what desteni stand for, and that simply is to change self to be a part of the creation of a world best for all by living it in my world equal and one, self have to live this to in fact be it and manifest it in our worlds as well as the world at large. So within this point of desiring a savior, for a long time, I was trying to avoid having to really buckle down and take responsibility for myself.

In my past, I have manifested this savior point with many, my family, my friends, technology, eventually manifesting on a metaphysical level as a spiritual guide (which turned out to be a self created mind possession) and now my mother as a physical manifested savior trying to save me from desteni. Now this is interesting because throughout my life I have abdicated myself to others and throughout never actually realizing and seeing what I was doing. Giving my power away to be enslaved to another within this constant point of I need saving, I am not good enough, I am not worthy, I need someone or something to show me the way, a point of self sabotage that continues to come up and show itself in my world. So here again with my mom, I now have realized and see this point of self sabotage and self pity that comes with these separations of desiring to be saved, where I now have been walking some time in taking responsibility for myself, and I have stop it here, no more participating in others saving me, but me walking here as the solution. Not relying on others or any form of god outside myself to manifest anything in my world, but realizing that I am the creator who is creating my own reality and need to walk the walk to manifest what I see as a true path to safety, peace, and thru my own words, my own steps, and by my own hands create a world I would want to live in and raise children in. It literally starts with ourselves here breath by breath, slowly building trust in self as we walk in truth and forgiveness to live anew.

This same savior mentality is what is manifesting the 'god' concept where we as humans believe in a higher power who watches over us and 'saves' us in times of troubles. This being like a casino game though as there is no certainty as we know in any given minute our lives could turn upside down. This uncertainty and instability in this world is based on the lack of self will and self developement on an indiviual level as well as a systematic level to create stability and easement for all. This not being consdier because all are in self interest and survival trying to make it as well as continuing on this naive quest that there is a savior out there coming to save our assess, all the while we are doing nothing to save our own asses. The only way our lives and world is going to get easier concretely for real is if we do it ourselves, by considering everything and everybody that is here and creating a system that supports all within it in transparency and truth. Each one has to walk this because this is a self responsibility that no more you will abuse or have desires of seperation, but you will in fact take responsibility for what is here, and be trusted to love your neighbor as yourself, no more saviors, no more slaves, just life here as you in equality and supporting what is best for all as you would want to live. This is the walk destonians are on, do you have what it takes, only way of finding out is to investigate it and start walking it yourself.

I have realized that this desire to be saved is my own point of trying to escape the work that has to be done with myself to be in fact able to be trusted, but I have realized there is nothing else that matters until life becomes equal for all. It has taken many steps and pushing of my self will to get me to a point where I am today, where I can trust that I can make chooses and create outcomes that benefit all and leaves no point of self slavery by relying on outside forces to help and save me from what I have created. It's a process of accumulated action to prove you can be trusted and take responsibility for who you are and how you live here to be one that is worthwhile. We as humanity have to start as well walking this point of self realization, we as a collective are creating the conditions here and we as a collective are going to have to solve this by our own wills, our own effort, and our own hands. Each can start within there own worlds by taking responsibility, and start changing self to live in the best outcome for all by becoming a trustworthy being.

So humanity, our we ready to face the music, using the savior card is just prolonging of the inevitable, and within this the consequences are drastic, it's coming to critical point, where we will live or parish, this at the hands our own self realization into a world of joy and unity or stupidity in ignorance to our self pity and separation we have grown into like a cancer. As always, we decide, each one and all as a whole. Equal money system is here to be walked for all who see the way as self responsibility and unity within life, and is being walked by many in the desteni community. Join us and investigate the new money system, here is a book to help you get started.

Equal Money - Future of Money Volume 1

Also, check out the Desteni wiki page for more on what we stand for.

2011 Falling for a Savior Every-time, but No More say I

2011 How to have Orgasm with Freedom....

Check out the new series that is out about sex and how to become free as a self directed being within sexual expression and the joys that come with that, from a perspective never heard like this before, beyond the grave from existence presented by Sunette Spies who is also known as the Inter-dimensional Portal from Desteni:

Sex and Success By Sunette Spies

Click on the link above for the full 11 Series Interview to Purchase, which includes:

1. What effect has our view on sex on the experience of ourselves within sex and within relationships?
2. The design and manifestation of how and what sex exists as within relationships today.
3. How one's expected experience of sex, based on accumulated pictures and images, will never be equal to the actual physical experience of and within sex.
4. The personalized, virtual book of sex as knowledge, information, pictures and images - how it exists within our mind and how it influences us within the experience of sex.
5. How can sex in agreement be used to assist and support self to speed up the process of stopping the mind.
6. Practical perspective on walking in an agreement, equal and one, as well as the sexual expression that is able to open up from this stable foundation as agreement.
7. Support on how to assist and support self in changing sexuality from enslavement to freedom. Continuing to give perspective on what is possible within sex when walking an agreement.
8. What is the difference between agreements and relationships - and what is the difference between sex within relationships and sex within agreements?
9. Continuing with the question - What is the difference between agreements and relationships - and what is the difference between sex within relationships and sex within agreements.
10. How are you practically able to utilize Desteni I Process and organic muscle communication to assist and support self to become equal and one as the physical, through sex?
11. Within this interview, Sunette discusses the importance of self-comfortability in and as your physical body, when masturbating or having sex.

Thanks and Enjoy!

2011 How to have Orgasm with Freedom....

2011 Will the Equal Money System be a democracy? Will there be committees for everything? How many people will be in each committee?

The equal money system will be based and run by principles, one being that all life is equal in all ways in all aspects of life conceived so everybody will be treated and respected as such. Two, all beings in this existence whether you are a insect, a puppy, a tree, or a baby human, we are all life, we are one here, and life in an equal money system will thus include all, considering all aspects and all beings within it. Third, the equal money system will be based on a simple equation, 1+1=2 meaning that all will be shared among all and all will get the best that there is to offer. Equal money system will be based on doing what is best for all, creating products that are best for all, running institution best for all, taking care of nature best for all, and so on. This ensuring that life will never again be abused as it is in this current capitalist system, and all points are considered and taken responsibility for to create the best life possible for all life that is here. The main principle seeing self within all as all is self as life, and treating all the way you would like to be treated. The goal and what will manifest from living these principles, each on an individually level and on a whole within society, is that life will manifest heaven on earth, a place we all will want to live, and all live in enjoyment and peace because all are considered not one being being left out, and everything done in the best possible way for all. 

The equal money system will be a true democracy where all will be able to cast a vote, one man one vote, and all will be able to access this voting system because all will have Internet connection. This is possible now as the Internet is a global commodity and will be able to reach all here. Meaning the Internet capabilities will be equalized for all and be able to reach all as best we can do it.  So the system will be governed and decided upon by the people through this online voting system, where all will have access to and have there chance to make there vote count. 

Committees will be something that will be useful to allocate administration responsibilities, financial responsibilities, logistics and planning, maintenance, and all the areas that will come up to keep life functioning and flowing in equilibrium within the life that is being developed as we move and expand within the best for all system we will be developing as the Equal Money System unfolds.  As we start organizing the communities around the globe, I see that each region will have a committee representing it for meetings on a more larger scale to discuss and debate new reforms or decisions that are to be put in place as the system transitions and starts to develop. The committees will have as many people in it as necessary, all equally valued and equally held in a standard of trust. This point of trust will be compulsory within being educated in what is know today as the Desteni-I-Process training, where you go through a selected number of courses to become what is known as a 'real' physical being able to direct and walk in stability to do what is best for all in all ways, this must be proven by self and corroborated by a group. These people in the committees will be voted on as well, so ultimately it will be the peoples choice who gets put in the committees. The committees only lasting a certain amount of time for those voted in, and then a new batch of people will be voted on to walk within and as the committees that will be representing a certain region or literally land mass of people. Community based committees to walk through points that will come up in the new system, and get the logistics sorted in all areas to then be voted on in what ever comes up that needs direction.  

2011 Will the Equal Money System be a democracy? Will there be committees for everything? How many people will be in each committee?

2011 How do we get SEX in an Equal Money System if not in an agreement and there are no hookers?

Yes, this is correct no being will be subject to or have to sell their bodies to create a living for themselves and put food on the table. There will be no more prostitution, strip clubs, brothels, or call girls, as this is a degration of women and unacceptable to treat women as objects as has been portrayed and pushed in this current society.  Women will be seen equal to men and be considered within the standard of what is best for all, so women will have support and be given there basic needs to live as will men and children have access as well.

Sex will be seen in a new way as this will be an exploration and enjoyment of self expression thru becoming real here. This point of self realization is being walked thru desteni tools using self honesty, self forgiveness, and self corrective change to be able to stand here as a physical being meaning you are in the physical present in each and every breath considering all of what is here as you would consider for yourself.

Sex today is based on desire and self indulgence where we go to the limits to feed this sexual thirst we all have to get it and get it often. This while using fantasies and pictures to stimulate ourselves to spice things up using the mind to feed the desire to thus keep that sense of self satisfaction continuing as the simple act here as the physical seems boring compared to what we can conjure up in our heads. This accepting the current nature of men as ego driven consumers of stimulation, and using the mind to get themselves off no matter what the cost to other life is. The mind being given continued energy thru the build up to, during, and thru sex that is generated, this perpetuating the minds existence within all life as the mind is fueled from the energy created most succulently thru the act of human sex. There are consequences for the indulgence of sex and any form of energy we get addicted to, and it is the conditions we see today, child prostitution, rape, child kidnapping, this fueled from the desire to get more.      
                                                                                               (Image By: Marlen Vargas Del Razo)

Sex as desire and indulgence needs to be transcended so thus we are able to live here as self in the moment as expression no thoughts, no desires, no pictures or fantasies, no energy movements within just you here having sex as the physical. This will be also a point of self responsibility where one will take care of self within self intimacy and give self pleasure within massage or simply touching the body within what is here directing self to live how you would want to be treated within the sexual expression. If one is not in an agreement then you will build your self intimacy thru your own self exploration of physical touch.

Sexual expression will change from one of mind stimulation and addiction to here as self directing in breath in expanding what it means to be a physical being in physical expression actually being here in each touch as we stroke the softness of our skin as we breath. In an equal money system this will be part of the curriculum of the education system, where all will be taught how to respect self and express self as a physical being one and equal to all and learn to enjoy ourselves as sexual beings in self expression in gratefulness of the splender of what is here and who we are as life. Sex will not be bought or given up to make money, it will be a basis of the life essence here and a joy to participate in, the expansion within this expression of sex is limitless if we allow ourselves to let go and be here.

Investigate Desteni.co.za for more perspective on sexual expansion and self honest living, the forums are also great resources for what has never been really looked at or considered possible, it's definitely worth a look. Enjoy!

2011 How do we get SEX in an Equal Money System if not in an agreement and there are no hookers?

2011 Will Sports and Gambling Exist in an Equal Money System?

Looking at this point of sports and gambling existing in an equal money system is interesting because so many people participate in one or both of these activities in this current society. As far as gambling I would look at this from the perspective of what is best for all, and many gamble in an attempt to gain money quick. This point of desire for quick money is so we can have extra cash to get stuff without doing little to no work. This point of getting something for free or without any effort is not practical nor makes any sense based on the fact that in this gambling game the house is always at the advantage as the profit goes to the house and the contributor is going purely on chance, which boils down to one winner and the rest losing.  The hope for freedom in any point in our world without physical effort to make it possible is no way to function here as it will not create what needs to be created rather people will sit and wait in hope that it magically will be done, this not being possible as the only ones who will change what is here is us physically changing it. Gambling not being supportive because it accepts that there is a hope that life can be fixed or made better thru chance and by luck, this not real and does not support what is here physically for all to live here in fact.

In gambling this desire to have extra cash is perpetuated and extreme in this current system due to the fact that in many peoples lives there is not enough money to go around, or the money they do have they have to work very hard to get. This hope to get quick cash easy is a tantalizing temptation because the thought is 'someone has to win?' But the reality that you will be that winner is slim to none. An idea of the odds that resides in winning a million dollars like winning at a mega bucks slot machine is 1 in 49,836,032 tries, so looking at these numbers it is very unlikely. The idea that we accept here is that it is ok for some to win while many lose due to that hope and one and a million  chance that you could be that lucky winner someday. Capitalism works the same as gambling, where it's the luck of a few who benefit by gaining access to money, where many go without due to greed and no chance to win or even get a ticket to play as we see all over the world where people starve everyday due to lack of resources when there is plenty to go around. This luck of the draw and casino like society that is being demonstrated within this accepted and allowed entertainment we call gambling and lived within our current system is unacceptable as not all benefit.  In an equal money system all will be provided for with the basics, and based on the money being a support for life in all ways and nothing less, all will live like millionaires as this is possible with the resources that are here, the new direction as money being a support, and life being lived by principles of self understanding and self realization that all life is one and equal to self. This generating the support that all will need to live happy, enjoyable, safe, and assured lives.

This brings me to the next point, which is sports in an equal money system, will sports exist? The sports within what is existing now in this current society where one win and one lose, be it a team or yourself, with this desire to be the best and beat others in a game  will no longer be supported. Obviously competing and trying to be better then another even as a game and in sport is supporting suffering as an acceptable way of living in this current system, which is due to the fact where some are winners and some are losers, the losers always getting the shit end of the deal. This point of having winners and losers and accepting this as the natural order of things is not so as all in this physical world require what is necessary to live life, this being water, food, breath, shelter, all being equal within the life that is here as all are life in fact, this not being debatable and not in anyway a competition as all need this to live. Sports as entertainment just showing the extent as the competition of our egos has gone, making our fun based on thriving to be the winners and desire to be the best knowing full well that there will be losers and suffering in one way or another will be caused. This not a system that has to be in place. It is possible for all to live and gain equal share of all that is here, this just has to be agreed and designed in a way to facilitate such principles. This will be done in an equal money system.

Sports with the point of having winners and losers will be reformed or simply let go of and new forms of physical activity will emerge or we can re-establish the sports we have now  to be done in a way where we perpetuate equality, oneness, and the honor of all.  Physical activity will be more of an expression of self as an actual moment to moment living directing the physical movement as you go, actually feeling the body move thur the air as one gain lift off a ski jump and sail along until one is back on the ground again, experiencing the action as a living moment here direct as self.  This as real physical action instead of being in the mind desiring to have the highest jump, so you can be the best ski jumper, pushing self to go faster and higher in competition with others who are jumping as well (as an example). The awareness and perspective of the being in physical motion will be different based on being here as breath directing oneself in what one does, with no drive or motivation to do anything other then express self thru motion. The sport athlete as known today is one who live from the mind being driven by the ego to gain fame, fortune, and notoriety as the best sports player on the field, on the team, in the country, or in the world, and thus living from a point of self interest separating from others here to be better. Thus a common separation we see in sports as a black team vs. a blue team do not exist as it's just a group of humans on a field moving in motion with a ball. Only in the delusion of the human mind is the competition and desire to be the best lived, which has been perpetuated and programmed into society by media and education to be seen as 'normal' when in fact it is not our nature. Equality and oneness as all life here is who we are as all here desire to live and all deserve this right as all are in fact part of life, no competition necessary to live this.

So sport and gambling as we know it today will not exist in an equal money system based on it being driven by ego and self interest glorification, and not for what is best for all. The equal money system will be held within a standard of what is best for all in all aspects of life conceived, which in turn will always be what is best for self. We as the human race will have to do some re-education of ourselves to get to this point where we can accept this as so and live it as self into a world where life is honored and respected in all ways one and equal to all as how you would want to live. Where no one win or lose, but all live as co-equals and express as such.

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2011 Will Sports and Gambling Exist in an Equal Money System?

2011 The Power of Money....to Decide Life and Death

I went to the doctors recently with Henri, we had an appointment because his eyes where creating goop in them every morning and throughout the day. This he was in need of some medicine to help clear up the infection that was causing the goopiness in his eyes. I took him in to see a doctor and he got completely checked, his ears, his teeth and mouth, his temperature taken, his weight, and all the important standards to make sure all is functioning properly and working naturally. He got a clean bill of health, and got medicine, which will clear up the eye infection in a week. The doctor asking questions in regards to the treatment I was giving him, making sure that he was being fed and cared properly by me. If the infection went on it could have gotten more infected causing puss in the eyes, and him causing an abrasion on the eyeball from him scratching so much. This occurring possibly if left untreated meaning it will not just go away it of course will get worse and more serious if left untreated. He got all the care he needed, and was checked for any other points where he could have an illness or show signs of one brewing, so he has quite the advantage to being healthy and having a life of enjoyment based on the doctors availability and care when needed. This fortunate for henri and myself will always be available, of course, as long as I have money to pay the bill and a job to keep up with the insurance. Money being the deciding factor on being healthy or being sick.

Money flow is not equally available to all in this world currently as we see the inequality and discrepancies within the high rates of death and disfunction in poorer countries based on no incomes available for these people who don't have access to jobs, have poor infrastructure, and easily are taken advantage of because they have no power due to having no money.

All the while in these poor countries, babies with there bloated bodies and bulging eyes from the infections eating away at there insides because they drank water that was contaminated due to people feces getting into the water supplies as there is no functioning plumbing system or toilets for the people to shit properly in, where all of this in disarray because there is no money to generate these types of sustainability's all need to live decent lives and have safe and clean facilities to live. Money effecting every aspect that can be imagined within and as each and all beings lives. Another, where medicine being available to cure the water-born preventable disease that are causing the diseases in the children who are drinking the dirty water because they are thirsty and there bodies desire drink to live, but this medicine can't be bought to help these sick and dying children from the contaminated water because there is no money able to be generated enough to buy the medicines needed. Again, money dictating who lives and who dies. We have created such a world where we have dictated the only means to a decent livelihood to be extremely scarce and difficult to have it continually supportive based on the scarcity to have money flow continually, where it take much struggle for many to have a chance at living without disease and hardship even for a small amount of time.  We are willingly and completely aware of the fact that babies go without, based on no opportunity to get money because they have been disenfranchised and destined into a life of hell before they were even born because they where born into the 80% of humanity that struggle everyday to live because they have no money and no access to get it to support themselves in a dignified way.

We should be ashamed of ourselves, those with money and opportunity,  for allowing such a system to exist and to accept it as our current way of living, but were not because it so easy to get distracted with desires, goods, and the excuse of charity giving, such as concerts, humanitarian aid, and celebrities telethons for hunger. All of this is not going unnoticed tho, each being is defining themselves based on the way they treat there fellow life beings and how they live among them. Everything is aware and everything has a consequential outflow, so it's suggested to be self honest with yourself and do what is best for all as you would want for yourself. Allowing children to starve to death in another part of the world is a failure, so I suggest seriously considering in self honesty how it is you would want to be treated in the shoes of another dying right now, and then consider what you are doing for the betterment of man.  I have heard many say I am doing the best I can, but am I? only self of course can answer this. We as a people should come together and stop these divisions that are distractions from the obvious truth that is here, we are all desire to live and all have the same needs to be sustained in this life, all need clean water, medicine when where sick, functioning infrastructure to live, and money to sustain all life. Money not being the power to decide who lives or dies, but money being equal to life and supporting all life in all ways that can be conceived by giving all access to money freely to be sustained in the best ways possible. There is no excuses, this is the will of life, and all will be measured based on the responsibility taking by yourself to create a world that is best for everyone.

Equal money system will support all throughout there lives by equalizing money and giving all unconditional support to live in dignity, making money a support rather then a definer for the living of life best for all in all ways. All beings will be re-educated to take responsibility for themselves to will themselves to live as equal with there fellow life beings, the principles will be taught and understood as life one and equal to self.  This is what we all want, a system that works and life to be guaranteed for all, be a part of creating this here by supporting this within giving funding and  participation to spread the word and helping the message expand. This is everyones responsibility to put in a system that support all beings here, the old or current system has to go completely as it has completely failed to support what is best for all. The new is on it's way and busy developing. Support the equal money system and equal life party for a better life for all, it's here and waiting for you!  Links are on the right. Thanks.

2011 The Power of Money....to Decide Life and Death