2011 Sister Self Forgiveness

Today I had allot of anger towards my sister cause she implicitly imposes her will over my parents house because she has ocd and like things her way. She walks in the kitchen, and she has a pizza, I was hungry cause I just got home from work, so I was like cool, and grab a piece, and then I went for round 2 and she stops me saying that I can not eat another piece, I right then go into reaction of anger, like 'how dare she stop me from eating a piece of pizza' feeling entitled and like offended, then I go into the thoughts and past memories like a cache of artillery to rev up the energy of anger and allow myself to work up to explode on her. Thankfully I do not allow myself to explode any longer, but still allow the anger to influence me and talk spiteful back at her, raising my voice, and talking in a degrading way. Like trying to beat her down, but thru my mannerism and words, I am not physically abusive any longer.

This point of anger and spitefulness towards my sister has been going on for quite sometime as I have many memories of us, and her 'annoying' me. Even writing this theres a point within me that wants to blame her because in the physical she is doing these things to me, fucking around with me, but in essence this is me, I am creating this in my world, and all in my world is a reflection of me. I am showing myself to myself in where I am still holding on to separations and where I am justifying my demonic nature. So really my sister is a gift to show me who I am here, that I am existing within this abusive spiteful nature and maintaining this throughout my days by continuing to participate in theses thoughts and memories towards her and my world in general. I am not accepting this within myself any longer, that is why I am walking my process and stopping the mind, I am not the mind as thoughts and feelings and reactions, but I am that which is here as self directed, able to create at will in the best manner for all because I realize all that is here is me.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to react to the presence of my sister in irritation and superiority.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to blame my sister for the way I am accepting and allowing to exist within myself and stopping the reactions from directing me to stand stable and direct in common sense.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to see my sister as inferior to me realizing that I am seeing myself in a way where I am trying to compare to be seen in a 'higher' light then another to make myself feel more worthy and justified in the position I will take.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to go into comparison when I see my sister based on me desiring to win the argument or conflict I am having so I can be on top, the winner, and feel accomplished within my mind that I am better then my sister, I am more savvy.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to desire to be a winner, more savvy, more accomplished towards my sister because I hold myself within an expectation to be a winner because I see myself as having to prove myself within the people I am around.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to cause abuse to another to justify my own acceptance of myself in a point of self interest to make myself feel better.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to allow anger and rage to direct me towards my sister when I was not allowed to have another piece of pizza realizing that in that moment it wasn't about the pizza but trying to prove my point = ego.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to desire to fulfill my ego and become special in the eyes of myself, this world, and people in my world so I can be seen as better, a winner, and worthy above others believing that this life is a competition and I have to be on top to succeed.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to desire to succeed in this life no matter what the cost is to my fellow man.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to feel offended when I wasn't allowed to get a piece of pizza taking it personal ike she doesn't like me and think that I am special.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to feel offended and not accepted when I do not get the feedback in my world that I wish to get.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to have an expectation in this life realizing and understanding that having expectations is actually limiting the expression as me as a life being equal and one to the physical.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to react in spitefulness and anger when I took offense to not getting pizza and going into abuse to justify the 'hurt' that I experienced.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to cause abuse because I believe I was abused.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting that the outer can influence and abuse the inner me.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to define myself by how others perceive me accepting myself based on the feedback I am getting and the ideas and beliefs that I perceive the way I should be treated and get offended when I am not.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not accept myself as who I am here, and change self without judgement and shame in common sense, accepting myself as who I am.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to exist in the past and create a point of energy generation thru the thoughts I hold onto of my sister doing 'annoying' things to me in the past.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to hold onto the thoughts of her moving my stuff all over the place and not just keep it in the place i put it because she thinks its messy.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to hold onto the thoughts of all the times i have babysat for her and helped when she needed it and holding that against her based on me perceiving that I haven't got the same back when I do realize and understand what I give, I receive.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to exist in the past and allowing past memories to direct me within and as my world and what comes up.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting thoughts of judgement and memories to direct me, not directing myself here in stopping expectations and desires to get what i want.

I stop participating in this reaction of anger.

I stop defining myself by my outside world and participating in judgements in separation.

I stop expectations of what should be so and I stop taking all things personal towards who I realize I am as all as myself.

I stop separating myself from my world as my sister and face what has to be face and direct it in the best outcome possible for all.

I stop the anger and rage thru breath towards my sister walking away if it becomes too much until I cool down and become stable again.

I stop participating in the thoughts of memories from the past, and I stop holding my sister hostage within the past.

I stop separating myself from my world, and when this comes up again I breath adjust any reactions to be released and let go of, stopping all thoughts and memories of the past, and see myself within the shoes of the other and direct myself the way I would want to be treated. I stop the ego as personality and live here as principles of oneness and equality in self honesty and self forgiveness until I am here as one and equal to all life.

2011 Sister Self Forgiveness

2011 The Horror of this System

Within this world there are many different points where fear can set in, the violence, the abuse, the loss, the unknown, the wars, the guns, the bombs, the theft, all that one wish will never come to them. But within each moment these pains are multiplied countless times to countless beings and each time a horror is being lived; this is the way our world runs. Why do we create such a world? Why do we create such suffering knowing full well one would not want this for oneself? Why do we create such circumstances where this fear grows and consume the beings of this planet? We need to look at ourselves for some clarity. We are the deciders of this reality, we are the life within this world, consider the life thats lived by and within all and bring it back to self, who am I? The answer is here = equality for all, stop denying it, embrace it and lets get this done.

The answer to the horror of this current system......
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2011 The Horror of this System

2011 Lets Bring the Passion back to Life

When realizing about the equal money system that many are speaking about, I have seen a point that will be able to be expanded upon when all have equal opportunity to live because they have equal opportunity to money. This point is expression as self. Each being in this reality has something they enjoy doing, their passionate about doing...lately my passion has been my process of standing up for life by standing up within myself and stopping my mind = ego. Other then that, I enjoy being physical whether it be skiing, playing hockey, running, or building/fixing something, I like to move and solve problems. Other people have things that are different from me that they enjoy such as art, music, dancing, doing comedy, farming, countless expressions, but we all have points that we enjoy. Not to say that we are limited to these points, but these are what come naturally to self and simply what we like to do.

Within an equal money system all will be able to do what there passionate about as well as have the opportunity to expand into other fields because we have the basic support and will be able to support ourselves to have free time to actually start to live and enjoy what we are doing. Many including myself do not like struggling, working 40+ hours a week, living paycheck to paycheck,  worrying about what is going to happen next, and having to make unnecessary sacrifices like not going to dentist or doctor because we can't afford it. All these point are simple not necessary, everyone can and will in an equal money system have the opportunity to be free and live life as joy. This is right here in our midst, the only way we will see it manifest is by our own will, it's common sense, no being can have and hoard more then there fair share. Give all freely and give all equally at http://www.equalmoney.org. Join us today...we welcome you.

2011 Lets Bring the Passion back to Life

2011 Walking with Patiences

Patience for me has always been a struggle to practice, and yes it was a virtue that I needed to practice. I find with the desteni process I am walking I have become more patient with myself and all life around me. This is something that develops naturally within this process because the walk in self honesty takes much patients as it accumulates over time, it's not a quick fix. I in the beginning wanted to have the quick fix trying to get the points done as fast as possible, but within this I lost myself as I inevitable went into my head cutting corners, watching time, reacting to expectations, and allowing emotions. So within this impatient walk to patients many points have come up, which is cool and helpful for expansion.

Eventually, I learned that I have to slow down, stopping this rush to do and get places quickly, and manipulating to get what's mine in quick time. Fascinatingly enough, a surprising support I have found has been driving back and forth from place to place in my car, this I have gained much awareness in myself in terms of patience as you have to be quite present and calm to drive properly, this state taking patience. Driving being a cool gauge as I can check and see if I am going in my head reacting to others, like if someone cuts me off or something of that nature, I apply the self forgiveness where necessary, working to transcend this rush to get nowhere fast. Lots of self forgiveness in the car, which has been awesome. Patience it is a point I am working to integrate and live as me as I as this world will indeed need patience's and care to sort out what has been created. Cool tools to live by patience and care for self as life.

2011 Walking with Patiences

2011 Could You Live Without Money?

Everything in this existence comes down to money, there is not one point in this world where one can live without money without it being really tough and really restricting within movement and growth in one's life. There is a really cool video I heard recently from Matti Freeman, a fellow Destonian, called Equal Money for Dummies- Reloaded and he spoke of an analogy of money and people to fish in a salt water tank. Basically stating that fish need salt to live, so why would anyone make the fish work for the salt, struggle to get the salt, and die if the salt was not available to them, when all the while the livelihood of the fish depends on the salt. No one would not give the salt to the fish based on the obviousness of the need of the salt for the fish to live, and we all realize life is essential based on our will to live within ourselves, all realize life is what is important. So those that don't give the salt, do it deliberately and in full knowledge that it is essential for survival of the salt water fish to live.

This was a cool analogy and brought the need for the equal money implementation down to simple terms and it being imperative based on the fact that people are systematically being murder based on not having the means to stay alive, the means of course is money. Money is the salt in this current world system, but we create the system in a way, where it's like a game and you either have to get lucky by being born into it or gain it in some kind of fluck one and a billion chance. If you are the unlucky 80% of humanity never-mind the rest of life (nature, animals, oceans, ect), you are in the struggle for your life in trying to keep afloat to make it and sustain it for yourself and however is connected to you. If you look at the facts, the real stories going on in our world it's so fucked up, I mean we have continents where people are literally withering away and dying based on not being able to eat because they don't have money to buy a home, pay for water, buy cooking utensils, and buy  food to nourish there physical bodies. This having to be sustained on a continual basis, there is no education for them, no opportunity to get a job, no real infrastructure to create any movement in this direction meaning a very hard and painful life.

As a child I didn't ever consider what the implications of this actually was, how I would feel if this was me, or considering the suffering that is actually going on here, I had no care because I was too busy desiring the next sweet, the next game, the next fun, not understanding that my fun was the death of another child just like me. This child happened to be born in a family with no connections, no wealth, no opportunities, and no hope because the world sees this, knows full well this is happening, but still except the system as is with no cause for complaint because all are petrified of losing what is theirs and living that same fate as them suffering. This unfortunately is the cause of this manifesting, the separation of life we have accepted and allowed within this world, within our countries, and within ourselves that is causing the hardship and real murder of billions of people over the centuries to only look out for one's own self interest.

I have grown up now and realized the harsh way's of this current system and how people, animals, nature, and life is being disregarded and degraded because there is this greed and frenzy to have the most money no matter if one goes without. The system is completely based on greed and corruption, and needs to be done over. Listen to the budget votes going on here in America, this validating the statement I just made, wanting the rich to stay rich and give tax breaks, while the cuts go to the care of those who need it.

This is why I am voting for an equal money system so life can be fair, can be able to be lived by all in all ways, and can be able to expand upon in dignity and real exploration of ourselves as beings living not just trying to make it. This where we can enjoy each other and ourselves as beings, it's such a cool world, an amazing earth and nature, and so many fascinating people here, what are we waiting for? It's time we give all the ability to share and express the coolness that is us as life, this is what every being yearn for anyway, the expression of life in real freedom, this world can change, it is possible, money is the avenue which we decide. If one suffer we all suffer, this is a fact, look at our world, it's not going to get better til equality and respect is here for all. Humans can change, I have thru being self honest and walking and willing a process to change.

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Source: http://www.globalissues.org/article/26/poverty-facts-and-stats

2011 Could You Live Without Money?

2011 Do we have Free will in world that's dying?

My moms on a cult forum in a specific topic that is about desteni, I was reading from the thread tonight, and her latest post I would like to discuss here. This point of free will I would like to address what she brings up,

 "I have a free conscious. I don't have to do a thing, or I can. This is the part desteni cult member seem to miss. God gave us a free will. Your CHOICE to believe or not believe."

 Free choice is a point of self interest due to the fact that one do not want to go all the way and create a world where there is actual peace, suffering actually ends,  and life becomes joyful for all. This basically being toted because one do not want to take responsibility for themselves and walk the change that is necessary to end abuse, which is ending the abuse within ourselves. (See www.desteniiprocess.com for more info) Claiming that I have free will to help or not, while half the world is suffering, wars are being perpetuated, children are starving, getting sold in slavery, kidnapped for sex, the list of atrocities could go on for a while is unacceptable and should not exist because it’s not what anyone would want for themselves. Those that claim this will never happen, equality for all life and humans will never change, are being deceptive and are in self interest again because they do not want to change and give up stuff based on there fear they are accepting to only live to survive. This is not living.

This point of what and how this is going to be done is common sense, the way is equality for all and by all completely and throughout the entire system that is facilitating this world.  Being equals in fact, living this is what all in desteni stand for because it is the solution = equality in every way based on the realization that all life is one. Giving everyone a fair share to live in dignity is the standard for the new system we are proposing, this being done by equalizing all money for all beings because money makes life move and every being on this planet needs it to live. We are not interested in buying into or holding people's hands claiming that all have a choice to do or not do because it's there free will. Until equality is established for all, choice does not exist to do or not, this is coming down to critical point, people are living horribly because some want there free choice to do nothing, but only being ok for themselves, fuck that.

What is common and makes sense is creating a system that supports everyone and allows everyone the dignity to live and be sustained because this is a human right placed for all who are residing on this planet. We are not interested in walk for hunger, building houses for the 'less fortunate', donating clothes for kids in africa.....no this is unacceptable as this is accepting and allowing that these things are ok, they are valid, and thus we are allowing them to exist thru this acceptance and participation in these types of 'charities', these points being in existent shows the fuckedupness of the human race.

Free will is not real as we refer to it in this current system based on the fact that it is not actually for humans to be in freedom and able to have the ability to will themselves to do what they enjoy, but it is used by humans based on fear because they don't want to give up there security/survival and losing themselves within the grips of the current system. God does not exist because we do not live godly here, we are god, we are here, we are accepting this horror to be here. God is another escape for those who do not want to take responsibility and change themselves so all can live here in dignity. Whatever that takes is what is necessary to be done, any other option, any other opinion, any other solution that is not inclusive and consider the best outcome for all beings in equality is unacceptable and will not be entertained by those standing up for Life. Only real change by changing the system with a system based on the equality of each being and the oneness of all as life is valid because all life deserve this. This is all that matters, we will change the world, no god will come and save us, it is time we save ourselves.

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2011 Do we have Free will in world that's dying?

2011 Will the world Die along with all of us?

Tonight I am looking at this physical world as our home which, of course, includes all living beings. It's silly that we divide this world into partisan as countries, which comes along with loads of divisions within the macro to the micro living of all humans. There is much more suffering caused by these divisions then fun, causing wars and inequality based on so many heads doing the same stuff, but in competition. The rules are accustomed to each country governed under individual sovereignty to each head of state, but where is the commonality in that and where is the sense? Look at the state of the oceans, the plastic heaps are amazing, floating 3 miles wide in each part of the world, this has to be governed from each head of state with there own rules and regulations based on the laws that are here. Obviously, the laws/regulations/heads of states are not being effective at all based on the huge evidence piling wide and growing, do we considered this when we make zillions of plastic stuff based on the physical evidence here, I say no. There is no centralized body that is based on principles that stand no matter what but to protect the best interest of all, which is the best interest of life. We've tried with the EPA or UN or WB ect. but that has no power over the sovereignty of the state as we saw with the Iraq war, the rules are blatantly disregarded when winning and profit are the driving motivations.

Life is best and most effective when there is a commonality that applies to all here, each entity, and makes sense within what is practical and most efficient to produce the best outcome possible for all life on this planet. This can not be done based on profit or buddies where the line is easily bent, but must be done in the interest of life, keeping life here protected, safe, healthy, nurtured, able to expand and express, and free as this is what life is so the planet will not get destroyed. Consider what is being done to billions with no money, considered whats being done to nature for the drive for more, and consider yourself within all of it, and ask yourself what would I do if I where suffering like so many are in this moment?

I know what I would do I'd vote for eqaul money because life will always be honored and supported thru the principle of whats best because it is being lived. This is what will change the world, equality lived by each one in the support of all life.

2011 Will the world Die along with all of us?

2011 How I got to Desteni

HI All!

How I got to Desteni?

I found desteni just over two years ago while searching thru youtube on conspiracies type info and nwo material. While watching these videos, on the queue to the right a blonde headed kid kept popping up, and eventually i clicked on it. The first video I watched was on 2012 by Jack. Ever since then I have been watching and participating with desteni. At that time in my life back before desteni, I was looking for answers, very interested in spirits and afterlife communication, and I was trying to find ways to make myself more useful. I wanted to stop what was going on here with the abuse and suffering in this world, and I was aware that god was one and equal with all and I was one and equal with it, but couldn't find the answer that where easily applied and understood. A lot of the new age books where filled with indirect messages and convoluted answers, nothing direct and here. I was fascinated by all the different subjects within the videos and empowered by the message being shared thru desteni. Also, within the desteni community, it also is empowering because the people are very self motivated, creative, interesting, and inspiring, so it's a place where I knew I wanted to be and investigate further as I wanted to be in this way as well. Since applying the tools of self honesty, self forgiveness, and living one and equal to every being as myself I have become much more stable. I have stopped all drugs, alcohol, sex addictions, and in the process of stopping self hatred, emotional outburst, and have become a more capable being able to be clear and express with with directness instead of insecurity. I know who and where I stand always, so I am just applying myself to live this, and enjoying myself more within and as all the life around me here.

Why I stand with and for Equal Money and World Equality?

I stand with equal money and world equality because it makes sense and can be applied by and for all. In this system, every one will be supported. It being based on principles that includes everyone and done in the best case for everyone is the way to go. Equal money is based on the principles of life being one and equal to everything as yourself, and thus it will be generated and sustained within these principles always. Based on these principles, the system will guarantee the best life for all and this is what I would want for myself, so being equal and supporting all is the foundation for life within equal money and that is where I would like to be for me and all in this world.

What I understand to be heaven on earth?

Heaven on earth is freedom, real and true, this being able to be lived by all, where everyone gets to express themselves and experience themselves with no judgements nor limitations. Heaven being lived on earth is where all are looked at as equal as creators, and lived as this within and throughout the entirety of this world. All life existing in the best outcome possible using common sense and practicality to make a self sustaining environment healthy and pure for all to exist and enjoy. Heaven on earth would be living amongst nature, within and as nature, exploring and understanding the vast magnificence that is here as ourselves as our natural physical environment. Creating and being boundless within our expression in joy for living life here on the earth with all that exist, and realizing this here as me.

Videos that had an impact from Desteni:

War Kills Children as Well

-This showing the reality of what is going on in this world as war in Iraq, and how children as well as many others suffering based on the war that exist iin this world.

13 Adolf Hitler speaking from the AfterLife once released from the demon dimension

14 Adolf Hitler speaking from the AfterLife once released from the demon dimension

-Hitler's story, these particular videos was how he returned to innocence, shows the equality within us all no matter what one has done, all have a chance within self forgiveness and self honesty.

The Mouse Cursor on your screen--I am WATCHING YOU!!!!

-Awesome video about objects in this world and there perspective, extremely fascinating, all life is aware!

Nature and FUTURE EVENTS

-Perspective of mother nature, and how we are going to reap what we shewed.

Water- cleansing the human

-Perspective from water, how she cleanses and supports us every breath we take, also vaccines actually hinder her effectiveness to clean us from the toxins we ingest.

1 . Alien Travels and experiences as an Alien Child

-A perspective of an alien's experience in the inter-dimensional existence named Yonker, fascinating series, never shared likes this before.

Ex Sports - Fan Reincarnated as a Fly - PART 1 - The WAY of the FLY

Ex Sports - Fan Reincarnated as a Fly - PART 2 - The WAY of the FLY

Ex Sports - Fan Reincarnated as a Fly - PART 3 - The WAY of the FLY

Ex Sports - Fan Reincarnated as a Fly - PART 4 - The WAY of the FLY

-Eye opening series on the direct up close and personal experience of the consequences of what we have allowed and accepted here, and what is to be faced to stop all suffering forever.

The Bees explaining WHY they DIE

-Animal kingdom as the bees share there stand and perspective on stopping humans as mind consciousness system and doing what it takes to stop the suffering here til it's done. Humans are destroying the world, we need to stop or we will be stopped, choice is up to each one and all as a whole.

2011 How I got to Desteni

2011 Children found naked and hungry on street....mum no where to be found

Children where found on the street naked and hungry. this where the mother was no where to be found. Later to find out that she was out with her boyfriend leaving the children with a 14 year old autistic child. The kids where roaming the streets, they where taken in and brought to the police. This behavior is unacceptable for any being in this existence, and unfortunately this is happening much more then is reported.

Parents and those who are going to be in the care of others, need to be responsible beings, this only thru taking self responsibility, this story is an example to why this is the case. How otherwise are people in this world going to change, this world situation is going to change, the suffering going to end, no one is able to change another, we all know this is impossible. So a cool point with desteni is that we are challenging people, to stand up and take responsibility for themselves, stopping the desires and escapes that exist in this world even though at the moment 'it may feel goooooood', we need to stop, see what is here within this world within our own reality, and take responsibility for ourselves within it and change to stop the abuse period.

This being the change that will change the world, everyone changing ourselves, to stop our own abusive/dysfunctional behaviors and personalities to stand as all life equal here in what matters, this reality being lived here.

Check out the equal money book due out in September 2011, explaining the intricacies of this new system. Get email notifications here.

Source: http://www.myfoxny.com/dpp/news/teens-helped-unsupervised-roaming-children-in-jersey-city-20110617

2011 Children found naked and hungry on street....mum no where to be found

2011 96 What is the beginning of Creation? Whois God really? -HOM Series By Jack

I transcribed a video tonight that gives cool perspective on starting point, and what it means to live in an effective starting point that's best for all. This by Jack, a being thru the portal at Desteni. Enjoy.

96 What is the beginning of Creation? Whois God really? 

Gidday, this is Jack speaking, and I am speaking about starting point, the starting point. So let’s take it from the greater before we go to the smaller. From the greater perspective, what has been the starting point of creation? Separation. If you look at anu’s involvement in creation, he created the white light separate from him. He created mankind separate from him. He created this entire consciousness existence separate from him. In other words, his creation starting point was of separation, which is now referred to as consciousness existence based on ones starting point, separation. Now interesting thing, recently our starting point has changed, two years ago, more then two years ago, our starting point has changed. So, if your starting point change then everything change. Therefore the process is about the starting point, what is your starting point, where are you applying yourself, where are you living from, where are you expressing yourself from, what is your starting point because whatever your starting point is in any moment of action, expression, or experience, you will manifest that, and you will experience that starting point because we all create, every moment we create. So what you create is dependent on your starting point, and what you’ll experience of that creation is dependent on your starting point. Lets have a look at science for instance, you know, human beings who have a certain analogy of science, of this existence, of what it consists of, because of the starting point of existence, which is consciousness manifested as the mind consciousness system. If, have a look this whole existence, all the human beings and dimensional beings starting points was of consciousness existence manifested as a mind consciousness system because of separation. Within each and every single being in existence, the starting point was separation, and therefore the mind consciousness system manifested as that separation of the starting point that we accepted and allowed. Now, changing the starting point to self, everything change, because our starting point initially was of mind consciousness system manifestation separate from ourselves in separation, and therefore we manifested separation. Have a look at this world, have a look at this universe, existence, and we all participated in it therefore we are all responsible. Therefore I say, what two years ago or more then two years ago, the starting point within the dimensions changed because why, what did we remove, we removed the white light system, completely of existence. With the white light system what else went, the soul construct, the astral planes, the dimensional planes, the angels, the masters, the gods, the goddess, all construct of the white light gone. Therefore our starting point has to change that supported our starting point, which is of separation, which is of basic separation everything is obvious, it’s here, that our starting point in existence has been separation. So change your starting point to self to the expression as who you are as life, what happens what do you manifest, what do you experience, you experience yourself, you experience life. Lets say we change the starting point to heaven as earth, here, as ourselves in every moment, that is what we express, that is who we are, heaven as earth. We manifest that as heaven as earth in this world, simple, the most simplest of realizations in existence. So if each one in existence changed there starting point to oneness and equality, were each human being and dimensional being starting point is oneness and equality in every single moment of expression, what do we manifest, oneness and equality. Because why, we create that which we express that which we manifest, and that which we experience. We are creators. we already that, though, we haven’t been responsible ones I’d say, lords (<??) didn’t understand the creation, but that’s also a lie, we do very much understand creation, we just don’t want to go there because we realize what a fuck up we’ve created and now we try and hide from it, but your not able to because you know why? We’ve realized in terms of removing the white light and all of the constructs in heaven that have supported our starting point that was of separation, it’s not able to support us any longer. So our starting point has to change, and therefore human beings starting point has to change because they realize that the previous starting point of separation is not being supported by anything of there world because theres no relationship anymore. Your starting point of separation, there’s not a relationship to that for that which is manifested in this world. Therefore it won’t work, and you’ll start trying to re-create it, oh yeah, well within that you’ll start fucking yourself even more, and that is what we tried to do in the dimensions. Please, we tried to re-create everything again because we realized, shit, everything that has ever supported us or everything that we have ever done is not here anymore, we’ve got to do it ourselves. You know it’s the same with our access here with of a system, with of a construct, now it’s changed to we have to do it ourselves, and this is an entirely different story because now you can’t just do it at one point, you can’t just go “now I’ll just manifest.” No! impossible. You have to stand as all as one as equal taking everything into consideration in existence, past, present, future, whatever, all of you, before you are able to manifest here, and it’s a different story. Do you see what I am saying? Previously, it was just simple, you know mind projections, whatever, now we are not able to do that because we have to do it as ourselves. So human beings, we are in the same boat as you, what is that boat? That boat is to have your starting point be as all as one as equal before you’ll have access to yourself. Our access to self is the realization of ourselves as all as one, and the manifestation there of is our access here to earth specifically. Where your access is the experience of yourself in your world, that’s your guideline, that is where you see where your starting point is effective. Ok, so this is Jack, just an overview on starting point. Thank you very much.

2011 96 What is the beginning of Creation? Whois God really? -HOM Series By Jack

2011 Playing sports as a Kid

I am starting a hockey league up where I will be playing on sundays for a few months in the summer. When  I was little I was super competitive in sports, it's all I did and all I lived for, I loved playing all kinds of sports and competing to be the best in all of them that I played. I did not carry this enthusiasm into school or like an art, but only outdoors in play. I would gather kids where every I was, and we would play soccer or baseball or whatever the game would be. I have lessened my enthusiasm within competing in sports now, because I realize that I am creating a polarity of being better then another and competition is not real as I would be only competing/abusing myself. I use to get really angry if I lost or did poorly in a game, and would be very proud if I was successful. Allot of energy movement when in these games, the only reason being was to be a winner and boost my ego to show that I am great at something. Allot of it was ego and inferiority/superiority play outs basing myself on the act of winning or losing in sports.

Now when I play sports I have pushed myself and applied myself to let go of the ego, the competition, and the desire to win, and just be here in the physical movement. I noticed I am still worried about others thoughts about me, which I am working to stop, but overall have released this point of desire to be the best. In sports I just am physical and enjoy this movement and expression. When physical in sports you do not think, you just are and move in natural flow, this I find very supportive because it helps and give context to what it is to be a physical being and living here as this, sports as physical movement assists with this well.

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2011 Playing sports as a Kid

2011 Walking the Pattern of Self Judgement...

Alot of the anti desteni material has been cool support for me to see where I stand in terms of how I can best explain myself in a way that does not carry energy, but just the message being shared. I have been semi-satisfied with this as I have judged myself as not able to give a clear and concise point by point overview in my vlogs, but kinda scrambled from one point into another point with open ended statements. But overall the video is sufficient, I am usually over critical of myself due to me being a person that feels inferior or self conscious of who I am towards others, which has caused quite a hell of a ride in this life. I have walked allot within these points, and now I am able to stop and step beyond those points of self judgment that are irrelevant to living life. Using my understanding and realizations thus far to better direct myself for the best outcomes for all as well as myself is what I am fostering, and stopping all unnecessary patterns that cause no solution for anything. There really is no point in self judgment or being self conscious as these are points of fear I have found that I am holding onto due to definitions that I am placing myself as. I really have had enough of existing in this state of constant comparison and fear of others, so slowly but surely I see that I am walking this pattern to stop it completely. Many points are involved with this that I still have to walk thru, but I have come quite a way which is cool to say. I am thankful for the group at desteni for the support and all who are walking for a better world for all.

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2011 Walking the Pattern of Self Judgement...