2011 Where is Heaven's Gate?

Well, heaven this word to me has always been a word of like a fantasy type place, somewhere there away from where I am here, and it so cool, but we cant see it yet because we have to die to get there. Thats when i go wtf? because why is death necessary to reach heaven. Death means done, gone, away, not here so you don't really have any reference of what the fuck this place called heaven is.

I use to read a lot of books about this, all sort of things about spirits, heaven, near death experiences, in between lives, and trying my damdest to put together the pieces of what is heaven? Will i get to heavens gate and be booted out, I never thought hell was real, because I always saw 'god' as benevolent and that he would help all to understand the nature of everything, why it so fucked up. Then I started to read books about me as god, and that I am one and equal to god, and I am god so I can create my own life, my own world, and that I can save the world, but the problem with these books was it was convoluted, and so hard to get a straight answer on how to get there, how to live god.

I never considered at this time to bring heaven to earth, because it was so programmed that heaven is when one die, and is out of this realm and world, although it made no sense to me, I did not question it. Then that lead me to stuff and eventually to Desteni, where I realized that common sense will prevail always. Obviously, heaven is here in life, on this planet, where all are breathing and living. We are god as we are all one and equal as creators, and have to stand within ourselves and create this here by ourselves, heaven on earth. It will not come unless life is created and willed in this way by us, starting with me. When we die, kuput, we are done, no life because we are dead. Life is here, in breath, in this physical reality as we see, hear, touch, and smell.

There is a lot of shit to walk thru and change, but the tools and assistance is here, take the steps, investigate everything about desteni, and apply yourself in what is shared, and see if it works. Support equality and oneness as that is who we are. So its supporting self as well as all else. I stand with you, lets walk thru the gates on earth as heaven manifested thru the equality of all as the oneness we live.

2011 Where is Heaven's Gate?

2011 A Classless System in an Equal Money System

4/20/11

 Imagine a world where every being first and foremost saw that they where worthy beings and that no class system was actually real, no being in this existence is actually 'better' or 'worse' then any other being, we just for a while got lost in the money. Believing the lie that was told to us by those who had a vested interest in making lots of money to see the lie that we are separated into these classes of some beings being worthy and some not. You can not look at any child in this world in class them up nor should we be able to look at any adult and do this.

So the points to look at is this the way it is now the actual order of things, are we just  made ‘poor’ and some are ‘rich’, and that's that. Or is there another way, can we all have a piece of the pie and enjoy it too, yes we can! as obama touted,  but this yes we can is yes All can have an equal share of what is here. It just a matter of people standing up within themselves and seeing themselves as worthy living beings and all others the same as themselves, it’s here to be seen, and supporting a system that will stand up for all beings having equal worth thru the Equal Money System. That’s what all who are standing up for world equality and an equal money system are asking, do we see and recognize the ‘I’ within all beings, and are we all going to once and for all say we have had enough with this unreal world of class and divide, and start getting real, coming together,  and changing so it is a world truly for what is best for all. It’s starts with each one here.

We have to live in this directive way to become an equal participant within society and be willing to teach other how to as well. There is ways that have been developed to walk through what it takes to actually be equal with what is here as the physical reality, this thru the Desteni-I-Process. The physical being what is real, practical, and common sense. So to be real human beings we must be real, practical, and live in common sense.  It’s time for humans to catch up, stand up from our infant crawl, and start walking within the reality of how we are equal among all. This so no more imagining, dreaming, hoping, or praying for this world to be better or more peaceful place because it is here as ourselves, each one, who take up the stand to walk as co equal among all for all beings best life possible.

2011 A Classless System in an Equal Money System

2011 Stopping Nail Biting.....See How I did It!

4/16/11

How I effectively stopped my nail biting habit was done in one breath, based on a self willed decision to stop and never again allow myself to go into biting as a form of escape. I use to bite my nails for most of my life and it was a habit I enjoyed doing, but was done for relief due to built up stress and nervousness. I use to chew them as a point to get my self distracted from points that would come up that I had to face, like facing someone who addressed me in a conflicting manner and I did something that caused them to react, and I would then go to my nails as like a nervous habit to do something so I was 'away' from the situation for a moment. Becoming lead by my desire to escape reality.

From that point on where I saw this Desteni Productions Video about the design of why people bite their nails, I decided within myself that I will no more participate in this pattern, and no more bite my nails as the nails and hands in general are great support for process. It has been over a year and a half, and this was done just in a breath. I still have to breath, stand and face myself based in self honesty, and not go into the point of distraction because the nail biting was replaced by other patterns such as becoming silent to not have to implicate myself. But stopping opened up this point to see where else I am trying to distract myself within hiding/escaping the nervousness I feel within due to what I have created and now facing as manifested outflows. So all done as support as part of process.

I am still facing this point of stopping hiding in my world and facing what is here, slowly working towards becoming completely stable, and pushing to stop emotion, most prominent one being anger, so I am no more possessed by energetics, but able to effectively live here in stability to be a directive being for what is best for all in all that is here as myself.  So I realized and saw that each decision to walk the path of life self honest and self forgiveness is a breath a way, just a decision, a self willed movement, and breath by breath see it thru. It works and I have realized the effectiveness of these tools of common sense, which shows to me that this is what will change the world to becoming effective in common sense living because I am it, I live it. Makes me want to say duh! But it is a process, no judgments.

2011 Stopping Nail Biting.....See How I did It!