2012: I Have a Secret....My Journey with a 'Spirit' Entity

My friend and I started to discuss a new book I was reading, it was the conversations with god books. It was a book about a guy who asks questions, and 'god' comes through and writes out answers. This was very intriguing to me as I had come to realize that what we were being taught within religions and teachings of this world about god and beliefs was to me like make believe, pretend, it had no real life relevance. As I found within the religions and beliefs around the world there was a serious disconnect to reality, I mean a pope who is suppose to be the right hand man of god sits on a throne, and there are billions how live and have nothing....I could go on about this subject, but that is not what this blog is about, so I will digress and go back to that point I wanted to discuss here, and that was my friend and I started speaking about this book, the material in it, and if we thought it was for real or not.

My friend then out of no where, said 'garb?' and I looked at her and I go 'yo, what up?' like with a puzzled look on my face as it was so random that she just said my name like a question out of no where and just looked at me blankly, lol. And then her eyes motioned to look at her hand, and so I looked down and her hand was writing. It was writing letters, and I was like what are you doing? She was like I am not doing anything, there is something that is doing this for me. So I started communicating with it. It named itself V and said that she was my guide. This I was fascinated by as I was reading books and such about heaven and guides, so from that moment on, a relationship started to develop between me, my friend, and her finger writing out all sorts of stuff that will last two years until I came across Sunette on youtube, who is known as the Interdimensional Portal from Desteni.

Now within this moment, I did not question what was being said to me through the finger, what was going on within the nature of what was happening with my friend where she had no control of what was being shared, but just allowed it to happen, I was a bit shocked because I was hoping that something like this would happen to me, and here it is, it seemed too good to be true as the saying goes. I assumed that it was some sort of spiritual being or benevolent being, but I had no real physical evidence of what or who it was. This was a clear red flag that I should have took note of as how can you trust something that just happens out of the blue like that, but I was naive at the time, and was quite impressed with myself that I was 'chosen' and this boosted up my ego for sure. So from the starting point of this, it was always about me and my self interest, what I could get out of it, what I could find out, and exalting my ego as I was special because I have this privilege while no one else does, I had a secret that made me 'believe' that I was more special and privileged then others. This a product of accepting my ego as me and not using common sense and self honesty to see the red flags that started to emerge as the communication continued for many months.

At that stage, I allowed it to continue on the hope and actual obsession of speaking to the other side, trying to find answer to my own self fuck ups, and just preoccupying my time with useless questions about things that had no relevance to anything that actually mattered in this world. I also got suspicious when my friend started questioning the validity of this as she was having a hard time keeping stable within it, allowing it to mess with her mind as I was seeing this as with my own mind, and there was no real point of groundedness within it, if anything it was making me more confused and lost within the whole 'who am i?' types of questions I had within myself.

I would be led to do stuff that was absolutely ridiculous, and would make a complete fool of myself, but based on the words of this talking finger directing me to do it, I would go and do it. For instance, this guy was at a show for work, and I was attracted to him. He did not even see me I don't think, but I had my eye on him. I got the number some how of his business, and ask the talking finger if he was interested in me and should I get into contact with him. She said yes, do it, he saw you and would like to go out, and so this is all I needed, even though, he was not in any close vicinity to me, and we maybe saw each other once, very briefly, and I was assuming he was looking at me, I had no idea. So I USED this finger to tell me the way, and thus I was directed to call him and get a date. So I did, and it was quite an awkward conversation, he had no clue who I was and thought I was rather insane for calling him in the middle of a work day and asking if he remember me at some random conference where there was probably a thousand people walking around, he ended the conversation with I am married. So as you can see here, it was not to be trusted, the writing from the finger, and I was clearly giving it all the power as I believed myself to be less then it, and abdicated my responsibility to stand up and direct myself because I desired to be told what to do and how to do it. Not cool and thus this is where evilness is bred and cultivated, by those who think they are powerless and need others to show them the way or save them, thus giving up there right to really live and become the solution themselves.

The key point within spiritual psychic, channelers, fingers that automatically write, and the likes that I found is that there is no validation nor hard physical evidence that it is in fact true and real. I have found first hand that it was a complete point of self abdication and self indulgence that I accepted to direct me into something that within my beingness I knew was not legitimate, and it didn't make sense, but due to desire and my ego I let it me over, which left me more lost and distracted within conspiracy theories and what if scenarios for instance.

I found desteni after about two years of this communication, and a lot of communication happened in between this time. Within the two years, I did not have any more clarity from when I started, but rather felt more lost, confused, and had lost trust within myself for allowing myself to get so wrapped up in it. I allowed the ideas I created of myself with it, the specialness, the elixir of knowing secrets of existence, and speaking to someone who I thought was better then me, more then me, and actually fearing it sometimes. But within this experience I realized that if something could not be verified and proven overtime to be consistent within what it spoke of itself, common sense dictates it should not be trusted. Anything that is real and true can be verified and in fact will make sense, such as this physical reality, such as equality and oneness, such as the portal, there is evidence of this working and being cross-referenced over and over, again and again, and each time it is stable, consistent, and able to be verified and proven true through the actual living of it. But this can only be seen if you are a being looking for self truth by being self honest as you will be walking this as yourself.  If you are interested in playing into ideas and beliefs about what might be out there or could be as the spiritual world is full of, then this will be your life, wondering and searching, but never finding the solution, which is getting to peace in this world.

Thus all spiritual notions, channels, ventures, desires, ect. is invalid as it has done nothing to bring about oneness and equality within this physical world. We have been searching for ourselves, in channellers, in masters, in higher planes, in heaven after death, but all the while, we have been missing ourselves here living day after day after day. We are lost within getting answers, getting signs, believing in someone else to save us, and abdicate our own self living to bring this about ourselves. We are the solution of this world, each and every human being, we must walk the solution as ourselves to enjoy the fruits of our labor as what has to be walked for real to bring about peace in this world, through bringing all that is here from inequality to equality in fact through a living system that honor this principle, the equality of all life. If we don't live it here it will not be created, common sense....just like if we don't get up and ride the bike, we will never be able to ride the bike for ourselves. No one can sit and ride it for you, to experience the riding of the bike, one must for real ride the bike. To solve the problems in this world, we can't rely on anything else, but ourselves solving the problems in this world. Desteni is just a doorway to bring this about, this principle of life as equality and oneness for each one for real, it's a tool for self to walk the solution.

Investigate Desteni as this is a site that is a central point to understand about self as the creator of this world, and the responsibility of ourselves to fix what we have created faulty. It is a process to be walked, but a process of self realization to become a being who has perfected ones living. Fascinating and challenging at the same time, so are you ready to walk your desteni?



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2012: I Have a Secret....My Journey with a 'Spirit' Entity

Re-Defining HUMILITY to Live for All Life

I within forth coming blogs will be writing on the re-definition of words that have been created within the mind to gain only for one's own self interest, which cause the way of this world where many suffer and those who don't are able to live among this with no real action for change. In living words and thus re-defining them to words that are alive and are in fact real, will help assist and support myself to integrate these words as myself and thus stop the ego driven version from the mind and become the real life version through the physical movement of myself.

The first word I will write about is Humility.

Humility within this world system currently is based on the mind meaning that it is created and made up within the mind of oneself and thus within the mind is able to create all sorts of interpretations and ideas about this word to thus suit ones own self interest and thus ones ego not in the interest of all life that live.

Humility as within this context of the mind definition is based on for me and how I have experienced it, is that I would become humble for the purpose of relieving the feeling of sadness or weakness relating to what I was seeing or hearing in terms of the horror of this world, and thus releasing my ego and self desire to be more then others based on the obvious horrific nature of suffering for a moment to create this experience of feeling humble. To become humble within this moment of feeling sad or weak, I would generate an opposite effect to this sadness, because I was apparently becoming benevolent because I had this feeling of being humble towards the images I was seeing.  I was faced with the horror by it being in my face and thus it could not be denied, so I used humbleness to skate through that 'uncomfortableness' feeling. Thus I could have this feeling of benevolence within me to justify why I was not in fact doing anything to help those that are obviously suffering real pain, but chose to use this feeling for my own self interest in staying within my bubble world and not have to move myself and change myself to thus consider all other life that is here, basically accepting my ego.

Within choosing my ego over the best for all life, I have created and perpetuated the very suffering that is all over the world in which we live. I realize that I would not want to suffer in that way, so why would I accept it in another, this based on my own self interest and using the feelings within to hide my cowardliness to not stand up and stop myself and allow my disregard of the blatant suffering of others. Within my mind reality, I can create the illusion that I am in fact caring because I became humble, but it wasn't real, it was only a feeling that was generated through my thinking and fear of it never happening to me. I used humility as an excuse to allow me to continue living in the mind as self interest, so I can make myself be happy and have nice feelings again.

If one consider the absolute disregard I was participating in of the actual living breathing life suffering and in pain right in front of my eyes and how I so easily disregarded it within my own self and mind because I used a feeling as becoming humble to justify the actions of me not doing anything practically to stop the suffering in this world. By using this feeling that is generated from the mind attached to the word humility towards another I was able to continue to live in my own bubble world where the only person I consider is me, myself, and I and the suffering and death of billions continues to happen every day, every hour, every minute, every second.

Now to re-define this word Humility to make it a real living action within myself and this world, I have to define it within universal terms. This is where the word will be used within the context of what is best for all beings, and thus used in the correction of this world of abuse and ourselves to live the word into a living reality that in fact will make it real for all. This not to support any mind definitions or feelings or emotions attached to the words that is created in ones own mind, but is the physical actual real movement in living this word into life through ones own will and thus will create a place where all can live within the usage of this word and all will be supported equally through the beings that live this word as self one and equal to all other life here.

For humility, the living of this word would be to bring myself here within the breath I live and let go of all the points of ego and self interest desires for me to be seen, heard, impressed upon, or exalted to thus praise myself in the attempt to be more then others. Thus living humility would be to stop all points of my ego to be more as well as to thus stop the polarity play out of seeing myself less. Within stopping the polarity of better and worse, humbleness as humility will emerge as I will consider and thus start to live the living of others, I will in fact become equal with all as I will thus live as the physical. Equality of all is here within this physical reality, so thus to become humble and thus live humility, it is to become physical equal with all life and allow life to become physically equal with you. Thus an embracing of all life will create the humbleness of who we are which is the ending of the ego, and the emergence of the benevolence of the simplest of what it means to live life here in physical reality. Simply being with all equal and one to self and allowing all to live this equal and one to you.




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Re-Defining HUMILITY to Live for All Life

2011 Equal Money- The Cause to end all Causes

I am pretty sure we are all very sick and tired, and this I mean literally, sick and tired from this current economic/cultural/political system that supports those with money and give no care to those who are on the bottom because they have no money. This current system being based on those who are to win and those who lose. The losers are the majority of life and they are living in sufferable conditions, many sick, many hungry, many tired, many at there wits end, many abused, and we all look for a solution and a reason as to why these conditions continue to exist for so many in a day and age like we are living currently where there is so much.

Now within this current system, we have causes, which are created to ease the burden for those who are on the losing end of this current system, and the winners like to donate to these causes to show they are 'helping' solve these issues and care about the 'misfortune' of others. But within even the last 1000 years, we have not solved any of these issues that exist, they have not only gotten worse and more brutal, but have grown exponentially and in some areas are threatening the extinction of many even including our way of life as we know it. Such causes and charity giving is not a solution, it is a band-aid solution to an open, gushing wound that needs major treatment and serious reform to get it healed effectively.

Unfortunately, humans have always shown and decided to go in the direction of greed and ego, only looking out for self and what self can gain. This mentality has resulted in the half of the world population living with less then 3 dollars a day. How the current system is set up, we are profiteering and gaining from those we are so cunningly pretending to care and help, as we see with the 'causes' that are perpetuated within this world, when we all know that the solution is required to be a systematic revamp addressing everything across the board. It does not take a rocket scientist to see that if we wanted to stop world hunger it could be done over night, the resources and funding are here, the know how and intelligence is here, we have everything here to solve any issue that arises, yet we as humanity chose to disregard our neighbor as ourselves and allow them to go without while some go with, this going to be the fall of man as predicted if we do not wake up and start treating all beings as ourselves because this is what is real and true. We are all one and equal here as life as each living being is part of life and must be respected as such unconditionally within self honesty. As Jesus said, a house divided will always fall, and as he also said ' love your neighbor as yourself and you shall live in the kingdom of heaven'. The earth being heaven as we have made it so because we live loving our neighbor as ourselves. The system to bring about heaven on earth is through the equal money system. But first let me give you an example of what this current system accepts and allows as a current job within this world.

I recently watched a movie called The Workingman's Death (highly suggest watching this film, this is part 1), and one group of slave labors was discussed where they collected sulfur pieces within the volcanoes that produce them and hand carried them to be weighed. This working environment is very dangerous as the gases and sprays coming off this volcano is very hazardous to their health as well as lethal. They are being exposed to these harsh conditions with very little protection and security, carrying up to 100-200 lbs of rock several kilometers away through the mountainous terrain into the city where the weighing stations are. They can do up to three of these trips a day, and make only $5.00 dollars for the back-breaking work for a days pay. This sulfur being created into rubber, bleaching sugar, and other industrial processes, making well over this amount to be able to pay fair wages to these people who risk their lives to be able to put food on the table. This being unacceptable for any being, and is being allowed because it is cheaper and the people are willing because they have no other options. This is what this current system produce. those who are dependent and desperate on the system, where no education or resources have been available to those who have no money, a generational inheritance,  thus no ability to get themselves out of these conditions or the risk death, plain and simple they become a slave to the current system or die. There is no care, no help, and no causes able to help these people within and as this current enslavement system we call the capitalist system. This current system breeds this as it functions within a win/loss gain, but the sick thing is many are losing while fewer and fewer are winning, and they are winning bigger and bigger every year. This current system is a system that has failed no matter the number of causes or charities out there seeking to help, no amount of helping will fix what is fundamentally broken as this capitalist system perpetuates, those who are able to gain over the lose of another. And in stark terms, the reality is more like, those who are able to live over the death of many.

The Equal Money system will be the cause that end all causes because in simplicity this system will be run on one principle and that is what is best for all based on the understanding and practical living by each one that all life is one and equal. The key to making this a system of truth and transparency which will be bred within this system is the process being walked currently by those who are called Destonians, walking the path of self honesty, self forgiveness, and self corrective change to be able to stand among all and walk with in stability to be able to in fact live and solve the problems here in the best way possible for everyone unconditionally. This will eventually solve all the ills of this world because within self honesty and the principle of what is best for all through equality and oneness life will become balanced naturally and an equilibrium will be built and sustained.  What will be a huge factor that is missed and abused within this current system is that life will be equally valued to money rather then money deciding who live and who die. Once equality is established and lived by all as self in fact, life here will become a place of joy where all will want to live. All will be able to express themselves in true freedom and gladness because life will be guaranteed from birth lived to it's fullest and utmost potential as one family in one world through equality supported in the best way possible for every living being that is here and who is to come, this as it should be. Equal Money will bring life as to what it should be, life lived for all in joy and freedom one and equal to self.

For more perspective on Equal Money FAQ, check out the book written by Destonians themselves:

What the FAQ is an Equal Money System- Volume 1

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Sources Used in this article:

WorkingMan's Death
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2011 Equal Money- The Cause to end all Causes

2011 Falling for a Savior Every-time, but No More say I

I was in the car with my mom today, and we where talking about the world and what is going on, the poor, the inequality, and abuse. We got to a point where we started to disagree on the solution, and she was saying how desteni is not a solution, ect., and eventually I said to her pertaining to her involvement with me and being in desteni, that I do not need her to save me. That's how she looks at it as if I need to be saved by her based on me being her child, and that I can't see what I am doing. Within this point, it was interesting because throughout my life, I have always looked towards something or someone to come and save me, and now here it hit me, I am getting exactly what I asked for. My mom has been a point of difficulty based on her adamant stand that she disagrees with desteni and me in it within her reasoning that she has to save her child from this 'cult', but this I have to walk thru and continue to stay stable and state who I am no matter what is here. I am walking what desteni stand for, and that simply is to change self to be a part of the creation of a world best for all by living it in my world equal and one, self have to live this to in fact be it and manifest it in our worlds as well as the world at large. So within this point of desiring a savior, for a long time, I was trying to avoid having to really buckle down and take responsibility for myself.

In my past, I have manifested this savior point with many, my family, my friends, technology, eventually manifesting on a metaphysical level as a spiritual guide (which turned out to be a self created mind possession) and now my mother as a physical manifested savior trying to save me from desteni. Now this is interesting because throughout my life I have abdicated myself to others and throughout never actually realizing and seeing what I was doing. Giving my power away to be enslaved to another within this constant point of I need saving, I am not good enough, I am not worthy, I need someone or something to show me the way, a point of self sabotage that continues to come up and show itself in my world. So here again with my mom, I now have realized and see this point of self sabotage and self pity that comes with these separations of desiring to be saved, where I now have been walking some time in taking responsibility for myself, and I have stop it here, no more participating in others saving me, but me walking here as the solution. Not relying on others or any form of god outside myself to manifest anything in my world, but realizing that I am the creator who is creating my own reality and need to walk the walk to manifest what I see as a true path to safety, peace, and thru my own words, my own steps, and by my own hands create a world I would want to live in and raise children in. It literally starts with ourselves here breath by breath, slowly building trust in self as we walk in truth and forgiveness to live anew.

This same savior mentality is what is manifesting the 'god' concept where we as humans believe in a higher power who watches over us and 'saves' us in times of troubles. This being like a casino game though as there is no certainty as we know in any given minute our lives could turn upside down. This uncertainty and instability in this world is based on the lack of self will and self developement on an indiviual level as well as a systematic level to create stability and easement for all. This not being consdier because all are in self interest and survival trying to make it as well as continuing on this naive quest that there is a savior out there coming to save our assess, all the while we are doing nothing to save our own asses. The only way our lives and world is going to get easier concretely for real is if we do it ourselves, by considering everything and everybody that is here and creating a system that supports all within it in transparency and truth. Each one has to walk this because this is a self responsibility that no more you will abuse or have desires of seperation, but you will in fact take responsibility for what is here, and be trusted to love your neighbor as yourself, no more saviors, no more slaves, just life here as you in equality and supporting what is best for all as you would want to live. This is the walk destonians are on, do you have what it takes, only way of finding out is to investigate it and start walking it yourself.

I have realized that this desire to be saved is my own point of trying to escape the work that has to be done with myself to be in fact able to be trusted, but I have realized there is nothing else that matters until life becomes equal for all. It has taken many steps and pushing of my self will to get me to a point where I am today, where I can trust that I can make chooses and create outcomes that benefit all and leaves no point of self slavery by relying on outside forces to help and save me from what I have created. It's a process of accumulated action to prove you can be trusted and take responsibility for who you are and how you live here to be one that is worthwhile. We as humanity have to start as well walking this point of self realization, we as a collective are creating the conditions here and we as a collective are going to have to solve this by our own wills, our own effort, and our own hands. Each can start within there own worlds by taking responsibility, and start changing self to live in the best outcome for all by becoming a trustworthy being.

So humanity, our we ready to face the music, using the savior card is just prolonging of the inevitable, and within this the consequences are drastic, it's coming to critical point, where we will live or parish, this at the hands our own self realization into a world of joy and unity or stupidity in ignorance to our self pity and separation we have grown into like a cancer. As always, we decide, each one and all as a whole. Equal money system is here to be walked for all who see the way as self responsibility and unity within life, and is being walked by many in the desteni community. Join us and investigate the new money system, here is a book to help you get started.

Equal Money - Future of Money Volume 1

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2011 Falling for a Savior Every-time, but No More say I

2011 Will Sports and Gambling Exist in an Equal Money System?

Looking at this point of sports and gambling existing in an equal money system is interesting because so many people participate in one or both of these activities in this current society. As far as gambling I would look at this from the perspective of what is best for all, and many gamble in an attempt to gain money quick. This point of desire for quick money is so we can have extra cash to get stuff without doing little to no work. This point of getting something for free or without any effort is not practical nor makes any sense based on the fact that in this gambling game the house is always at the advantage as the profit goes to the house and the contributor is going purely on chance, which boils down to one winner and the rest losing.  The hope for freedom in any point in our world without physical effort to make it possible is no way to function here as it will not create what needs to be created rather people will sit and wait in hope that it magically will be done, this not being possible as the only ones who will change what is here is us physically changing it. Gambling not being supportive because it accepts that there is a hope that life can be fixed or made better thru chance and by luck, this not real and does not support what is here physically for all to live here in fact.

In gambling this desire to have extra cash is perpetuated and extreme in this current system due to the fact that in many peoples lives there is not enough money to go around, or the money they do have they have to work very hard to get. This hope to get quick cash easy is a tantalizing temptation because the thought is 'someone has to win?' But the reality that you will be that winner is slim to none. An idea of the odds that resides in winning a million dollars like winning at a mega bucks slot machine is 1 in 49,836,032 tries, so looking at these numbers it is very unlikely. The idea that we accept here is that it is ok for some to win while many lose due to that hope and one and a million  chance that you could be that lucky winner someday. Capitalism works the same as gambling, where it's the luck of a few who benefit by gaining access to money, where many go without due to greed and no chance to win or even get a ticket to play as we see all over the world where people starve everyday due to lack of resources when there is plenty to go around. This luck of the draw and casino like society that is being demonstrated within this accepted and allowed entertainment we call gambling and lived within our current system is unacceptable as not all benefit.  In an equal money system all will be provided for with the basics, and based on the money being a support for life in all ways and nothing less, all will live like millionaires as this is possible with the resources that are here, the new direction as money being a support, and life being lived by principles of self understanding and self realization that all life is one and equal to self. This generating the support that all will need to live happy, enjoyable, safe, and assured lives.

This brings me to the next point, which is sports in an equal money system, will sports exist? The sports within what is existing now in this current society where one win and one lose, be it a team or yourself, with this desire to be the best and beat others in a game  will no longer be supported. Obviously competing and trying to be better then another even as a game and in sport is supporting suffering as an acceptable way of living in this current system, which is due to the fact where some are winners and some are losers, the losers always getting the shit end of the deal. This point of having winners and losers and accepting this as the natural order of things is not so as all in this physical world require what is necessary to live life, this being water, food, breath, shelter, all being equal within the life that is here as all are life in fact, this not being debatable and not in anyway a competition as all need this to live. Sports as entertainment just showing the extent as the competition of our egos has gone, making our fun based on thriving to be the winners and desire to be the best knowing full well that there will be losers and suffering in one way or another will be caused. This not a system that has to be in place. It is possible for all to live and gain equal share of all that is here, this just has to be agreed and designed in a way to facilitate such principles. This will be done in an equal money system.

Sports with the point of having winners and losers will be reformed or simply let go of and new forms of physical activity will emerge or we can re-establish the sports we have now  to be done in a way where we perpetuate equality, oneness, and the honor of all.  Physical activity will be more of an expression of self as an actual moment to moment living directing the physical movement as you go, actually feeling the body move thur the air as one gain lift off a ski jump and sail along until one is back on the ground again, experiencing the action as a living moment here direct as self.  This as real physical action instead of being in the mind desiring to have the highest jump, so you can be the best ski jumper, pushing self to go faster and higher in competition with others who are jumping as well (as an example). The awareness and perspective of the being in physical motion will be different based on being here as breath directing oneself in what one does, with no drive or motivation to do anything other then express self thru motion. The sport athlete as known today is one who live from the mind being driven by the ego to gain fame, fortune, and notoriety as the best sports player on the field, on the team, in the country, or in the world, and thus living from a point of self interest separating from others here to be better. Thus a common separation we see in sports as a black team vs. a blue team do not exist as it's just a group of humans on a field moving in motion with a ball. Only in the delusion of the human mind is the competition and desire to be the best lived, which has been perpetuated and programmed into society by media and education to be seen as 'normal' when in fact it is not our nature. Equality and oneness as all life here is who we are as all here desire to live and all deserve this right as all are in fact part of life, no competition necessary to live this.

So sport and gambling as we know it today will not exist in an equal money system based on it being driven by ego and self interest glorification, and not for what is best for all. The equal money system will be held within a standard of what is best for all in all aspects of life conceived, which in turn will always be what is best for self. We as the human race will have to do some re-education of ourselves to get to this point where we can accept this as so and live it as self into a world where life is honored and respected in all ways one and equal to all as how you would want to live. Where no one win or lose, but all live as co-equals and express as such.

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2011 Will Sports and Gambling Exist in an Equal Money System?

2011 The Power of Money....to Decide Life and Death

I went to the doctors recently with Henri, we had an appointment because his eyes where creating goop in them every morning and throughout the day. This he was in need of some medicine to help clear up the infection that was causing the goopiness in his eyes. I took him in to see a doctor and he got completely checked, his ears, his teeth and mouth, his temperature taken, his weight, and all the important standards to make sure all is functioning properly and working naturally. He got a clean bill of health, and got medicine, which will clear up the eye infection in a week. The doctor asking questions in regards to the treatment I was giving him, making sure that he was being fed and cared properly by me. If the infection went on it could have gotten more infected causing puss in the eyes, and him causing an abrasion on the eyeball from him scratching so much. This occurring possibly if left untreated meaning it will not just go away it of course will get worse and more serious if left untreated. He got all the care he needed, and was checked for any other points where he could have an illness or show signs of one brewing, so he has quite the advantage to being healthy and having a life of enjoyment based on the doctors availability and care when needed. This fortunate for henri and myself will always be available, of course, as long as I have money to pay the bill and a job to keep up with the insurance. Money being the deciding factor on being healthy or being sick.

Money flow is not equally available to all in this world currently as we see the inequality and discrepancies within the high rates of death and disfunction in poorer countries based on no incomes available for these people who don't have access to jobs, have poor infrastructure, and easily are taken advantage of because they have no power due to having no money.

All the while in these poor countries, babies with there bloated bodies and bulging eyes from the infections eating away at there insides because they drank water that was contaminated due to people feces getting into the water supplies as there is no functioning plumbing system or toilets for the people to shit properly in, where all of this in disarray because there is no money to generate these types of sustainability's all need to live decent lives and have safe and clean facilities to live. Money effecting every aspect that can be imagined within and as each and all beings lives. Another, where medicine being available to cure the water-born preventable disease that are causing the diseases in the children who are drinking the dirty water because they are thirsty and there bodies desire drink to live, but this medicine can't be bought to help these sick and dying children from the contaminated water because there is no money able to be generated enough to buy the medicines needed. Again, money dictating who lives and who dies. We have created such a world where we have dictated the only means to a decent livelihood to be extremely scarce and difficult to have it continually supportive based on the scarcity to have money flow continually, where it take much struggle for many to have a chance at living without disease and hardship even for a small amount of time.  We are willingly and completely aware of the fact that babies go without, based on no opportunity to get money because they have been disenfranchised and destined into a life of hell before they were even born because they where born into the 80% of humanity that struggle everyday to live because they have no money and no access to get it to support themselves in a dignified way.

We should be ashamed of ourselves, those with money and opportunity,  for allowing such a system to exist and to accept it as our current way of living, but were not because it so easy to get distracted with desires, goods, and the excuse of charity giving, such as concerts, humanitarian aid, and celebrities telethons for hunger. All of this is not going unnoticed tho, each being is defining themselves based on the way they treat there fellow life beings and how they live among them. Everything is aware and everything has a consequential outflow, so it's suggested to be self honest with yourself and do what is best for all as you would want for yourself. Allowing children to starve to death in another part of the world is a failure, so I suggest seriously considering in self honesty how it is you would want to be treated in the shoes of another dying right now, and then consider what you are doing for the betterment of man.  I have heard many say I am doing the best I can, but am I? only self of course can answer this. We as a people should come together and stop these divisions that are distractions from the obvious truth that is here, we are all desire to live and all have the same needs to be sustained in this life, all need clean water, medicine when where sick, functioning infrastructure to live, and money to sustain all life. Money not being the power to decide who lives or dies, but money being equal to life and supporting all life in all ways that can be conceived by giving all access to money freely to be sustained in the best ways possible. There is no excuses, this is the will of life, and all will be measured based on the responsibility taking by yourself to create a world that is best for everyone.

Equal money system will support all throughout there lives by equalizing money and giving all unconditional support to live in dignity, making money a support rather then a definer for the living of life best for all in all ways. All beings will be re-educated to take responsibility for themselves to will themselves to live as equal with there fellow life beings, the principles will be taught and understood as life one and equal to self.  This is what we all want, a system that works and life to be guaranteed for all, be a part of creating this here by supporting this within giving funding and  participation to spread the word and helping the message expand. This is everyones responsibility to put in a system that support all beings here, the old or current system has to go completely as it has completely failed to support what is best for all. The new is on it's way and busy developing. Support the equal money system and equal life party for a better life for all, it's here and waiting for you!  Links are on the right. Thanks.

2011 The Power of Money....to Decide Life and Death

2011 Why do we Lie to our Children?

The saying I have read recently I would like to talk about, it being “Not to spoil the ending for you, but everything is going to be ok”. This is a great deception the human perpetuates within the children and those who are looking for answers within our world. This statement is deceptive based on the fact that the end is not know by any being as the beginning is not understood. We have no idea as a race why we are here? We have no concept of what life is meant to be lived like? We have no point in reference to see or understand how life could be lived best for all because we are stuck in our minds, living in bubble worlds, and surviving for our own self preservation in little to no care of how our fellow man will survive. This uncaring of others and separating from who all are here as life that need to live as well as you do is the great downfall of man, and will be the end of man if we don’t get our head out of the clouds and here in REALity. Within this dream state we live in in our bubble worlds created and designed by our thoughts of grandeur and magnificence, we say these words to our children because that is our hope, we hope all will turn out ok and that all will be well in the end of this life, but that is just a hope. Something that neither can be tested to be true nor relied upon as fact. There is no certainty to our livelihoods here in this world as each day most beings scramble thru to make it, going against the grain in what feels like waves crashing over them such as the money system, the debt system, the consumerism system, the job system, to get enough money coming in to pay the bills and necessities. Working and working to keep this point of surviving going that is if they are able to keep there job or even get a job in this failing economy.

Now within this statement, what I can see and assess as an implication is that the point of god or a heaven saving us from our lives here on earth is a great hope that all will fulfill and thus this god or heaven will make all ok like a great big hero we see in a fairytale, this what we tell children to show that life isn’t all that bad, there are hopes for heros saving us, the great hero being god in heaven. But within this we do a disservice to our children as we do not give them the power that they deserve and that power is within and as self. Giving our children self empowerment to show them that they are the saviors of themselves and have the ability to not only save themselves, but help save and give comfort to all beings here by being the example of self empowerment thru giving all equal what would be wanted by one self. This point of self empowerment I have found has only been within the principles of unity and sharing as one and equal to all who reside here. Children learning from the get go that life is lived and generated by self creation thru living in consideration of all here and making sure all are cared for and welcomed.   Living a life in certainty guaranteed thru living as one community, one world, and one life, finding self as part of the whole and the whole within and as self. No separation within the two spectrum's, but living within this equilibrium with all that goes on here, within our system, within our communication, within our stories of learning to our children, giving them the tools and understanding that life is not a struggle of survival, but is guaranteed as a right for all who are born here. This we have to walk and create here within ourselves and within and as our system of living because it is not that way as of yet. Equal money system is a system that guarantees life for all worth living, and always considering the best for ourselves, our children, and all beings who live in this world, support it to support all within this way of loving our neighbor as ourselves, the foundational point of the system we need to create here for all to be supported.

This point of the right of life for all who live is obvious and self evident, and will be understood immediately by children as they are innocent and ready for the truth of this world, we don’t want fear, we don’t want struggle, and we certainly don’t want to suffer, so all these points will go when we realize that giving false hope to the youth within these statements of happy endings is not productive and only going to turn out unwanted. Lets give our children a fresh start and a new beginning by starting new stories that show them how to live as equals and be the example as the parent to give this gift to our children. This take dedication and will, but nothing is more worth it then the continuation of ourselves thru and as our children. This is what I focus on, leaving this world a more united place and equal in all ways,  so the children have a chance to get it physically moving.  It always starts with ourselves, and who we are in each and every moment, so make these moments count, all your breaths making them best for all, and start the process of correction thru self forgiveness to give all children a chance for this better life we can give them, stopping the suffering forevermore. We are the examples the children are looking up to, lets stop the false fairy tales and give life that is real and works physical practically for all thru a system that supports all, www.equalmoney.org. This an unlimited exploration and expansion of self if we allow it to be. We are the allowance of the living of our future, we decide thru the example we set and give to our children. Give peace a chance by giving our children the peace they deserve thru a system worth living in that is equal and one to how you would want to live.

2011 Why do we Lie to our Children?

2011 Why do we Desire Heaven?

A quote by the late Steve Jobs, who recently died, and is quite fitting to what is experienced or expected to be experienced by many humans after there life here on earth. The quote being, “no one wants to die, but everyone want to go to heaven”. Within this statement, Mr. Jobs is implying as what I gather that to get to heaven one must die, and the obviousness of dying is unwelcome to all who live because of the fear that is involved and the freedom we have within being a living, breathing, physical being, but we still yearn for this place called heaven as we desire to go somewhere better then what’s here.

This desire is built upon the fact that for one, the world we see around us is fucking insane, it’s a crazy place, there is no sense of camaraderie, it’s a ‘dog eat dog’ world as the saying goes, and many whether it be big or small feel this tension within the fear of survival we all face. We are afraid for our children, one of the first things I learned as a child was ‘never talk to strangers’, getting this sense of fear of others at a very young age as kids went missing everyday. So the lifestyle here is one of fear, angst, and grit, if we can not trust others with children and we can not be guaranteed a life worth living, then no one is safe. We all feel this point of survival, that we need to be ruthless in order to survive because so many we see around us is having hellish lives and that is the last place any being would want to be in, but unfortunately the way this current system runs many do not have that choice. Look at those without money, without opportunity, without proper conditions for living, without food to eat, we create these types of situations for others based on the agreement of all that life is this dog eat dog world, and we have to be ruthless and protect myself and my family to survive. We have to survive no matter who or what is effected, I have to save me. The desire for a heaven in another place, a better place, is based on this fear of survival due to the money system that perpetuates winners and losers we accept as capitalism, and this desire being felt more and more for those who are on the losing end.

Dying for humans though, is a scary prospect because no one actually knows what goes on beyond the grave, we don’t know if there is a place of pearls and honey or if there is nothing and we just end. There is no certainty to this point of transition from life to death, and this is what scares people the most, the unknown of what is to come. There is this glimmer of hope though, that has been built up within the human folklore that there is a paradise that lay beyond the grave for us to enjoy for getting thru and bearing this harsh world we have just left. This has always been from many places and faces I have seen the accepted nature of this world, that it is a harsh place by design and that we must be rewarded for bearing thru it by a lovely paradise in our deaths, what many refer to as heaven. And of course is pushed and pronounced in our religious and spiritual circles. 

In Steve Jobs quote, “no one wants to die, but everyone want to go to heaven”, this is true in the sense that many do not want to die for reasons I listed above basically the fear of the unknown, but all want to see heaven and live in a heavenly place. This is understandable as who would not want to live in heaven, peace, freedom, relaxation, true sense of calm as life is not in question, life is guaranteed. But within this realization that heaven is where we all want to be, what does not jive and does not make sense as it is counter to where we all say this heaven exist as life, is that death is what brings us to this heavenly abode. We call this place the after life, but no being knows this, and if we are dead, we are no longer alive as we are no longer here to experience life in the physical as what is real, so it is not the after life, but simply death. This conception that there is life after this life can not be real as then we would not die, why create this earth, this world when we just suffer thru it and then die to go back to life again, doesn't make sense. Again I live and walk in what makes practical sense, what can be feasibly tested, and this life here on this earth is where I am as a living being, and where I see all life is. This makes sense as life because I am living in physical substance what is real and what is here. The trees, the plants, the animals, the movement and flow of our lives everyday this is real as it is tangible and can be physically touched and worked with. Death is where life ends, the being leave the physical and goes to the unknown where life is left behind as this physical world.

The point that is skewed and has always caused the suffering is the human involvement in this physical world we are living and suffering in. We are the ones creating the lives that is here for ourselves, nature is not destroying the very physical fabric substance that supports our every breath, the animals are not creating the governments and economic structure we use to run our lives, the insects are not hoarding the goods and resources that are here for all to share, the oceans are not abusing and being cruel deliberately to those that are innocent and vulnerable. We, humans, are the ones who hoard resources and wealth, we are the ones who create governments and economic structures that confine and restrict from free movement and unity of all, we are the ones who abuse life very harshly and cruelly based on the fear that we allow to control, and we are the ones who are destroying ourselves, our world, and the unconditional expression of nature that is giving of themselves every breath that supports us unconditionally even as we deliberately abuse this.

But we do not learn, we do not hear, and we do not change until our lives are at stake, until death meet at our doorsteps, and then we have a change of heart and hope that there is a heaven where we can be saved. The hope born from fear. It’s sad the ignorance of man as we squander and destroy the life that is right before our eyes in physical 3-D for us to make heaven as a physical living system on this earth as all the resources are here and we have the ability to do this, but we chose to go to greed, ignorance, and fear because we desire to have more and see life in separation. Separating  ourselves from person to person and species to species, not seeing the actual oneness that lives within all of it, the life essence that is within all of us here. 

This is not to be taken lightly, we are at a crossroads as humanity, and we all realize this, we see the state of the world falling, it is those who see this and realize that heaven is here in this physical world that will make the difference and create the change that is needed. Not waiting for death, hoping for a savior as heaven, or fearing the unknown, but living and supporting life here as what is best for all as what would be best for myself. We have the opportunity here to change what is busy happening, we have the path to heaven on earth in front of us, and we all have the will as self to bring this forth. It's thru principles in living that will see this thru, as all have to be seen and understood as equals as life in this reality to have a system that makes sense and a place where a heavenly existence for real can exist. Until life is lived one and equal as self as this world, ending the illusion that there is some other savior as heaven in death, heaven will not be. Steve Jobs made an important point, life is not to be feared nor heaven is to be made a folklore, humans need to stand up and change themselves and bring forth thru actual physical action to get to a place where heaven exist for all on this earth. Support equality, support your self to become equal to all life here, support the equal life foundation, which will give way to the political means to see these principles set into motion on a national and global scale. Each vote counts as it is one man one vote, so show your vote and participate to create heaven in no other place then where it’s always been.....here. 

2011 Why do we Desire Heaven?