2011 Why do we Lie to our Children?

The saying I have read recently I would like to talk about, it being “Not to spoil the ending for you, but everything is going to be ok”. This is a great deception the human perpetuates within the children and those who are looking for answers within our world. This statement is deceptive based on the fact that the end is not know by any being as the beginning is not understood. We have no idea as a race why we are here? We have no concept of what life is meant to be lived like? We have no point in reference to see or understand how life could be lived best for all because we are stuck in our minds, living in bubble worlds, and surviving for our own self preservation in little to no care of how our fellow man will survive. This uncaring of others and separating from who all are here as life that need to live as well as you do is the great downfall of man, and will be the end of man if we don’t get our head out of the clouds and here in REALity. Within this dream state we live in in our bubble worlds created and designed by our thoughts of grandeur and magnificence, we say these words to our children because that is our hope, we hope all will turn out ok and that all will be well in the end of this life, but that is just a hope. Something that neither can be tested to be true nor relied upon as fact. There is no certainty to our livelihoods here in this world as each day most beings scramble thru to make it, going against the grain in what feels like waves crashing over them such as the money system, the debt system, the consumerism system, the job system, to get enough money coming in to pay the bills and necessities. Working and working to keep this point of surviving going that is if they are able to keep there job or even get a job in this failing economy.

Now within this statement, what I can see and assess as an implication is that the point of god or a heaven saving us from our lives here on earth is a great hope that all will fulfill and thus this god or heaven will make all ok like a great big hero we see in a fairytale, this what we tell children to show that life isn’t all that bad, there are hopes for heros saving us, the great hero being god in heaven. But within this we do a disservice to our children as we do not give them the power that they deserve and that power is within and as self. Giving our children self empowerment to show them that they are the saviors of themselves and have the ability to not only save themselves, but help save and give comfort to all beings here by being the example of self empowerment thru giving all equal what would be wanted by one self. This point of self empowerment I have found has only been within the principles of unity and sharing as one and equal to all who reside here. Children learning from the get go that life is lived and generated by self creation thru living in consideration of all here and making sure all are cared for and welcomed.   Living a life in certainty guaranteed thru living as one community, one world, and one life, finding self as part of the whole and the whole within and as self. No separation within the two spectrum's, but living within this equilibrium with all that goes on here, within our system, within our communication, within our stories of learning to our children, giving them the tools and understanding that life is not a struggle of survival, but is guaranteed as a right for all who are born here. This we have to walk and create here within ourselves and within and as our system of living because it is not that way as of yet. Equal money system is a system that guarantees life for all worth living, and always considering the best for ourselves, our children, and all beings who live in this world, support it to support all within this way of loving our neighbor as ourselves, the foundational point of the system we need to create here for all to be supported.

This point of the right of life for all who live is obvious and self evident, and will be understood immediately by children as they are innocent and ready for the truth of this world, we don’t want fear, we don’t want struggle, and we certainly don’t want to suffer, so all these points will go when we realize that giving false hope to the youth within these statements of happy endings is not productive and only going to turn out unwanted. Lets give our children a fresh start and a new beginning by starting new stories that show them how to live as equals and be the example as the parent to give this gift to our children. This take dedication and will, but nothing is more worth it then the continuation of ourselves thru and as our children. This is what I focus on, leaving this world a more united place and equal in all ways,  so the children have a chance to get it physically moving.  It always starts with ourselves, and who we are in each and every moment, so make these moments count, all your breaths making them best for all, and start the process of correction thru self forgiveness to give all children a chance for this better life we can give them, stopping the suffering forevermore. We are the examples the children are looking up to, lets stop the false fairy tales and give life that is real and works physical practically for all thru a system that supports all, www.equalmoney.org. This an unlimited exploration and expansion of self if we allow it to be. We are the allowance of the living of our future, we decide thru the example we set and give to our children. Give peace a chance by giving our children the peace they deserve thru a system worth living in that is equal and one to how you would want to live.

2011 Why do we Lie to our Children?

2011 Why do we Desire Heaven?

A quote by the late Steve Jobs, who recently died, and is quite fitting to what is experienced or expected to be experienced by many humans after there life here on earth. The quote being, “no one wants to die, but everyone want to go to heaven”. Within this statement, Mr. Jobs is implying as what I gather that to get to heaven one must die, and the obviousness of dying is unwelcome to all who live because of the fear that is involved and the freedom we have within being a living, breathing, physical being, but we still yearn for this place called heaven as we desire to go somewhere better then what’s here.

This desire is built upon the fact that for one, the world we see around us is fucking insane, it’s a crazy place, there is no sense of camaraderie, it’s a ‘dog eat dog’ world as the saying goes, and many whether it be big or small feel this tension within the fear of survival we all face. We are afraid for our children, one of the first things I learned as a child was ‘never talk to strangers’, getting this sense of fear of others at a very young age as kids went missing everyday. So the lifestyle here is one of fear, angst, and grit, if we can not trust others with children and we can not be guaranteed a life worth living, then no one is safe. We all feel this point of survival, that we need to be ruthless in order to survive because so many we see around us is having hellish lives and that is the last place any being would want to be in, but unfortunately the way this current system runs many do not have that choice. Look at those without money, without opportunity, without proper conditions for living, without food to eat, we create these types of situations for others based on the agreement of all that life is this dog eat dog world, and we have to be ruthless and protect myself and my family to survive. We have to survive no matter who or what is effected, I have to save me. The desire for a heaven in another place, a better place, is based on this fear of survival due to the money system that perpetuates winners and losers we accept as capitalism, and this desire being felt more and more for those who are on the losing end.

Dying for humans though, is a scary prospect because no one actually knows what goes on beyond the grave, we don’t know if there is a place of pearls and honey or if there is nothing and we just end. There is no certainty to this point of transition from life to death, and this is what scares people the most, the unknown of what is to come. There is this glimmer of hope though, that has been built up within the human folklore that there is a paradise that lay beyond the grave for us to enjoy for getting thru and bearing this harsh world we have just left. This has always been from many places and faces I have seen the accepted nature of this world, that it is a harsh place by design and that we must be rewarded for bearing thru it by a lovely paradise in our deaths, what many refer to as heaven. And of course is pushed and pronounced in our religious and spiritual circles. 

In Steve Jobs quote, “no one wants to die, but everyone want to go to heaven”, this is true in the sense that many do not want to die for reasons I listed above basically the fear of the unknown, but all want to see heaven and live in a heavenly place. This is understandable as who would not want to live in heaven, peace, freedom, relaxation, true sense of calm as life is not in question, life is guaranteed. But within this realization that heaven is where we all want to be, what does not jive and does not make sense as it is counter to where we all say this heaven exist as life, is that death is what brings us to this heavenly abode. We call this place the after life, but no being knows this, and if we are dead, we are no longer alive as we are no longer here to experience life in the physical as what is real, so it is not the after life, but simply death. This conception that there is life after this life can not be real as then we would not die, why create this earth, this world when we just suffer thru it and then die to go back to life again, doesn't make sense. Again I live and walk in what makes practical sense, what can be feasibly tested, and this life here on this earth is where I am as a living being, and where I see all life is. This makes sense as life because I am living in physical substance what is real and what is here. The trees, the plants, the animals, the movement and flow of our lives everyday this is real as it is tangible and can be physically touched and worked with. Death is where life ends, the being leave the physical and goes to the unknown where life is left behind as this physical world.

The point that is skewed and has always caused the suffering is the human involvement in this physical world we are living and suffering in. We are the ones creating the lives that is here for ourselves, nature is not destroying the very physical fabric substance that supports our every breath, the animals are not creating the governments and economic structure we use to run our lives, the insects are not hoarding the goods and resources that are here for all to share, the oceans are not abusing and being cruel deliberately to those that are innocent and vulnerable. We, humans, are the ones who hoard resources and wealth, we are the ones who create governments and economic structures that confine and restrict from free movement and unity of all, we are the ones who abuse life very harshly and cruelly based on the fear that we allow to control, and we are the ones who are destroying ourselves, our world, and the unconditional expression of nature that is giving of themselves every breath that supports us unconditionally even as we deliberately abuse this.

But we do not learn, we do not hear, and we do not change until our lives are at stake, until death meet at our doorsteps, and then we have a change of heart and hope that there is a heaven where we can be saved. The hope born from fear. It’s sad the ignorance of man as we squander and destroy the life that is right before our eyes in physical 3-D for us to make heaven as a physical living system on this earth as all the resources are here and we have the ability to do this, but we chose to go to greed, ignorance, and fear because we desire to have more and see life in separation. Separating  ourselves from person to person and species to species, not seeing the actual oneness that lives within all of it, the life essence that is within all of us here. 

This is not to be taken lightly, we are at a crossroads as humanity, and we all realize this, we see the state of the world falling, it is those who see this and realize that heaven is here in this physical world that will make the difference and create the change that is needed. Not waiting for death, hoping for a savior as heaven, or fearing the unknown, but living and supporting life here as what is best for all as what would be best for myself. We have the opportunity here to change what is busy happening, we have the path to heaven on earth in front of us, and we all have the will as self to bring this forth. It's thru principles in living that will see this thru, as all have to be seen and understood as equals as life in this reality to have a system that makes sense and a place where a heavenly existence for real can exist. Until life is lived one and equal as self as this world, ending the illusion that there is some other savior as heaven in death, heaven will not be. Steve Jobs made an important point, life is not to be feared nor heaven is to be made a folklore, humans need to stand up and change themselves and bring forth thru actual physical action to get to a place where heaven exist for all on this earth. Support equality, support your self to become equal to all life here, support the equal life foundation, which will give way to the political means to see these principles set into motion on a national and global scale. Each vote counts as it is one man one vote, so show your vote and participate to create heaven in no other place then where it’s always been.....here. 

2011 Why do we Desire Heaven?

2011 Let's NOT go to War...STOP Self

War as we have existed within the human race for our whole history basically, what is it showing us? Why have we not stopped warring against each other? This can be seen within the simplest of equations, which I enjoy as it is able to be understood by all, is the 1+1=2 equality equation. We are trying to take more from another that we want for ourselves, and do not want to share equally with all what is here and belongs to no one in particular, but is unconditionally given by nature. We are also doing that within ourselves as beings, where we war against ourselves, not allowing and accepting ourselves to live in unison and equality of all who is here one and equal with ourselves, but separating us based on this point of desiring more then another or seeing self as less then due to holding onto a judgment, belief, idea that is not real in fact as it can not be touch, felt, or seen.

I as all beings here are worthy and deserve to live, but within myself to be life I have to live life, and life is principled within oneness and equality unconditionally for all, but can only be individualized and received whole by all beings thru living it in fact with all as physical outflows considering all in every breath. That is what many are busy with in the process, and walking self honesty and self forgiveness to become this being who is in fact equal and one to life changing self to stand equal and one to all as you see all as self, and thus stop the war within and will stop the war without because all are me, so why would I battle me? Makes no sense, yes.  Self can only diminish self, and I do this within the constant self defeating thoughts I participate in and follow throughout my days, the constant battle within of the polarity play-out of being better and creating the balance of that as less then within my world. If I see myself and think myself as unworthy and inferior to what is here as life in equality then I will live this as me in fact, being depressed and jealous of others who I see better when in fact I am creating this state by being in it and not changing to equalize myself as I am capable of doing this as I am life just like the other. It will not be equal and one for me if I don't stop these thoughts from directing me as I am causing this battle with myself within me based on thinking of myself in this way. So I have learned and walked the process I mentioned early, and slowly and sometimes bumpily, but steadily walking myself into and as equality to all life here stopping thoughts, stopping judgments, stopping beliefs that only divide living HERE as breath as a physical being. This is the way to go I've found, focusing on what matters which is physical movement and solutions, and creating life here that supports all thru my self living this each day breath by breath.

In war tho, we see this play-out of the battle that rages within self, the anger, the torture, the barbarism, the disregard for life, the greed and brutality, and the never ending cycles that this has gone thru over and over within the years only to return once again to war based on us always existing within this way. As within so without, war within humanity equals war without as humanity = Iraq, Afghanistan, Israel, Libya, ect.  There is never any solution or resolve within ending a war as it is just for a moment, then another hiccup of a fight happens or a point of dominating another is seeked, and another war ensues as we are not looking at it from the shoes of another, but from the self in a bubble only looking out for what is his/hers own self interest. No equality only separation and isolation in an attempt of securing ones assets and fearing the loss of that acquisition, but this again a never ending cycle as there always is a point where you are going to have less and desire more, that hole in essence will never be filled. Unfortunately for war, there is a point were this will all go away and that is when we in fact have destroyed ourselves along with our world environment entirely. Take a look at the weapons that have been developed and the sheer number of them in this moment. Weaponized nuclear bombs able to be dropped in any point desired on this planet with the push of a button, who is to be pushing that button, look within yourself and you can see, the craziness the human race has gone to ready to destroy masses of life based on the demons (de-MAN-s) within that we allow to rule. We are absolutely crazy in fear and greed, and we need to get back to reality to see what is real, what matters, and what is actually life here.

We have to take care of our inner worlds, each and every being, to stop the hatred of ourselves and the fear of what is here as this world, we have to give ourselves back to our selves as innocence as who we really are as the expression of living and creativity which we all express in moments of joy as we freely move. We can live in a world without war, we can live in a world where all are secure and supported, we can live in a world where all have enough and are safe, we can live in a world where all we see is I. This is possible, it only takes the will of man to change ourselves to benevolent beings thru living in truth of self and pushing change to live in equality with all others as self, seeing everyone one to self and birthing this within and throughout each ones world eventually the world will be one. This also can be facilitated within a system of support thru the medium of money being in equal value for all life in all ways driving a system best for each one in fairness and respect, so all have a opportunity for expansion and expression. Living heaven on earth is possible, we must will it and live it into being, there is no other way, no god, no master, and no slaves will bring it here, we as all as one as equal as life will bring it here as this in essence is the will of life so we are just walking this into being, into physical living as who we are as our physical existence on this physical planet. Lets do it.

2011 Let's NOT go to War...STOP Self

2011 Find Out HERE What Divides Man.....

Its crazy in the world today two seemingly equal people can live such different lifestyles. Two males for instance both are literate, both have the ability to reason and problem solve, and both have health like an ox, but the difference being in this story is that one has money and one do not. Money, the great divider of life in this current insane system we are living and accepting as valid daily.

We all know now after knowing this all important fact how each of these guys lives will end up being lived. One in ease, relaxation, and comfortably in his daily life (relatively speaking for purposes of my point in this blog). The other in pain, stress, and constant worrying for his next meal or place to stay. One has all the opportunities in the world because he has the opportunity to pay to get into the door. The other guy getting scowled at and mocked because he is sitting next to the door begging for someone to give him some coins so he can get his daily bread. One has all the resources at his fingertips because he has the ability to sustain and upgrade each new gadget that comes to the market with the flick of the wrist as the card scans thru the machine. While the other walks around in dirty run down clothes and shoes with holes in the heel from the miles of steps he has taken around the town slums looking for his next meal. One on his way to vacation in the tropics on a yacht fit for a king. While the other looks for his next underpass or tree cover to not get his clothes drenched from the storm that is brewing overhead.

The commonality in these two man is the physical, this of course the only thing that really matters as it is what keeps us, all life, alive. They each need to eat, drink water, sleep, shower, stay healthy, and maintain money flow to live in sustenance, but the difference is one is in struggle to get this and one is in peace. Why do we create such a world where our fellow man is living in struggle while another in peace, this only can be accepted and allowed by a people that is selfish, greedy, and do not care about anyone elses' happiness, but there own. Humans not loving their neighbor as themselves, the one fundamental rule we learned in kindergarten, but funny no one truly lives this.

This point easily being solved by creating a system where everyone is supported with basic needs and basic allowance to sustain these needs throughout ones life. It will not take that much money to sustain this system, and there will be enough to do so as we will be the creators and directors of how this system operate, the only standards are upholding the life principles of equality and oneness for what is best for all life within and as yourself. If you do not stand for what is best for all life to live in comfort and peace by letting the struggle to survive diminish forevermore for every being thru giving all equality as a living system then you do not deserve the right to live as you will not give that right to another. This not to be sorted out by any higher authority, but by yourself as we are defining who we are in each and every breath. You will face you, but you have the opportunity here now to support a new system that will support everyone, equal money is the way as it will in fact accomplish the principles that life is founded on being equal and one to life as self.  Do not hesitate, walk as an equal to your fellow man by giving all equal money to supply their daily living....division only breaks down and rots, equality in living binds forever and is solid as rock, lets build life from a foundation of rocks thru unity and sharing.

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2011 Find Out HERE What Divides Man.....

2011 Destonians: Are we a Cult?

My mom is on a cult forum discussing how much of a cult desteni is and how much of a scam Bernard is because we as destonians give money to desteni. This is not something i will debate nor give credence to because my mom is possessed by this point and doesn't hear any reason, but her own validation to her claims about desteni. "There are reasons why we here at RR refer to desteni cult as a cult, IT IS. Why you ask? Well the shaved heads would be a good start. desteni cult being all the members seem to take part in. There does seem to be a hierarchy also, Bernard at the top. We have witnessed what he is spewing. What he expects the members to take part in we all question. WHY?? All this for ems. Why not just get on with it? " this was written by my mom in her latest post, I have gone over plenty of times why I shaved my head for reasons to stop abuse of the earth, the water table, and to show that I do not define myself by beauty nor do any being need to define themselves by what we look like, and the group did for similar reasons. "There does seem to be a hierarchy also, Bernard at the top." Bernard is not at the top, he is equal to all in the group there being no hierarchical because we are equals, but their are principles we live by and if you don't stand equal to the group in the principles of life then that is your choice and you thus will not stand equal to the group because you are not standing as such, Bernard walks his talk as far as I have witnessed and it is irreverent if I am not walking my talk, does my mom walk her talk- she will have to answer this for her self.

"What he expects the members to take part in we all question." This needs more elaboration, but all I have participated in with Desteni is self forgiveness, self honesty, expansion and exploration of who I am and how I have created myself- stopping fears, addictions, judgement of myself and others, self hatred, defining myself by others, and many other cool points that caused allot of misery within me for allot of my life, it's just a matter of letting that stuff go and walking the change. Those at desteni are doing that, Bernard is just a reference point and he shares his realizations because he walked this process before all of us, he was the first or one of the first to walk it. His story is in the material, so read up on it, it is a fascinating tale.  Mom I do not go to your groups and bash them, assume stuff about what others say whether it be verifiable or not, and bash those who are pushing themselves and expanding themselves in there fears and struggles in there lives. Desteni is a cool place to be and witness other peoples accomplishments, and walking their process with them as they expand and blossom so to speak in to a being that they are proud of and are changing for real. Don't knock it just cause you fear it, there is points we can discuss and come to common ground on, we do not have to go to war with eachother cause it's obvious this is not about desteni nor berarnd, but you and I, to be continued...

But another point that could be addressed here on the Rick Ross forum at large is what are all of you doing to create a more decent world or better situation for the billions suffering right now, why focus so much on cults, why not come up with a solution for the starvation of millions of children across the world? I have asked this to many who claim Desteni is a cult or a scam, ect. and they go into excuse and justification to why they are right and what I say is invalid, thus they are in ego and I do not converse any longer because it is pointless.  See when the focus goes personal and the 'Rick Ross crew' and people against what Desteni stand for actually have to face themselves, they will go into attack mode defending there ego, or possibly have a breakthrough and gain self awareness and realize that life is equal and one. Unfortunately tho, the response of those that are possessed by desteni cult is usually the attack mode and defending ego as it is how they have defined themselves by and believe it is who they are thus anything questioning that, they fear because it is questioning who they believe they are = there ego/mind. Life has no condition nor opinion, belief, judgement, or any separation that humans harbor, Life is unconditional and is living as what is best for all in the scope of this existence, we are but drops in the ocean to what is here as existence as the physical, so have some consideration for this, and understand yourself within it, we are not less then this realization, we are equal because we are also life, and thus must take responsibility for what we have created and fix that which does not work, equal money system, when more well known after allot of hard work, will be a foundational point to fix this current world and the atrocities that are being perpetuated daily by human activity.

I have to say it is quite unfortunate that people waste so much time on believing desteni is a cult and that we are something to fear. But the truth of the matter is that you are fearing yourself, fearing facing the truth of who you are and what you have accepted and allowed within your life, I know it is extremely diffucult to face and realize that about yourself, the evil that is within and I have participated in, but it must be faced, and it can be faced. Using the tools of self honesty, self forgiveness, changing self thru forgiveness realizations, and breathing as a stabilizer, it is possible to face yourself as many have and are examples of this truth. The point people need to see and realize is that that smaller act of abuse is reverberating into the greater scale of this world. When one abuse an animal for instance, that is adding to the abuse to the whole of this world in every facet, making and creating it here, by continually participating in it on an individual level and thus on the world level as well. Wars between neighbors, wars within families, wars between nations, it's all the same, and it's started as the war within ourselves.

Desteni is here to correct that thru the tools shared, correct ourselves so we are able to stop the war within and thus stop the war without. It's possible and doable, it's all about your own self will, self dedication, and self worth. This is where self honesty is helpful because if practiced it forces one over time to live truth, it is a process of course, but it develops the skill to see self honestly and see what is here in truth thru common sense and self forgiveness. Destonians are a group of all different walks of life from around the world who are willing ourselves to live equal and one to all in fact in real time, thru supporting and assisting each other as a group standing within the principles shared here. It's an awesome place to be and it does not go without challenges, so be prepared to face ALL of you, it's so worth it tho Life has waited long enough.

Nothing matters, but the matters at hand and those matters is real life, real suffering, real death, and real tragedy, so who are you in the face of this are you going to be the judas or the jesus? The choice is yours as the solution is always going to be one and equal to life best for all.  Lets stop wasting time with this nonsense of cults and get to the truth of the matter, the problems of the world, it's time humanity face this, Destonians are standing as an example of those who are doing just that.

2011 Destonians: Are we a Cult?

2011 How to Eliminate the Anger that Kills.....

I have been looking at this point of rage built up thru anger and irritation within my world. I have noticed this more recently within driving and interacting with family, it causes a surge of irritation to pulsate thru-out my body and me within that react into anger and aggression towards the other on the road or a person in my family. I am going to discuss here on road rage, the family point is for another day. So for instance, a car recently was slowing down without putting his indicator lights on to show that he is turning, and eventually he came to a complete stop in the middle of the road. I then had to slam on my breaks because I was going fast causing Henri to slam forward.  Within this me driving fast behind this guy,  I was being spiteful because he was not indicating a turn, but slowing down quite significantly, where I ASSumed that he was doing this without considering me behind him. This disrupting me for some annoying reason I thought like he didn't get the right directions or he didn't know where he was, which caused me to be irritated that he was not prepared for what he was doing. So going fast behind him I was going to let him know that I am not just going to let him do what he pleases on the road, and he should be prepared for what he is doing. I then proceeded in that fit of rage when he stopped in the road to blow by him in my car going across the yellow line at a high speed cursing him in my head being not here as me physically driving, which is not safe nor responsible behavior.

Within this point of missing the physical and considering all points that is here accepting rage as ego, I was not considering the fact that it could have been any number of reason why this man slowed down and stopped in the middle of the road, and was irrelevant to what I was doing anyway because I didn't have to be anywhere, I was driving home from work. Also, being spiteful and blaming him for my own judgments and ideas that I made up rather quickly as this event was maybe 15 seconds, that he was unprepared and did not consider all the people who he was going to disrupt when he slowed down in the road and stopped. I mean this is really fucked up by myself, the guy could have been having a heart attack for all I knew and all I considered in that moment was me being inconvenienced and blaming him for that going into a fit of rage because I was offended that he did not consider me behind him within his decision to stop. Being spiteful and allowing the reaction in anger I see was a point I took where I took this driver's action of slowing down personally, seeing myself as a victim in the circumstance then seeking revenge because I did not get validation of my specialness as a being and being disregarded as important enough to show that he was stopping by indicating his lights, having a value judgment on those who use lights on cars and those that do not.

So looking at these points of taking things personally, being a victim, getting offended, making value judgments without fact but purely on assumptions, allowing rage to direct me, and causing potential harm and danger to other drivers on the road or any number of scenarios that could occur thru me speeding in a fit of anger is vastly irresponsible and not what I would want for myself. I realized that only trying to fulfill my ego had brought me to the point of anger which I could have  potentially killed or seriously injured another being, which is totally unacceptable because there is always another way, and that way is what is best for all as life stopping all points of ego, I could slow down along with the other driver, see if he is cool or in need of help, and cruise around him when the coast is clear on the other side being here- self being stable, breathing, directing in common sense in consideration of all that is here as myself. I in theory am subject to be a murderer, if this rage stays unchecked, is a real possibility as rage as ego only causes harm and abuse.  

After the energy ran out in this instant of rage, anger, and irritation, where I saw exactly what I was participating in as I was participating in it, but as been discussed earlier I overrode it due to energy stimulation addiction and desire to be ego, after the fact, I went fuck Garbrielle Stop! I do not accept this any longer- abusing others, and I applied self forgiveness as well as later in writing to the points I saw as relevant. I will further apply self forgiveness on this as these points are layered within me, there are many points to consider within rage and anger and how I participated with this, I will post as I proceed. The self forgiveness application here is necessary to be applied so to see and understand why I go into this automated point of rage, irritation, and anger when I am driving and have some kind of out of the 'norm' interaction with another, in this case it would be a man stopping in the middle of the road. Proof here that when in emotions as ego I became possessed by my own self righteousness and become a danger to others as well as myself by accepting ego as real and living it in real time- crossing the divide potentially crashing into other cars.

But the change here is where I saw what I had done as dishonest irresponsible behavior and applied self forgiveness immediately with self corrective statements to thus change myself in that moment to see and realize that yes there is another way, a responsible way, a safe and equal way for all involved, and I can live this new way the next time this rage or anger occur, I can stop it and live here as equals in common sense living. Within using the tools of self honesty, self forgiveness, and corrective change, I have changed to a being that I can be proud of living amongst life and participating with what is here as life without ego or shame, this not completely integrated as myself yet as seen above, but thus far I have done what I have done and I am able to say that I do trust myself, I do see that I can change, and I do see that I can stop these addictions to anger, rage, and spitefulness among others. It took many many years to make these behaviors/ego addications automated within me, so obviously its going to take great effort and many breaths to see this fully stopped and living as stability within my world not moved by anything but my own self will.  I have not been able to say this in the past as this was not true for me, but now here this is an indication that these tools work and can change a being from someone who is solely in self interest to get her energy addictions while being abusive to others when I didn't get my way to someone who is progressing in changing to consider every point of my reality in equality with me to so create the best outcome for all here and thus create peace. I am grateful for these tools and I will continue to walk them here as myself as all as one as equal until the tools are no longer needed as we live this here as who we are in freedom as self expression.

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2011 I am a Destonian because......

I am a Destonain because I care about life, I care about the suffering in this world, I care about the physical conditions of hell that beings have to live in day in and day out, I care about the dis-ease that many feed into in this endless search for more, I care about fairness and respect of life here in this world, I care about homelessness, I care about equal opportunity for all, I  care about equal education for all, I care about children having a safe place to play no matter where they land, I care to end war, starvation, poverty, rape, slavery, murder, crime, I care about nature and the preservation of it's wonders, I care about the potential of life within self perfection, I care about peace and harmony to all that reside on this planet, I care about healing those who are ill, I am a Destonian because I care about life in freedom within and as self expression.

    Do you care, if you dare, stand as a Destonian who stand for all life equal in value to all that exist. No masters, no slave, but equal in every way and one as life.

2011 I am a Destonian because......