2011 Falling for a Savior Every-time, but No More say I

I was in the car with my mom today, and we where talking about the world and what is going on, the poor, the inequality, and abuse. We got to a point where we started to disagree on the solution, and she was saying how desteni is not a solution, ect., and eventually I said to her pertaining to her involvement with me and being in desteni, that I do not need her to save me. That's how she looks at it as if I need to be saved by her based on me being her child, and that I can't see what I am doing. Within this point, it was interesting because throughout my life, I have always looked towards something or someone to come and save me, and now here it hit me, I am getting exactly what I asked for. My mom has been a point of difficulty based on her adamant stand that she disagrees with desteni and me in it within her reasoning that she has to save her child from this 'cult', but this I have to walk thru and continue to stay stable and state who I am no matter what is here. I am walking what desteni stand for, and that simply is to change self to be a part of the creation of a world best for all by living it in my world equal and one, self have to live this to in fact be it and manifest it in our worlds as well as the world at large. So within this point of desiring a savior, for a long time, I was trying to avoid having to really buckle down and take responsibility for myself.

In my past, I have manifested this savior point with many, my family, my friends, technology, eventually manifesting on a metaphysical level as a spiritual guide (which turned out to be a self created mind possession) and now my mother as a physical manifested savior trying to save me from desteni. Now this is interesting because throughout my life I have abdicated myself to others and throughout never actually realizing and seeing what I was doing. Giving my power away to be enslaved to another within this constant point of I need saving, I am not good enough, I am not worthy, I need someone or something to show me the way, a point of self sabotage that continues to come up and show itself in my world. So here again with my mom, I now have realized and see this point of self sabotage and self pity that comes with these separations of desiring to be saved, where I now have been walking some time in taking responsibility for myself, and I have stop it here, no more participating in others saving me, but me walking here as the solution. Not relying on others or any form of god outside myself to manifest anything in my world, but realizing that I am the creator who is creating my own reality and need to walk the walk to manifest what I see as a true path to safety, peace, and thru my own words, my own steps, and by my own hands create a world I would want to live in and raise children in. It literally starts with ourselves here breath by breath, slowly building trust in self as we walk in truth and forgiveness to live anew.

This same savior mentality is what is manifesting the 'god' concept where we as humans believe in a higher power who watches over us and 'saves' us in times of troubles. This being like a casino game though as there is no certainty as we know in any given minute our lives could turn upside down. This uncertainty and instability in this world is based on the lack of self will and self developement on an indiviual level as well as a systematic level to create stability and easement for all. This not being consdier because all are in self interest and survival trying to make it as well as continuing on this naive quest that there is a savior out there coming to save our assess, all the while we are doing nothing to save our own asses. The only way our lives and world is going to get easier concretely for real is if we do it ourselves, by considering everything and everybody that is here and creating a system that supports all within it in transparency and truth. Each one has to walk this because this is a self responsibility that no more you will abuse or have desires of seperation, but you will in fact take responsibility for what is here, and be trusted to love your neighbor as yourself, no more saviors, no more slaves, just life here as you in equality and supporting what is best for all as you would want to live. This is the walk destonians are on, do you have what it takes, only way of finding out is to investigate it and start walking it yourself.

I have realized that this desire to be saved is my own point of trying to escape the work that has to be done with myself to be in fact able to be trusted, but I have realized there is nothing else that matters until life becomes equal for all. It has taken many steps and pushing of my self will to get me to a point where I am today, where I can trust that I can make chooses and create outcomes that benefit all and leaves no point of self slavery by relying on outside forces to help and save me from what I have created. It's a process of accumulated action to prove you can be trusted and take responsibility for who you are and how you live here to be one that is worthwhile. We as humanity have to start as well walking this point of self realization, we as a collective are creating the conditions here and we as a collective are going to have to solve this by our own wills, our own effort, and our own hands. Each can start within there own worlds by taking responsibility, and start changing self to live in the best outcome for all by becoming a trustworthy being.

So humanity, our we ready to face the music, using the savior card is just prolonging of the inevitable, and within this the consequences are drastic, it's coming to critical point, where we will live or parish, this at the hands our own self realization into a world of joy and unity or stupidity in ignorance to our self pity and separation we have grown into like a cancer. As always, we decide, each one and all as a whole. Equal money system is here to be walked for all who see the way as self responsibility and unity within life, and is being walked by many in the desteni community. Join us and investigate the new money system, here is a book to help you get started.

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2011 Falling for a Savior Every-time, but No More say I

2011 Will Sports and Gambling Exist in an Equal Money System?

Looking at this point of sports and gambling existing in an equal money system is interesting because so many people participate in one or both of these activities in this current society. As far as gambling I would look at this from the perspective of what is best for all, and many gamble in an attempt to gain money quick. This point of desire for quick money is so we can have extra cash to get stuff without doing little to no work. This point of getting something for free or without any effort is not practical nor makes any sense based on the fact that in this gambling game the house is always at the advantage as the profit goes to the house and the contributor is going purely on chance, which boils down to one winner and the rest losing.  The hope for freedom in any point in our world without physical effort to make it possible is no way to function here as it will not create what needs to be created rather people will sit and wait in hope that it magically will be done, this not being possible as the only ones who will change what is here is us physically changing it. Gambling not being supportive because it accepts that there is a hope that life can be fixed or made better thru chance and by luck, this not real and does not support what is here physically for all to live here in fact.

In gambling this desire to have extra cash is perpetuated and extreme in this current system due to the fact that in many peoples lives there is not enough money to go around, or the money they do have they have to work very hard to get. This hope to get quick cash easy is a tantalizing temptation because the thought is 'someone has to win?' But the reality that you will be that winner is slim to none. An idea of the odds that resides in winning a million dollars like winning at a mega bucks slot machine is 1 in 49,836,032 tries, so looking at these numbers it is very unlikely. The idea that we accept here is that it is ok for some to win while many lose due to that hope and one and a million  chance that you could be that lucky winner someday. Capitalism works the same as gambling, where it's the luck of a few who benefit by gaining access to money, where many go without due to greed and no chance to win or even get a ticket to play as we see all over the world where people starve everyday due to lack of resources when there is plenty to go around. This luck of the draw and casino like society that is being demonstrated within this accepted and allowed entertainment we call gambling and lived within our current system is unacceptable as not all benefit.  In an equal money system all will be provided for with the basics, and based on the money being a support for life in all ways and nothing less, all will live like millionaires as this is possible with the resources that are here, the new direction as money being a support, and life being lived by principles of self understanding and self realization that all life is one and equal to self. This generating the support that all will need to live happy, enjoyable, safe, and assured lives.

This brings me to the next point, which is sports in an equal money system, will sports exist? The sports within what is existing now in this current society where one win and one lose, be it a team or yourself, with this desire to be the best and beat others in a game  will no longer be supported. Obviously competing and trying to be better then another even as a game and in sport is supporting suffering as an acceptable way of living in this current system, which is due to the fact where some are winners and some are losers, the losers always getting the shit end of the deal. This point of having winners and losers and accepting this as the natural order of things is not so as all in this physical world require what is necessary to live life, this being water, food, breath, shelter, all being equal within the life that is here as all are life in fact, this not being debatable and not in anyway a competition as all need this to live. Sports as entertainment just showing the extent as the competition of our egos has gone, making our fun based on thriving to be the winners and desire to be the best knowing full well that there will be losers and suffering in one way or another will be caused. This not a system that has to be in place. It is possible for all to live and gain equal share of all that is here, this just has to be agreed and designed in a way to facilitate such principles. This will be done in an equal money system.

Sports with the point of having winners and losers will be reformed or simply let go of and new forms of physical activity will emerge or we can re-establish the sports we have now  to be done in a way where we perpetuate equality, oneness, and the honor of all.  Physical activity will be more of an expression of self as an actual moment to moment living directing the physical movement as you go, actually feeling the body move thur the air as one gain lift off a ski jump and sail along until one is back on the ground again, experiencing the action as a living moment here direct as self.  This as real physical action instead of being in the mind desiring to have the highest jump, so you can be the best ski jumper, pushing self to go faster and higher in competition with others who are jumping as well (as an example). The awareness and perspective of the being in physical motion will be different based on being here as breath directing oneself in what one does, with no drive or motivation to do anything other then express self thru motion. The sport athlete as known today is one who live from the mind being driven by the ego to gain fame, fortune, and notoriety as the best sports player on the field, on the team, in the country, or in the world, and thus living from a point of self interest separating from others here to be better. Thus a common separation we see in sports as a black team vs. a blue team do not exist as it's just a group of humans on a field moving in motion with a ball. Only in the delusion of the human mind is the competition and desire to be the best lived, which has been perpetuated and programmed into society by media and education to be seen as 'normal' when in fact it is not our nature. Equality and oneness as all life here is who we are as all here desire to live and all deserve this right as all are in fact part of life, no competition necessary to live this.

So sport and gambling as we know it today will not exist in an equal money system based on it being driven by ego and self interest glorification, and not for what is best for all. The equal money system will be held within a standard of what is best for all in all aspects of life conceived, which in turn will always be what is best for self. We as the human race will have to do some re-education of ourselves to get to this point where we can accept this as so and live it as self into a world where life is honored and respected in all ways one and equal to all as how you would want to live. Where no one win or lose, but all live as co-equals and express as such.

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2011 Will Sports and Gambling Exist in an Equal Money System?