2011 Let's NOT go to War...STOP Self

War as we have existed within the human race for our whole history basically, what is it showing us? Why have we not stopped warring against each other? This can be seen within the simplest of equations, which I enjoy as it is able to be understood by all, is the 1+1=2 equality equation. We are trying to take more from another that we want for ourselves, and do not want to share equally with all what is here and belongs to no one in particular, but is unconditionally given by nature. We are also doing that within ourselves as beings, where we war against ourselves, not allowing and accepting ourselves to live in unison and equality of all who is here one and equal with ourselves, but separating us based on this point of desiring more then another or seeing self as less then due to holding onto a judgment, belief, idea that is not real in fact as it can not be touch, felt, or seen.

I as all beings here are worthy and deserve to live, but within myself to be life I have to live life, and life is principled within oneness and equality unconditionally for all, but can only be individualized and received whole by all beings thru living it in fact with all as physical outflows considering all in every breath. That is what many are busy with in the process, and walking self honesty and self forgiveness to become this being who is in fact equal and one to life changing self to stand equal and one to all as you see all as self, and thus stop the war within and will stop the war without because all are me, so why would I battle me? Makes no sense, yes.  Self can only diminish self, and I do this within the constant self defeating thoughts I participate in and follow throughout my days, the constant battle within of the polarity play-out of being better and creating the balance of that as less then within my world. If I see myself and think myself as unworthy and inferior to what is here as life in equality then I will live this as me in fact, being depressed and jealous of others who I see better when in fact I am creating this state by being in it and not changing to equalize myself as I am capable of doing this as I am life just like the other. It will not be equal and one for me if I don't stop these thoughts from directing me as I am causing this battle with myself within me based on thinking of myself in this way. So I have learned and walked the process I mentioned early, and slowly and sometimes bumpily, but steadily walking myself into and as equality to all life here stopping thoughts, stopping judgments, stopping beliefs that only divide living HERE as breath as a physical being. This is the way to go I've found, focusing on what matters which is physical movement and solutions, and creating life here that supports all thru my self living this each day breath by breath.

In war tho, we see this play-out of the battle that rages within self, the anger, the torture, the barbarism, the disregard for life, the greed and brutality, and the never ending cycles that this has gone thru over and over within the years only to return once again to war based on us always existing within this way. As within so without, war within humanity equals war without as humanity = Iraq, Afghanistan, Israel, Libya, ect.  There is never any solution or resolve within ending a war as it is just for a moment, then another hiccup of a fight happens or a point of dominating another is seeked, and another war ensues as we are not looking at it from the shoes of another, but from the self in a bubble only looking out for what is his/hers own self interest. No equality only separation and isolation in an attempt of securing ones assets and fearing the loss of that acquisition, but this again a never ending cycle as there always is a point where you are going to have less and desire more, that hole in essence will never be filled. Unfortunately for war, there is a point were this will all go away and that is when we in fact have destroyed ourselves along with our world environment entirely. Take a look at the weapons that have been developed and the sheer number of them in this moment. Weaponized nuclear bombs able to be dropped in any point desired on this planet with the push of a button, who is to be pushing that button, look within yourself and you can see, the craziness the human race has gone to ready to destroy masses of life based on the demons (de-MAN-s) within that we allow to rule. We are absolutely crazy in fear and greed, and we need to get back to reality to see what is real, what matters, and what is actually life here.

We have to take care of our inner worlds, each and every being, to stop the hatred of ourselves and the fear of what is here as this world, we have to give ourselves back to our selves as innocence as who we really are as the expression of living and creativity which we all express in moments of joy as we freely move. We can live in a world without war, we can live in a world where all are secure and supported, we can live in a world where all have enough and are safe, we can live in a world where all we see is I. This is possible, it only takes the will of man to change ourselves to benevolent beings thru living in truth of self and pushing change to live in equality with all others as self, seeing everyone one to self and birthing this within and throughout each ones world eventually the world will be one. This also can be facilitated within a system of support thru the medium of money being in equal value for all life in all ways driving a system best for each one in fairness and respect, so all have a opportunity for expansion and expression. Living heaven on earth is possible, we must will it and live it into being, there is no other way, no god, no master, and no slaves will bring it here, we as all as one as equal as life will bring it here as this in essence is the will of life so we are just walking this into being, into physical living as who we are as our physical existence on this physical planet. Lets do it.

2011 Let's NOT go to War...STOP Self

2011 Sister Self Forgiveness

Today I had allot of anger towards my sister cause she implicitly imposes her will over my parents house because she has ocd and like things her way. She walks in the kitchen, and she has a pizza, I was hungry cause I just got home from work, so I was like cool, and grab a piece, and then I went for round 2 and she stops me saying that I can not eat another piece, I right then go into reaction of anger, like 'how dare she stop me from eating a piece of pizza' feeling entitled and like offended, then I go into the thoughts and past memories like a cache of artillery to rev up the energy of anger and allow myself to work up to explode on her. Thankfully I do not allow myself to explode any longer, but still allow the anger to influence me and talk spiteful back at her, raising my voice, and talking in a degrading way. Like trying to beat her down, but thru my mannerism and words, I am not physically abusive any longer.

This point of anger and spitefulness towards my sister has been going on for quite sometime as I have many memories of us, and her 'annoying' me. Even writing this theres a point within me that wants to blame her because in the physical she is doing these things to me, fucking around with me, but in essence this is me, I am creating this in my world, and all in my world is a reflection of me. I am showing myself to myself in where I am still holding on to separations and where I am justifying my demonic nature. So really my sister is a gift to show me who I am here, that I am existing within this abusive spiteful nature and maintaining this throughout my days by continuing to participate in theses thoughts and memories towards her and my world in general. I am not accepting this within myself any longer, that is why I am walking my process and stopping the mind, I am not the mind as thoughts and feelings and reactions, but I am that which is here as self directed, able to create at will in the best manner for all because I realize all that is here is me.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to react to the presence of my sister in irritation and superiority.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to blame my sister for the way I am accepting and allowing to exist within myself and stopping the reactions from directing me to stand stable and direct in common sense.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to see my sister as inferior to me realizing that I am seeing myself in a way where I am trying to compare to be seen in a 'higher' light then another to make myself feel more worthy and justified in the position I will take.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to go into comparison when I see my sister based on me desiring to win the argument or conflict I am having so I can be on top, the winner, and feel accomplished within my mind that I am better then my sister, I am more savvy.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to desire to be a winner, more savvy, more accomplished towards my sister because I hold myself within an expectation to be a winner because I see myself as having to prove myself within the people I am around.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to cause abuse to another to justify my own acceptance of myself in a point of self interest to make myself feel better.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to allow anger and rage to direct me towards my sister when I was not allowed to have another piece of pizza realizing that in that moment it wasn't about the pizza but trying to prove my point = ego.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to desire to fulfill my ego and become special in the eyes of myself, this world, and people in my world so I can be seen as better, a winner, and worthy above others believing that this life is a competition and I have to be on top to succeed.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to desire to succeed in this life no matter what the cost is to my fellow man.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to feel offended when I wasn't allowed to get a piece of pizza taking it personal ike she doesn't like me and think that I am special.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to feel offended and not accepted when I do not get the feedback in my world that I wish to get.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to have an expectation in this life realizing and understanding that having expectations is actually limiting the expression as me as a life being equal and one to the physical.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to react in spitefulness and anger when I took offense to not getting pizza and going into abuse to justify the 'hurt' that I experienced.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to cause abuse because I believe I was abused.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting that the outer can influence and abuse the inner me.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to define myself by how others perceive me accepting myself based on the feedback I am getting and the ideas and beliefs that I perceive the way I should be treated and get offended when I am not.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not accept myself as who I am here, and change self without judgement and shame in common sense, accepting myself as who I am.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to exist in the past and create a point of energy generation thru the thoughts I hold onto of my sister doing 'annoying' things to me in the past.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to hold onto the thoughts of her moving my stuff all over the place and not just keep it in the place i put it because she thinks its messy.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to hold onto the thoughts of all the times i have babysat for her and helped when she needed it and holding that against her based on me perceiving that I haven't got the same back when I do realize and understand what I give, I receive.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to exist in the past and allowing past memories to direct me within and as my world and what comes up.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting thoughts of judgement and memories to direct me, not directing myself here in stopping expectations and desires to get what i want.

I stop participating in this reaction of anger.

I stop defining myself by my outside world and participating in judgements in separation.

I stop expectations of what should be so and I stop taking all things personal towards who I realize I am as all as myself.

I stop separating myself from my world as my sister and face what has to be face and direct it in the best outcome possible for all.

I stop the anger and rage thru breath towards my sister walking away if it becomes too much until I cool down and become stable again.

I stop participating in the thoughts of memories from the past, and I stop holding my sister hostage within the past.

I stop separating myself from my world, and when this comes up again I breath adjust any reactions to be released and let go of, stopping all thoughts and memories of the past, and see myself within the shoes of the other and direct myself the way I would want to be treated. I stop the ego as personality and live here as principles of oneness and equality in self honesty and self forgiveness until I am here as one and equal to all life.

2011 Sister Self Forgiveness

2011 Lets Die and Go to Paradise where Life is Everlasting = WTF?

This point of death being the gateway to everlasting life seems counter productive, how can we live forever if we are dead, why must we leave this earth where life is and go to heaven beyond death to really be alive, and why do I not know this place called heaven, why is it so secret? Heaven that religions use as an elixir for the human to follow there way without any point of understanding and change to support life that makes sense is very warped because it's unfounded and intangible. No one really knows what goes on beyond the grave, there is no guide or manual to what it is like, that being said, it is quite illogical to call death everlasting life in heaven because life do not die and go anywhere else, life is here in the physical world where we can see, touch, and move within it. For purpose of this point lets say 'heaven is real', why do we not just live in heaven then, what is the point of all of us here in this world, what is the point to all this suffering. Seems like a bad joke.

We as humanity have created life in such a way that we only except that death is inevitable, and we allow ourselves to be petrified in each moment because of this inevitability. Using heaven as a make believe escape for humans to cope with the inevitability of our conclusions on death, that it is to be feared. But not considering the common sense within the physical and what we live within and as our words and deeds, this being the true heaven that has always been here thru and willed by us, life, we must create heaven on earth. We miss this tho because we have been blinded by this fear and lust for more. So we never question the existence of death, why death has come to this world and sucked the breath right out of our bodies, why we get diseased and how this develops, and why we are consumed and blinded by fearing death. The best way to transcend death is to understand why it exist and why it is here.

I have found for myself that death is what it is, although life is subject to death in the physical in this moment, life is not bond to death and within it can be transformed to life again. As the physical dictates, when a tree falls to the ground from rot it becomes nutrients for the soil which grows more trees, plants, and natural growth, so within the death comes life. Death rejuvenating life and allowing life to exist. So it depends on the life that is here in the physical that matters as indeed it is the matter that exist, and the matter that lives forever.

Do we live in a world affirming the everlasting quality that is life itself or do we continue to exist in a world delusional making fictitious beliefs of everlasting bliss to control the masses and send people to their graves with a huge surprise on the other side. The huge surprise being that there is no escape, this world will be sorted out with or without us, back to the equilibrium of life, all will be faced to sort themselves out within and as the existence of this world equal and one to how you lived, we will face ALL of who we are. This also able to be faced in life here as breath within the tools of self honesty, self forgiveness and corrective change of self to exist and align with the physical as life equal and one for what is best for all. This to end the ego of man as mind in self interest to gain more then lifes fair share, this being unacceptable within the physical because the physical support the all within the individual. 

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2011 Lets Die and Go to Paradise where Life is Everlasting = WTF?

2011 Stop the Killing of the Innocent

A boy in new york for the first time was allowed to walk to and from camp by himself. His mom was hesitant due to it being his first time and he was young, but allowed him to go on his own. He got lost on his way home and asked those around for directions. Then Levi Aron came along eventually ending this boys life.

What causes someone to go against another beings will, one who is innocent and vulnerable being a child, and take him to a place unknown, secret, and disorienting. Why do people cause abuse and murder towards children who are the innocence of ourselves. One reason is the fucked up mind bubble realities that the human being is existing as not considering or being aware of any other life around them just only to get there self satisfaction fulfilled no matter who is abused, suffers and dies in the process. The mind is powerful and if not directed will bring humanity to place no one wants to go to. We can not blame the mind, we have accepted and allowed ourselves to live as demonic monsters towards each other, animals, nature, the youth, every facet of this world is touched by the human monster and devastated within its path. We all realize and see what it is to hurt another or cause suffering because we are one with the other in that suffering, we all suffer.  We allow and accept the innocence of this life to be snuffed out due to humans not controlling themselves and stopping the mind of desires, and not caring for the other based on self interest.

There is also the aspect of those who are dealing with these demons having this pent up emotional turmoil within and having no outlet or tools to deal with these forces that lie under the surface. This  causing massive amounts of devastation here within our world because we are living out our demons in reality without realizing and understanding that we have in fact created them through thoughts, words, and deeds and now have to take responsibility for them and face the consequences of living out these thoughts, words and deeds equal and one to what we have participated in. Every being will face themselves. We have to accept these demons within, walk the corrective path of self honesty and self forgiveness to transcend these points that were created by us, and live these changes to not allow any further abuse of any beings  within our world forevermore, it is unacceptable on every level.

There is no reason a boy has to be snatched up and have the life taken from him due to someone who is unwilling to face themselves or unaware of how to. We have created monster within this world, these horrors that people are living everyday is getting more intense and more barbaric as the days go on. This has to be addressed on a systematic level, and bring about solutions and healing to those that are willing to change, there is help out there and its thru self corrective tools. A program that is called desteniiprocess has been created so humans can face themselves, the demons within, starting to understand the nature of the human mind and how it works, and how to change oneself thru simple tools that can be done anywhere where one have the will. 

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2011 Stop the Killing of the Innocent

2011 The Horror of this System

Within this world there are many different points where fear can set in, the violence, the abuse, the loss, the unknown, the wars, the guns, the bombs, the theft, all that one wish will never come to them. But within each moment these pains are multiplied countless times to countless beings and each time a horror is being lived; this is the way our world runs. Why do we create such a world? Why do we create such suffering knowing full well one would not want this for oneself? Why do we create such circumstances where this fear grows and consume the beings of this planet? We need to look at ourselves for some clarity. We are the deciders of this reality, we are the life within this world, consider the life thats lived by and within all and bring it back to self, who am I? The answer is here = equality for all, stop denying it, embrace it and lets get this done.

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2011 The Horror of this System

2011 Lets Bring the Passion back to Life

When realizing about the equal money system that many are speaking about, I have seen a point that will be able to be expanded upon when all have equal opportunity to live because they have equal opportunity to money. This point is expression as self. Each being in this reality has something they enjoy doing, their passionate about doing...lately my passion has been my process of standing up for life by standing up within myself and stopping my mind = ego. Other then that, I enjoy being physical whether it be skiing, playing hockey, running, or building/fixing something, I like to move and solve problems. Other people have things that are different from me that they enjoy such as art, music, dancing, doing comedy, farming, countless expressions, but we all have points that we enjoy. Not to say that we are limited to these points, but these are what come naturally to self and simply what we like to do.

Within an equal money system all will be able to do what there passionate about as well as have the opportunity to expand into other fields because we have the basic support and will be able to support ourselves to have free time to actually start to live and enjoy what we are doing. Many including myself do not like struggling, working 40+ hours a week, living paycheck to paycheck,  worrying about what is going to happen next, and having to make unnecessary sacrifices like not going to dentist or doctor because we can't afford it. All these point are simple not necessary, everyone can and will in an equal money system have the opportunity to be free and live life as joy. This is right here in our midst, the only way we will see it manifest is by our own will, it's common sense, no being can have and hoard more then there fair share. Give all freely and give all equally at http://www.equalmoney.org. Join us today...we welcome you.

2011 Lets Bring the Passion back to Life

2011 Walking with Patiences

Patience for me has always been a struggle to practice, and yes it was a virtue that I needed to practice. I find with the desteni process I am walking I have become more patient with myself and all life around me. This is something that develops naturally within this process because the walk in self honesty takes much patients as it accumulates over time, it's not a quick fix. I in the beginning wanted to have the quick fix trying to get the points done as fast as possible, but within this I lost myself as I inevitable went into my head cutting corners, watching time, reacting to expectations, and allowing emotions. So within this impatient walk to patients many points have come up, which is cool and helpful for expansion.

Eventually, I learned that I have to slow down, stopping this rush to do and get places quickly, and manipulating to get what's mine in quick time. Fascinatingly enough, a surprising support I have found has been driving back and forth from place to place in my car, this I have gained much awareness in myself in terms of patience as you have to be quite present and calm to drive properly, this state taking patience. Driving being a cool gauge as I can check and see if I am going in my head reacting to others, like if someone cuts me off or something of that nature, I apply the self forgiveness where necessary, working to transcend this rush to get nowhere fast. Lots of self forgiveness in the car, which has been awesome. Patience it is a point I am working to integrate and live as me as I as this world will indeed need patience's and care to sort out what has been created. Cool tools to live by patience and care for self as life.

2011 Walking with Patiences

2011 Could You Live Without Money?

Everything in this existence comes down to money, there is not one point in this world where one can live without money without it being really tough and really restricting within movement and growth in one's life. There is a really cool video I heard recently from Matti Freeman, a fellow Destonian, called Equal Money for Dummies- Reloaded and he spoke of an analogy of money and people to fish in a salt water tank. Basically stating that fish need salt to live, so why would anyone make the fish work for the salt, struggle to get the salt, and die if the salt was not available to them, when all the while the livelihood of the fish depends on the salt. No one would not give the salt to the fish based on the obviousness of the need of the salt for the fish to live, and we all realize life is essential based on our will to live within ourselves, all realize life is what is important. So those that don't give the salt, do it deliberately and in full knowledge that it is essential for survival of the salt water fish to live.

This was a cool analogy and brought the need for the equal money implementation down to simple terms and it being imperative based on the fact that people are systematically being murder based on not having the means to stay alive, the means of course is money. Money is the salt in this current world system, but we create the system in a way, where it's like a game and you either have to get lucky by being born into it or gain it in some kind of fluck one and a billion chance. If you are the unlucky 80% of humanity never-mind the rest of life (nature, animals, oceans, ect), you are in the struggle for your life in trying to keep afloat to make it and sustain it for yourself and however is connected to you. If you look at the facts, the real stories going on in our world it's so fucked up, I mean we have continents where people are literally withering away and dying based on not being able to eat because they don't have money to buy a home, pay for water, buy cooking utensils, and buy  food to nourish there physical bodies. This having to be sustained on a continual basis, there is no education for them, no opportunity to get a job, no real infrastructure to create any movement in this direction meaning a very hard and painful life.

As a child I didn't ever consider what the implications of this actually was, how I would feel if this was me, or considering the suffering that is actually going on here, I had no care because I was too busy desiring the next sweet, the next game, the next fun, not understanding that my fun was the death of another child just like me. This child happened to be born in a family with no connections, no wealth, no opportunities, and no hope because the world sees this, knows full well this is happening, but still except the system as is with no cause for complaint because all are petrified of losing what is theirs and living that same fate as them suffering. This unfortunately is the cause of this manifesting, the separation of life we have accepted and allowed within this world, within our countries, and within ourselves that is causing the hardship and real murder of billions of people over the centuries to only look out for one's own self interest.

I have grown up now and realized the harsh way's of this current system and how people, animals, nature, and life is being disregarded and degraded because there is this greed and frenzy to have the most money no matter if one goes without. The system is completely based on greed and corruption, and needs to be done over. Listen to the budget votes going on here in America, this validating the statement I just made, wanting the rich to stay rich and give tax breaks, while the cuts go to the care of those who need it.

This is why I am voting for an equal money system so life can be fair, can be able to be lived by all in all ways, and can be able to expand upon in dignity and real exploration of ourselves as beings living not just trying to make it. This where we can enjoy each other and ourselves as beings, it's such a cool world, an amazing earth and nature, and so many fascinating people here, what are we waiting for? It's time we give all the ability to share and express the coolness that is us as life, this is what every being yearn for anyway, the expression of life in real freedom, this world can change, it is possible, money is the avenue which we decide. If one suffer we all suffer, this is a fact, look at our world, it's not going to get better til equality and respect is here for all. Humans can change, I have thru being self honest and walking and willing a process to change.

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Source: http://www.globalissues.org/article/26/poverty-facts-and-stats

2011 Could You Live Without Money?

2011 Equality is the only way forward..

Equality is the only way forward because it is the only real solution. This is so because in any point of life that one can come up with, that one can imagine, there is a being that express there. Even if it is a cup, which holds as an object within this reality not to be seen as an equivalent to other life forms such as human, animal, or tree, but seen as less important. But if one allow oneself to look at the cup within the matter of what is here as the physical, it has equal importance to everything else that is here because it is a cup, it's here, it expresses itself as a cup, which helps hold liquid for the greater world. It has experiences and is aware of itself (view desteniproductions for more perspective), it holds different liquids, some hot, some cold, some with ice, some with honey, some bubbly, some with pulp, many different life experiences this cup is living within and as it's expression as a cup throughout the time and space that it is here. This also can be said for any being that is here, a horse, a bug, a trash bag, a child, ect. we all are here in the most practical and physical way as beings expressing themselves as how we are living. This is why I am standing for equality for not just humans but all beings so judgment stops of life and all are free to just express and be able to live together as equals no matter who/what/where you are, we are equal because we are here.

The solution for this world can not just include the humans, but must include all that is alive and expressing themselves here. This being the only way to create a sense of peace because once this is understood and realized as yourself within and as equality to all, life will outflow within a peaceful way because we will see each other in the same light as all other beings and be familiar, stopping the fear and just being calm. From this we will have respect and care as we would for our own selves because we see ourselves in the other. Its really simple stuff, but its a point where one must face themselves and stop the ego = survival from desiring to be better or more, which in turn will always cause the opposite to manifest, and thus the conflict and turmoil of life will continue because we are creating it that way. We are essentially fighting with ourselves, warring ourselves due to our alternate egos wanting to win. Why is it in an alternate dimension this ego because it is not real, but from the mind, which we simply made up and can be as easily let go. To manifest the solution as equality to bring peace to this earth, we must live the equality within ourselves here to all living expressions that is here on this physical planet because we are all equal within and as the life being expressed and we all matter.

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2011 Equality is the only way forward..

2011 Will the world Die along with all of us?

Tonight I am looking at this physical world as our home which, of course, includes all living beings. It's silly that we divide this world into partisan as countries, which comes along with loads of divisions within the macro to the micro living of all humans. There is much more suffering caused by these divisions then fun, causing wars and inequality based on so many heads doing the same stuff, but in competition. The rules are accustomed to each country governed under individual sovereignty to each head of state, but where is the commonality in that and where is the sense? Look at the state of the oceans, the plastic heaps are amazing, floating 3 miles wide in each part of the world, this has to be governed from each head of state with there own rules and regulations based on the laws that are here. Obviously, the laws/regulations/heads of states are not being effective at all based on the huge evidence piling wide and growing, do we considered this when we make zillions of plastic stuff based on the physical evidence here, I say no. There is no centralized body that is based on principles that stand no matter what but to protect the best interest of all, which is the best interest of life. We've tried with the EPA or UN or WB ect. but that has no power over the sovereignty of the state as we saw with the Iraq war, the rules are blatantly disregarded when winning and profit are the driving motivations.

Life is best and most effective when there is a commonality that applies to all here, each entity, and makes sense within what is practical and most efficient to produce the best outcome possible for all life on this planet. This can not be done based on profit or buddies where the line is easily bent, but must be done in the interest of life, keeping life here protected, safe, healthy, nurtured, able to expand and express, and free as this is what life is so the planet will not get destroyed. Consider what is being done to billions with no money, considered whats being done to nature for the drive for more, and consider yourself within all of it, and ask yourself what would I do if I where suffering like so many are in this moment?

I know what I would do I'd vote for eqaul money because life will always be honored and supported thru the principle of whats best because it is being lived. This is what will change the world, equality lived by each one in the support of all life.

2011 Will the world Die along with all of us?

2011 Children found naked and hungry on street....mum no where to be found

Children where found on the street naked and hungry. this where the mother was no where to be found. Later to find out that she was out with her boyfriend leaving the children with a 14 year old autistic child. The kids where roaming the streets, they where taken in and brought to the police. This behavior is unacceptable for any being in this existence, and unfortunately this is happening much more then is reported.

Parents and those who are going to be in the care of others, need to be responsible beings, this only thru taking self responsibility, this story is an example to why this is the case. How otherwise are people in this world going to change, this world situation is going to change, the suffering going to end, no one is able to change another, we all know this is impossible. So a cool point with desteni is that we are challenging people, to stand up and take responsibility for themselves, stopping the desires and escapes that exist in this world even though at the moment 'it may feel goooooood', we need to stop, see what is here within this world within our own reality, and take responsibility for ourselves within it and change to stop the abuse period.

This being the change that will change the world, everyone changing ourselves, to stop our own abusive/dysfunctional behaviors and personalities to stand as all life equal here in what matters, this reality being lived here.

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Source: http://www.myfoxny.com/dpp/news/teens-helped-unsupervised-roaming-children-in-jersey-city-20110617

2011 Children found naked and hungry on street....mum no where to be found

2011 96 What is the beginning of Creation? Whois God really? -HOM Series By Jack

I transcribed a video tonight that gives cool perspective on starting point, and what it means to live in an effective starting point that's best for all. This by Jack, a being thru the portal at Desteni. Enjoy.

96 What is the beginning of Creation? Whois God really? 

Gidday, this is Jack speaking, and I am speaking about starting point, the starting point. So let’s take it from the greater before we go to the smaller. From the greater perspective, what has been the starting point of creation? Separation. If you look at anu’s involvement in creation, he created the white light separate from him. He created mankind separate from him. He created this entire consciousness existence separate from him. In other words, his creation starting point was of separation, which is now referred to as consciousness existence based on ones starting point, separation. Now interesting thing, recently our starting point has changed, two years ago, more then two years ago, our starting point has changed. So, if your starting point change then everything change. Therefore the process is about the starting point, what is your starting point, where are you applying yourself, where are you living from, where are you expressing yourself from, what is your starting point because whatever your starting point is in any moment of action, expression, or experience, you will manifest that, and you will experience that starting point because we all create, every moment we create. So what you create is dependent on your starting point, and what you’ll experience of that creation is dependent on your starting point. Lets have a look at science for instance, you know, human beings who have a certain analogy of science, of this existence, of what it consists of, because of the starting point of existence, which is consciousness manifested as the mind consciousness system. If, have a look this whole existence, all the human beings and dimensional beings starting points was of consciousness existence manifested as a mind consciousness system because of separation. Within each and every single being in existence, the starting point was separation, and therefore the mind consciousness system manifested as that separation of the starting point that we accepted and allowed. Now, changing the starting point to self, everything change, because our starting point initially was of mind consciousness system manifestation separate from ourselves in separation, and therefore we manifested separation. Have a look at this world, have a look at this universe, existence, and we all participated in it therefore we are all responsible. Therefore I say, what two years ago or more then two years ago, the starting point within the dimensions changed because why, what did we remove, we removed the white light system, completely of existence. With the white light system what else went, the soul construct, the astral planes, the dimensional planes, the angels, the masters, the gods, the goddess, all construct of the white light gone. Therefore our starting point has to change that supported our starting point, which is of separation, which is of basic separation everything is obvious, it’s here, that our starting point in existence has been separation. So change your starting point to self to the expression as who you are as life, what happens what do you manifest, what do you experience, you experience yourself, you experience life. Lets say we change the starting point to heaven as earth, here, as ourselves in every moment, that is what we express, that is who we are, heaven as earth. We manifest that as heaven as earth in this world, simple, the most simplest of realizations in existence. So if each one in existence changed there starting point to oneness and equality, were each human being and dimensional being starting point is oneness and equality in every single moment of expression, what do we manifest, oneness and equality. Because why, we create that which we express that which we manifest, and that which we experience. We are creators. we already that, though, we haven’t been responsible ones I’d say, lords (<??) didn’t understand the creation, but that’s also a lie, we do very much understand creation, we just don’t want to go there because we realize what a fuck up we’ve created and now we try and hide from it, but your not able to because you know why? We’ve realized in terms of removing the white light and all of the constructs in heaven that have supported our starting point that was of separation, it’s not able to support us any longer. So our starting point has to change, and therefore human beings starting point has to change because they realize that the previous starting point of separation is not being supported by anything of there world because theres no relationship anymore. Your starting point of separation, there’s not a relationship to that for that which is manifested in this world. Therefore it won’t work, and you’ll start trying to re-create it, oh yeah, well within that you’ll start fucking yourself even more, and that is what we tried to do in the dimensions. Please, we tried to re-create everything again because we realized, shit, everything that has ever supported us or everything that we have ever done is not here anymore, we’ve got to do it ourselves. You know it’s the same with our access here with of a system, with of a construct, now it’s changed to we have to do it ourselves, and this is an entirely different story because now you can’t just do it at one point, you can’t just go “now I’ll just manifest.” No! impossible. You have to stand as all as one as equal taking everything into consideration in existence, past, present, future, whatever, all of you, before you are able to manifest here, and it’s a different story. Do you see what I am saying? Previously, it was just simple, you know mind projections, whatever, now we are not able to do that because we have to do it as ourselves. So human beings, we are in the same boat as you, what is that boat? That boat is to have your starting point be as all as one as equal before you’ll have access to yourself. Our access to self is the realization of ourselves as all as one, and the manifestation there of is our access here to earth specifically. Where your access is the experience of yourself in your world, that’s your guideline, that is where you see where your starting point is effective. Ok, so this is Jack, just an overview on starting point. Thank you very much.

2011 96 What is the beginning of Creation? Whois God really? -HOM Series By Jack

2011 Is our Youth being impulsed to be Imbeciles?

If one watch any movie that is out now or listen to the latest popular songs, one would be amazed at the content of what is being said or shown. This is the music we hear on the radio over and over again, which has a catchy beat, but the words are not anything that resembles words of wisdom and care. Movies with no sense of responsibility to the viewer watching with sex, murder, and making it cool to drink/do drugs posted at least once within the short time frame of it's viewing. The words being spoken now a days by pop icons, whom many young listeners adore and follow, are full of dysfunctional desires and improper messages sent out by these outlets. Why do we talk in ways that cause the denigration of our youth which is our future. Why do we degrade and devalue the act of physicality within the life we are living by polarizing life within beauty, and why do we create drones of sex obsessed people programmed from the mirrored of picture and words being pumped into them thru song and picture that sex is the ultimate of experiences, when it's but a facet of what life is here. There is a serious problem with what we 'like' for entertainment, what we agree as entertainment, and what message is being spread thru the waves of our entertainment mediums. Our livelihoods in the making, are you proud or satisfied of how our youth are currently being pushed and impulsed thru what is popular within music and movies? I am not, that is why I support and am one vote for an equal money system where music and movie will be made in consideration of what is best for all not just to make a buck. Join us if you care about life for our kids and the way life will be in years to come. It is up to us, lets start supporting what is best for all.

2011 Is our Youth being impulsed to be Imbeciles?

2011 Playing sports as a Kid

I am starting a hockey league up where I will be playing on sundays for a few months in the summer. When  I was little I was super competitive in sports, it's all I did and all I lived for, I loved playing all kinds of sports and competing to be the best in all of them that I played. I did not carry this enthusiasm into school or like an art, but only outdoors in play. I would gather kids where every I was, and we would play soccer or baseball or whatever the game would be. I have lessened my enthusiasm within competing in sports now, because I realize that I am creating a polarity of being better then another and competition is not real as I would be only competing/abusing myself. I use to get really angry if I lost or did poorly in a game, and would be very proud if I was successful. Allot of energy movement when in these games, the only reason being was to be a winner and boost my ego to show that I am great at something. Allot of it was ego and inferiority/superiority play outs basing myself on the act of winning or losing in sports.

Now when I play sports I have pushed myself and applied myself to let go of the ego, the competition, and the desire to win, and just be here in the physical movement. I noticed I am still worried about others thoughts about me, which I am working to stop, but overall have released this point of desire to be the best. In sports I just am physical and enjoy this movement and expression. When physical in sports you do not think, you just are and move in natural flow, this I find very supportive because it helps and give context to what it is to be a physical being and living here as this, sports as physical movement assists with this well.

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2011 Playing sports as a Kid

2011 Walking the Pattern of Self Judgement...

Alot of the anti desteni material has been cool support for me to see where I stand in terms of how I can best explain myself in a way that does not carry energy, but just the message being shared. I have been semi-satisfied with this as I have judged myself as not able to give a clear and concise point by point overview in my vlogs, but kinda scrambled from one point into another point with open ended statements. But overall the video is sufficient, I am usually over critical of myself due to me being a person that feels inferior or self conscious of who I am towards others, which has caused quite a hell of a ride in this life. I have walked allot within these points, and now I am able to stop and step beyond those points of self judgment that are irrelevant to living life. Using my understanding and realizations thus far to better direct myself for the best outcomes for all as well as myself is what I am fostering, and stopping all unnecessary patterns that cause no solution for anything. There really is no point in self judgment or being self conscious as these are points of fear I have found that I am holding onto due to definitions that I am placing myself as. I really have had enough of existing in this state of constant comparison and fear of others, so slowly but surely I see that I am walking this pattern to stop it completely. Many points are involved with this that I still have to walk thru, but I have come quite a way which is cool to say. I am thankful for the group at desteni for the support and all who are walking for a better world for all.

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2011 Walking the Pattern of Self Judgement...

2011 Barber Bites off Ear of Customer -- Check it out to find out Why

A dispute erupts in barbershop, and it end's with one losing half his ear. Yes, you read that right the barber bit the customer's ear nearly in half due to built up anger being released in a fit of rage. The customer was upset because the hair cut was taking to long, and got up and slammed the door to the shop shattering the glass. The barber went  after the customer outside, and that is where he bit the ear off.

This all due to the explosion of emotion and acting out the rage within to cause someone to do such a outrageous and hurtful thing, the actual act of biting into an ear and ripping it off takes effort and thought. This driven by the spike in emotion due to rage not directed and stopped properly equals an episode of disfunction and violence. 

Within the desteni-i-process one learn to identify self within the participation play-out of these emotions from the thought that triggered the event, to the trigger point, the emotions, picture, and memories that where concocted within oneself to follow thru with such a barbaric act. There was much impulse that was behind this action, and within the process, one learn how to harness this force, bring it back to self who created it, stop it with self will, and direct in a way that is best for all.  This process is to stop the abuse of this world within and as each one thru a process of self forgiveness and self corrective action in self honest investigation to be the director in ones life in responsibility of all who are here not just ones own self interest. 

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Source for Article: http://www.nj.com/mercer/index.ssf/2011/06/trenton_barber_is_accused_of_b.html

2011 Barber Bites off Ear of Customer -- Check it out to find out Why

2011 Being alone...

I am home alone tonight as D is on a training event for his work. I find it strange to be alone as I always have people around me within where I use to live, and pretty much growing up my whole life. This point of being around others was like a comfortability that I got use to, and it kind of is like an addiction because I am so use to having that point of support from others to talk with, hang out with, or do stuff with. Now that I am alone, I find myself missing those that I am use to being around. This is a point of dependency that I have accepted and allowed within my world due to my fear of lose and fear of not being able to support myself if and when the time comes, such as like being confronted with a bugler or 'hairy' situation on my own. The cool thing about the desteniiprocess is that it teaches you to be self sufficient thru the simple tools of using common sense and practicality in all situations that I encounter as well as seeing self as power no matter what the situation my be, and directing it in a way that is best for all. So the principles are here for support, my job is to implement them as a living word and utilize them when a 'tension' point especially arises using breath not the mind. So I plan to put these points into continued practice to thus become the self sustained being I am, and support myself here direct without need or want.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to fear being alone.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to relate that being alone with the thought of others harming me thru a break in or tense situation.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to connect the thought that I might get into conflict with someone and not be able to deal with it by myself.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting that I need a being(s) as a protector and support.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to believe that I need to be protected.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting the fear of getting harmed.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to believe family is where I belong.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to be defined by the word family.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting family to have power over who I am here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to define myself by a mans presence.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to feel safe when I am present with a male.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to connect the feeling of protection with the picture of a male.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting that I must be protected by a male.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to give my power away to the male as if I need to be living within his confines so I can be safe.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to believe that I need to be safe.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting pictures of males in my head as protectors.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to allow pictures and beliefs to direct me.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting fear of others to direct me.

I stop all fear of others and being alone as I realize I am here and can direct myself in common sense ways.

I stop defining myself by family and other people such as males.

I stop the desire to be safe and protected.

I stand as who I am one and equal to life with no needs or limits just here walking in what makes sense.

2011 Being alone...

2011 Stopping the Storm and Standing

I am looking at a point recently of walking process practically. I was looking at blame and how I use this to go in to points of self doubt and unworthiness not taking responsibility for who I am here but fucking around in the mind. What are these points of blame, but to cause more seperation within my world because i can never truly prove this point of blame towards another as they will always come back wiith the same reactions so nothing ever gets solved.  Also, blaming another in my world is just showing that I am not taking responsibility for myself, and thus comes the guilt. Guilt also is mind equaling not real so just more points of distraction and non acceptance. These points been coming up throughout my process, and lately as I have fallen a bit behind in my commitments.

I realized that I have to stop this point of going into the mind within my world and separating myself from it thru these emotions that come up, this will always cause conflict within myself. I must allow myself to walk thru points, fall and get back up again, all that matters is that I continue to get back up again. As Life is within the stand of a being, doesn't matter the path to get to here, as long as one is here constant as life, this obviously require a point of self honesty because one must be self willing there application not waiting around or ''taking there time' as a point of self abdication. I have to continually push myself to keep standing no matter what comes because I have created such a mind field of temptation here. However as long as I am here, wherever that my be, and I stand up for what is real, life one and equal for whats best for all - life will be free. This is why I do this as I as Life am free so freedom I walk to because I exist as my mind at the moment, and this is unacceptable to me.


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2011 Stopping the Storm and Standing

2011 What's so alluring about being Sexy?

Why do we call ourselves sexy? what does that imply when one is a sexy person? Obviously it's right here in the name, sexy is someone that you desire to have sex with. This attraction comes on like a automatic laser beam consuming you with the desires to get near and get close to the picture you see as sexy. This is usually with someone that is quite striking in looks, one that has a certain picture, and is defined within the societies norms to have a conformed view of what is 'beautiful'. Life has come down to this, when the attraction is met by the other, the deal is sealed, and the next is to plant the seed. This is based on energies racing thru the body, and the obsessive pull that ensues to release this build up. The sexier the better as we are obsessed with pictures that get the juices flowing so to speak, I have been consumed with the pictures of others and living my life based on the way a person looks, quite pathetic, and an absolute waste of time and abuse to life. We as life are not pictures, we are not these energies pulling and blinding us to what we actually are here as directive beings.

Sex is a point of self exploration and expansion, I am pushing this point within my agreement, and letting it go for a while to see where we stand. I have been quite satisfied with my application, but there is points of desire and lust for another being that I have to persist to stop and do necessary self forgiveness to release the build up. I usually lust over others that are similar to my personality, so this is another indicator that I am a system as I act automatic to impulses coming thru my body, no actual self expression within life here as who I am in this moment, but within the mind in comparisons, desires, and ideas about what I want and how I will get it. Not being directive within the realization that I am not energy, if looked at in self honesty, I am abdicating self responsibility to get a rush for a moment in time in spite of the abuse of following energies/mind causes.

Thru stopping sex for a while now, I realize that I don't need sex, I don't really care about it in terms of once released the desire for it also is released, it has stopped being something I am determined to get when I want it. Here within walking to freedom from this quest for the sexy picture to have a 'good' time with, I can expand myself within this expression to thus be able to enjoy as a whole human being one and equal with my partner in being physical.  This is a walk of self understanding, self willing to stop, and exploring places you are not use to going. Quite a fascinating ride, I suggest test it out as well, can you live without sex for 6 months? 

Some SF on Post while Writing

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to fear my mom reading this because its about sex.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to be embarrassed that my mom is reading this because i write of my sex life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to define myself by those who are within and throughout my world.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to separate myself from my mom as one and equal.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to see myself as separate form my mom and feel inferior.

I forgive myself for allowing and acceptig to be inferior to others, and thus be inferior to myself.

I stop polarities, I stop fears, I stop defining myself by my world, I stop emotions of embarrassment. I stop the separation of my mom and me as one and equal to life.

2011 What's so alluring about being Sexy?

2011 I am a Killer

Last night, I killed a being, I was in my room, cleaning and getting things sorted, and there was a fly flying around. It kept going to the window and the lights, to me, looking for a way out. So me going into the savior construct, I had to save the fly and get him outside. As I was doing this, I realized later thru writing with the back chat thoughts of, ‘oh the fly will appreciate it so much that a human will help him, and not kill him.’ ‘I am such a good human because i help bugs, what a hero I am.’ This is based on my own self making myself feel good and acceptable because of what I am doing, so reactive in my being as I am living to reach an outcome and become acceptable for myself in separation not seeing nor living this as who I am. Reactive as trying to get to a point of acceptability by fulfilling it in my actions instead of here accepted as who I am in breath. I am here.

Unfortunately for the fly, he was killed in the process. I went over to him with a cup because he was up high on the ceiling, and I didn't want to squash him accidentally with my hands,  I figured a cup would do the trick and I got a book to cover it, so he could sit in it while I transported him out the window. I got him under the cup, and he would not go in the cup so I started to move the cup down to boost him into the cup. While doing this I caught his delicate head, and it got detached from his body, killing him in that moment. This caused a reaction of sadness within me because I realize the implication of what I just did, causing the death of bug = myself for no reason, but for me to be satisfied. I also am living out the polarity of happy/disappointment because I am relying on these polarity emotions to direct me throughout this event. Going from happiness of saving the bug to sadness because I killed him, when if I was being directive, I would have seen that the bug could have just flew out the window on his own time, as he would fly there every once and a while anyways or not, he would stay put and chill. Allow him to live, and direct himself, but helping without harm done. Nope, I had to push the desire and I killed him. He was a big one, bigger then usual, and had probably lived many experiences, enjoyed his expression as a bug, and lived his life. If I would have just left him alone, he would be alive still. When going to help another, of course, if necessary is very cool, but I realize that I have to stop and take in all the considerations/implications that I can see at that moment, working with what is here as me, and to expand myself in seeing all that consists of the outflows of my actions. Stopping these emotions for desire fulfillment to be a hero, that I was pushing, and let life be as is, until I am aware of a point with all implications seen, to help to do what is best for all in all ways where I cause no harm.  Yes, this was not intentional, but I still should have checked my starting point, and seen where I was at. The desire to save was strong, showing that I still am seeing my world separate, and not fully facing who I am within it. I have to investigate this more.

SO my basic point is that, really, for me to look deeper into the points of what is best for all, and push self honesty to not cause any unnecessary harm to life in anyway whatsoever. If I abuse life in one iota, I am abuser of life, I push myself to stop abusing life thru self honesty and self forgiveness so I can be trusted with life and worthy to be a life being actually here alive as who I am truly one and equal as self.

Just a note, and one will know this as I have as well, many will say or think, well, it just a bug it doesn't feel anything, its dirty, tiny, it has no brain, it eats garbage, ect. but all of those are irrelevant because when one see in self honesty, this is a being equal and one to me, and feels pain as he/she is a physical being as I would feel pain as I am a physical being. Life is physical, and is living within physical laws, obviously, one’s perception/threshold of pain is different, but we all know how pain feels as a physical experience. The bug feels as a human feels as a dog feels as we all feel. I will always care no matter who the being is because I realize I am that being, and I put myself in there shoes. Obviously, self honesty is needed to determine the starting point of why I do what I do, and this once aligned for whats best for all life will start to change and manifest this outflow because I am this within.

In an equal money system, all beings will be respected and seen as one with life, interconnected and supported as part of the one whole as us living. All species, all races, all things created, respected and cared for as best it can be. I push to live in a way that respects all life in all that I do, one and equal to me, equal money system is the best way to get this done as its founded on creating life best for all. Investigate it and see for yourself.

Perspective on a Fly experience you mite not expect: Check it out, blew me away.

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2011 I am a Killer