2011 How to Eliminate the Anger that Kills.....

I have been looking at this point of rage built up thru anger and irritation within my world. I have noticed this more recently within driving and interacting with family, it causes a surge of irritation to pulsate thru-out my body and me within that react into anger and aggression towards the other on the road or a person in my family. I am going to discuss here on road rage, the family point is for another day. So for instance, a car recently was slowing down without putting his indicator lights on to show that he is turning, and eventually he came to a complete stop in the middle of the road. I then had to slam on my breaks because I was going fast causing Henri to slam forward.  Within this me driving fast behind this guy,  I was being spiteful because he was not indicating a turn, but slowing down quite significantly, where I ASSumed that he was doing this without considering me behind him. This disrupting me for some annoying reason I thought like he didn't get the right directions or he didn't know where he was, which caused me to be irritated that he was not prepared for what he was doing. So going fast behind him I was going to let him know that I am not just going to let him do what he pleases on the road, and he should be prepared for what he is doing. I then proceeded in that fit of rage when he stopped in the road to blow by him in my car going across the yellow line at a high speed cursing him in my head being not here as me physically driving, which is not safe nor responsible behavior.

Within this point of missing the physical and considering all points that is here accepting rage as ego, I was not considering the fact that it could have been any number of reason why this man slowed down and stopped in the middle of the road, and was irrelevant to what I was doing anyway because I didn't have to be anywhere, I was driving home from work. Also, being spiteful and blaming him for my own judgments and ideas that I made up rather quickly as this event was maybe 15 seconds, that he was unprepared and did not consider all the people who he was going to disrupt when he slowed down in the road and stopped. I mean this is really fucked up by myself, the guy could have been having a heart attack for all I knew and all I considered in that moment was me being inconvenienced and blaming him for that going into a fit of rage because I was offended that he did not consider me behind him within his decision to stop. Being spiteful and allowing the reaction in anger I see was a point I took where I took this driver's action of slowing down personally, seeing myself as a victim in the circumstance then seeking revenge because I did not get validation of my specialness as a being and being disregarded as important enough to show that he was stopping by indicating his lights, having a value judgment on those who use lights on cars and those that do not.

So looking at these points of taking things personally, being a victim, getting offended, making value judgments without fact but purely on assumptions, allowing rage to direct me, and causing potential harm and danger to other drivers on the road or any number of scenarios that could occur thru me speeding in a fit of anger is vastly irresponsible and not what I would want for myself. I realized that only trying to fulfill my ego had brought me to the point of anger which I could have  potentially killed or seriously injured another being, which is totally unacceptable because there is always another way, and that way is what is best for all as life stopping all points of ego, I could slow down along with the other driver, see if he is cool or in need of help, and cruise around him when the coast is clear on the other side being here- self being stable, breathing, directing in common sense in consideration of all that is here as myself. I in theory am subject to be a murderer, if this rage stays unchecked, is a real possibility as rage as ego only causes harm and abuse.  

After the energy ran out in this instant of rage, anger, and irritation, where I saw exactly what I was participating in as I was participating in it, but as been discussed earlier I overrode it due to energy stimulation addiction and desire to be ego, after the fact, I went fuck Garbrielle Stop! I do not accept this any longer- abusing others, and I applied self forgiveness as well as later in writing to the points I saw as relevant. I will further apply self forgiveness on this as these points are layered within me, there are many points to consider within rage and anger and how I participated with this, I will post as I proceed. The self forgiveness application here is necessary to be applied so to see and understand why I go into this automated point of rage, irritation, and anger when I am driving and have some kind of out of the 'norm' interaction with another, in this case it would be a man stopping in the middle of the road. Proof here that when in emotions as ego I became possessed by my own self righteousness and become a danger to others as well as myself by accepting ego as real and living it in real time- crossing the divide potentially crashing into other cars.

But the change here is where I saw what I had done as dishonest irresponsible behavior and applied self forgiveness immediately with self corrective statements to thus change myself in that moment to see and realize that yes there is another way, a responsible way, a safe and equal way for all involved, and I can live this new way the next time this rage or anger occur, I can stop it and live here as equals in common sense living. Within using the tools of self honesty, self forgiveness, and corrective change, I have changed to a being that I can be proud of living amongst life and participating with what is here as life without ego or shame, this not completely integrated as myself yet as seen above, but thus far I have done what I have done and I am able to say that I do trust myself, I do see that I can change, and I do see that I can stop these addictions to anger, rage, and spitefulness among others. It took many many years to make these behaviors/ego addications automated within me, so obviously its going to take great effort and many breaths to see this fully stopped and living as stability within my world not moved by anything but my own self will.  I have not been able to say this in the past as this was not true for me, but now here this is an indication that these tools work and can change a being from someone who is solely in self interest to get her energy addictions while being abusive to others when I didn't get my way to someone who is progressing in changing to consider every point of my reality in equality with me to so create the best outcome for all here and thus create peace. I am grateful for these tools and I will continue to walk them here as myself as all as one as equal until the tools are no longer needed as we live this here as who we are in freedom as self expression.

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2011 How to Eliminate the Anger that Kills.....

2011 I am a Destonian because......

I am a Destonain because I care about life, I care about the suffering in this world, I care about the physical conditions of hell that beings have to live in day in and day out, I care about the dis-ease that many feed into in this endless search for more, I care about fairness and respect of life here in this world, I care about homelessness, I care about equal opportunity for all, I  care about equal education for all, I care about children having a safe place to play no matter where they land, I care to end war, starvation, poverty, rape, slavery, murder, crime, I care about nature and the preservation of it's wonders, I care about the potential of life within self perfection, I care about peace and harmony to all that reside on this planet, I care about healing those who are ill, I am a Destonian because I care about life in freedom within and as self expression.

    Do you care, if you dare, stand as a Destonian who stand for all life equal in value to all that exist. No masters, no slave, but equal in every way and one as life.

2011 I am a Destonian because......

2011 Who is god when genetic defects exist?

I had just read an article where a man was born without fingerprints based on a mutation in the DNA strand that creates the fingerprints in the human body. These acts of mutation in the body are seemingly done at random with no identifiable reason as to why. Those who are effected can have at times major physical and mental deformities or disabilities as you can see within the picture shown to the left. The question I would like to look at is why is these deformities being created and who is creating this?  This is to directly put into question the creator many call 'god' who many in this world believe is all powerful and all knowing creating everything that is here.

If this god is all powerful, the creator of all that exist, and has the best interest for all involved in his absolute consideration, as he is the absolute point of this world and universe, why create a being that has a genetic defect. Why create a being where he/she suffers extensively more then necessary where each day is difficult to get thru based on no fault of his/her own, but born seemingly 'unlucky'. This is a deliberate action of abuse if who we say this 'god' or supreme being is is all powerful and all knowing as with this taken into consideration, 'god' had full awareness of the creation that is now the human with genetic defects. So is this pointing to the absence of understanding/realization in this all powerful 'god? or is this 'god' we have created within our world evil and vicious in his intent? Or could it be that this god that we have prayed and worshiped for millenia does not actually exist based on the complete fuck up this 'god' would have to be if allowed this obvious genetic defect and suffering not to mention the starvation of billions, the rape of the earth and it's people, and the disregard of life in equality as lived daily by many.

Obviously there is something out of sync with this supreme being we call 'god' because he is not that supreme or almighty if he can not fix what is here as the human race with suffering, disease, abnormalities, poverty. This leads to the question then what is god and how is this world such a mess? If we ponder this for a moment, we can come up with many mechanism and systems that would make the human experience a more pleasurable existence for all where implementation of what is best for all can be done quite simply using common sense. I am leaning towards the conclusion that this 'god' that we worship and revere as someone how is more supreme and higher then everything that exist is not real, is made up, and has no validity within what and how life is being created and lived in this reality. This then brings me to the conclusion if not 'god' then it has to be me as all humans that are responsible for the mutations of the genetics based on environmental disregard, food ingested with crazy chemicals induced, and many other factors that could be evidence of this being true. It's so easy to blame a god that is invisible, can not actual verify nor defend his/her claims against/for him/her, and is irrelevant to the suffering and solution that is needed to be implemented for these defects and suffering to be lifted and sorted by human action. It's time for humans to let go of our cruxs we have been hiding behind as this 'god' idea, and take responsibility to sort out the mess that is our current existence.

If you see the validity within the abuse of this idea we have come up with as the god concept abdicating ourselves from responsibility as equal creators to what is here within this reality then that's cool because you will see the common sense in what is being shared. There is much that needs to be studied and learned within the understanding of who we are as the creators of this reality and how we can in fact change the outcome of what has been created to be that which is life affirming and best for all here living. Fortunate for us, there is a resource within the world, which has shortened dramatically the information gathering and it can be found at desteni.co.za, where all these questions are researched extensively and answered within common sense to bring about a world equal and one, where all take responsibility for self and what is here, and eventually thru the principles lived all these ‘abnormalities’ will be corrected by self thru living.

2011 Who is god when genetic defects exist?

2011 Is our Health Industry making us better?

Have you ever wondered why we pop a pill to cure a dis-ease instead of using the known remedies that have healed humans and animals alike for thousands of years, which grow in trees and plants across this physical planet? As it is obvious that what is best for our bodies should be based on the source of where we came and what our bodies are made of, the earth, organic matter. As the saying goes 'mother nature can not be duplicated' in her nourishment of life and wholeness of intent. The earth is the 'best' source for where we should be using to help relieve ailments and strain not from the only treatment perpetuated in this drug crazed society, the pill, which claims to cure life's illnesses made within a factory run by a profit driven corporation. What say you, do they have our best interest at heart when their quota comes in at the end of the month and its behind some percentage points? I say no.

The pharmaceutical companies are driven on profit and making the most profit possible, there is much corruption within this industry that should be researched as I am not going to go into full detail here. There is one documentary I watched tonight called the The Cancer Report based on the overtaking of the whole medical industry to greed suppressing known cures for cancer for their drug laden treatment that is harsh to the body and does not have high success rates. The cancer cures mentioned thru known fruits, vegetables, and other natural foods that support the body to become balanced and in equilibrium with itself in the physical world had remarkable success rates in the cases where it was used that where deliberately not published by the high powered governmental and industry bodies. The case of Vitamin B17 and cancer killing agents within it is one you can research that gives evidence here to what I write. The comparison between the two treatments is quite striking, and the corruption of the 'associations' we trust in is disturbing.

In an equal money system, this will be obvious, not to say that no chemical compound will ever be used, but will never be monopolized within the health of life, and will be but an aspect of the wholeness of the living being in the living system of what will best support the individual and all as a whole within what we call 'healthy' living. All research, remedies, food, products, treatment, will be geared and developed for the best outcome possible for each and all life on the planet. Money being no more a driving force because everything will be open and available to all within equality, and the struggle to survive from making income will cease to exist. This along with the ever expansion of the realizations of ourselves as creators of this realities and the directors of how our 'health' is individually related equal and one to how we live our lives and who we are as beings. For more on this - the self as director of life, visit www.desteniiprocess.com.

We have a long way to get there, but the potential for this type of system is here,  and there is no better time then here now to start walking this into reality by changing self to live equal with all life. Support and participate in bringing equality here by walking as the example. Humans need to change in order for this system to change for what is best for all and stop the absolute disregard of human suffering to make the most profit, getting back to reality where life actually physically is what matters. Do you dare to care for the best life possible for all beings and to bring about heaven on earth, if yes, then the equal money system is for you. Join us all are welcome.

2011 Is our Health Industry making us better?

2011 ANNOUNCEMENT: DesteniProductions on Vimeo!

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2011 Sister Self Forgiveness

Today I had allot of anger towards my sister cause she implicitly imposes her will over my parents house because she has ocd and like things her way. She walks in the kitchen, and she has a pizza, I was hungry cause I just got home from work, so I was like cool, and grab a piece, and then I went for round 2 and she stops me saying that I can not eat another piece, I right then go into reaction of anger, like 'how dare she stop me from eating a piece of pizza' feeling entitled and like offended, then I go into the thoughts and past memories like a cache of artillery to rev up the energy of anger and allow myself to work up to explode on her. Thankfully I do not allow myself to explode any longer, but still allow the anger to influence me and talk spiteful back at her, raising my voice, and talking in a degrading way. Like trying to beat her down, but thru my mannerism and words, I am not physically abusive any longer.

This point of anger and spitefulness towards my sister has been going on for quite sometime as I have many memories of us, and her 'annoying' me. Even writing this theres a point within me that wants to blame her because in the physical she is doing these things to me, fucking around with me, but in essence this is me, I am creating this in my world, and all in my world is a reflection of me. I am showing myself to myself in where I am still holding on to separations and where I am justifying my demonic nature. So really my sister is a gift to show me who I am here, that I am existing within this abusive spiteful nature and maintaining this throughout my days by continuing to participate in theses thoughts and memories towards her and my world in general. I am not accepting this within myself any longer, that is why I am walking my process and stopping the mind, I am not the mind as thoughts and feelings and reactions, but I am that which is here as self directed, able to create at will in the best manner for all because I realize all that is here is me.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to react to the presence of my sister in irritation and superiority.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to blame my sister for the way I am accepting and allowing to exist within myself and stopping the reactions from directing me to stand stable and direct in common sense.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to see my sister as inferior to me realizing that I am seeing myself in a way where I am trying to compare to be seen in a 'higher' light then another to make myself feel more worthy and justified in the position I will take.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to go into comparison when I see my sister based on me desiring to win the argument or conflict I am having so I can be on top, the winner, and feel accomplished within my mind that I am better then my sister, I am more savvy.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to desire to be a winner, more savvy, more accomplished towards my sister because I hold myself within an expectation to be a winner because I see myself as having to prove myself within the people I am around.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to cause abuse to another to justify my own acceptance of myself in a point of self interest to make myself feel better.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to allow anger and rage to direct me towards my sister when I was not allowed to have another piece of pizza realizing that in that moment it wasn't about the pizza but trying to prove my point = ego.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to desire to fulfill my ego and become special in the eyes of myself, this world, and people in my world so I can be seen as better, a winner, and worthy above others believing that this life is a competition and I have to be on top to succeed.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to desire to succeed in this life no matter what the cost is to my fellow man.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to feel offended when I wasn't allowed to get a piece of pizza taking it personal ike she doesn't like me and think that I am special.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to feel offended and not accepted when I do not get the feedback in my world that I wish to get.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to have an expectation in this life realizing and understanding that having expectations is actually limiting the expression as me as a life being equal and one to the physical.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to react in spitefulness and anger when I took offense to not getting pizza and going into abuse to justify the 'hurt' that I experienced.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to cause abuse because I believe I was abused.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting that the outer can influence and abuse the inner me.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to define myself by how others perceive me accepting myself based on the feedback I am getting and the ideas and beliefs that I perceive the way I should be treated and get offended when I am not.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not accept myself as who I am here, and change self without judgement and shame in common sense, accepting myself as who I am.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to exist in the past and create a point of energy generation thru the thoughts I hold onto of my sister doing 'annoying' things to me in the past.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to hold onto the thoughts of her moving my stuff all over the place and not just keep it in the place i put it because she thinks its messy.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to hold onto the thoughts of all the times i have babysat for her and helped when she needed it and holding that against her based on me perceiving that I haven't got the same back when I do realize and understand what I give, I receive.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to exist in the past and allowing past memories to direct me within and as my world and what comes up.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting thoughts of judgement and memories to direct me, not directing myself here in stopping expectations and desires to get what i want.

I stop participating in this reaction of anger.

I stop defining myself by my outside world and participating in judgements in separation.

I stop expectations of what should be so and I stop taking all things personal towards who I realize I am as all as myself.

I stop separating myself from my world as my sister and face what has to be face and direct it in the best outcome possible for all.

I stop the anger and rage thru breath towards my sister walking away if it becomes too much until I cool down and become stable again.

I stop participating in the thoughts of memories from the past, and I stop holding my sister hostage within the past.

I stop separating myself from my world, and when this comes up again I breath adjust any reactions to be released and let go of, stopping all thoughts and memories of the past, and see myself within the shoes of the other and direct myself the way I would want to be treated. I stop the ego as personality and live here as principles of oneness and equality in self honesty and self forgiveness until I am here as one and equal to all life.

2011 Sister Self Forgiveness

2011 When Equal Money is Here.....Taxation will be No More!

The US has been downgraded from a triple A credit score rating to double A. This the first time in history that the US has not been at the top of the credit rating system, a big blow for those who care? Does anyone really care as these credit scores are not going to change anything, but cause more strain on the people that pay the taxes and don't have extra money to be comfortable with. They are saying the interest rates will go up, and taxes federally and state wide will increase to thus pay for the debt the country is bloated with. On the Kaiser Report show, they where discussing that the banks are planning on creating a global economy to have control of the worldwide economy, and then we will be taxed a global tax. Lol, this is quite extreme, getting taxed to death, based on the power we have given to money and commodities as consumer goods.

I was looking at the tax system and how this will change in equal money. First, I can not fully understand the tax system currently, I am not sure anyone can  even those that wrote it, lol, it's massive and has numerous loopholes, advantages, disadvantages, ect. In an equal money system, the money will be transparent and simplified for all to understand, only based on commerce purposes not to gain for profit. So all will be equal within understanding of what and how much things are based on the understanding that that is best for all. A practical way to get goods and services based on the expression of living life for life and caring for all to have equal opportunity to all that is here. In the end, all that is here is myself so it is enjoying ourselves as a living system. This in no way will be taken advantage of because everything will be available for all to enjoy, money only making it a way to get to that equal point.

Second, when equal money is here, tax will be no more meaning we will not be taxed for everything and anything that can be dreamt up. We will walk within the physical realm meaning if one do a service then one will gain what is agreed upon for that service. This done within flat rates where there is a known and constant amount given to a good or service and stays that way until agreed upon by all to change. No hidden fees or taxes, all will be known, all will be clear, and most importantly all will be fair. Also, only the best will be made in everything, so branding will end, as that is only done to make the most profit, and as been said profit along with taxes will end in an equal money system. Sign me up please!

We can live in a way where we create a system that is fair and honors all by impulsing equality and oneness throughout the world. That is what destonains are doing on the net and in their individual worlds, impulsing what is best for all, because thru this people obviously see and learn a new way thru example, true revolution that is peaceful and solvent, and thus equality grows and expands. We must walk the example of equality as ourselves if we want to see an economic system that respect life equal and one to money, and also an end to the taxation pit we all wish would just go away. Lets face what is here, and live the change for whats best for all. Support equal money system links on the left -> cheers.

2011 When Equal Money is Here.....Taxation will be No More!